last day!

haha today rehersal for the actual tml performance lol but i think ar also not much people will come de hehe so no need care hehe XD.... even teacher say pon the concert hahaha .. ohhh man .. i wanan go abck to my old sch ... visit T_T .... but afternoon got work at 2 ......hopefully can squeeze abit time out to go ... HOPEfully...... hahaha
i miss my teacehrs... afterall its 6 years of my sec sch life hehehe ....haiz.... i hate growing up ... OLD liao.. OLD liao.....XD

HIONG AR

this entry is for yesterday .... (29 of aug) ....
today... very very very very tired..... XD no sch sia ... but so bloody zzzzz hahaha morning went to fetch benson and daniel(chua) to go... renzheng house do project XD *last min do de* hehehhe theni know our group got 2 new people haha liyu and xueqi ... so shun bian long bang all to renzheng house ahha .. actually ... meet at 9 am .... end up 2 pm then reach his house -_-. .....
chaos!!! haha do project like siao .. till 5++ finish !! then go makan haha ... and then we start doing our *teachers day * present for the teachers XD benson's idea :D we all just help out hehehe so fun hahaha make colourful sand for the teachers and teachers day card heheh hoping to give them a big surprise !!!!XD .... ... till 10.30 pm -_- we left ..drove them all home .. and reach home at 12++ ... half alive ... auper panda eyes... back ache lol OLD LIAO!!!!lol tml -_- DIE ar... early reach sch -_- ....

CUT!

today sian , reach on time for napha .. result not bad quite happy .. injured leg because play too much... rehersal for dance and pon DPA nice sia ..after rehersal sleep for some time.. song sia..end.....
tml no sch , whole day cancel... go renzheng house de project.. die zzz XD


(SHORT SHORT ONE) O.o...

sianzzz

WA today haha sleep like a pig till 9 30 XD reach sch at 11 -_-.... then go attend some self esstem talk lol .... then the rest of the time rehersal on dancing again lol from 1 till 4++ hahaha
pon one of the most sian lesson DPA!!! wooo lol but dance was tiring .... very ... sweat like hell hehe .... suddenly i think i should start making new friends lol O.o ....
WA SIAN AR!!! TML NAPHA TEST!!!! NA BEI AR!! NO TIME TRAIN T_T .... DIE LA ..... my leg T_T ... pray ar to my ah ma my ah gong !!! hahahah ...... -_-.. lol still got test somemore zzz heng ar .. tml dance pratice can my DPA AGAIN!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lol -_-..... hope teachers day perform go smoothly XD

when my mind starts to think ... my body starts to change ... my vision is different ..and wat can i see from it ? i dunno wat it is .. i dunno wat i'm thinking ... its just a weird feeling of changing ... i wish i sees my wings i wish it make me fly .. i hope to touch the sky ..but when i really have it... wat will i think then ? life of a path never ending .. i dunno how long is it .. i can't see the end its seem like never end.. my life...a path i always walk on.. will u pass by ?

Sunday

Waaaa another boring sunday ... my sunday always so boring de LEH y sia lol .... sleep and sleep and sleep hehehe alot today ....
apply med on my leg again hehe hope my leg back to 100% !!!! then i happy liao hehehe
wa next week busy week ... rehersal for teachers day .. hehehe alot alot !! hope nth goes wrong!!!

every once in awhile i feel that... i am crazy .. maybe i should got to IMH stay .. i wonder y .. i just feel like ... i have mental problem ... is it true ? hmmm kind of think i am siao siao de hahaha dunnno y sia ... crazy ... maybe something i wished for ... lol ....

Amazing Race

WOW .. today when to sentosa lol for a so called "amazing race" lol with 3 friend of my class we form a team to participate XD .....lol .... when i voluteer for it .. i tot it will be something sian ...
haha reach there very sian WORX because morning help mum work then by 9 am need reach sentosa haha ... today .. i feel so HEALTHY .... drink so much water sweat like hell .. run like crazy and half dead now blogging ...lol ... torturing as the station are all so far from each other .. suddenly on my second trip of my life to sentosa .. i learnt alot about it XD due to the running around sentosa for hmmm 6++ hrs XD .. We came in 7th out of 20 groups haha kind of sad.. but we enjoyed the whole thingy .. !!! meaning full ... hope to go for somemore race like this ^^

Just now before i blog .. my sister carried my niece ... at that moment .. when i was looking at my niece face .. i felt a special happiness and got the 'touched' feeling somehow lol... weird sia XD.....

I'm keep having a 'Haiz' feeling out of no where sia .. suddenly will jsut feel... haiz a sigh just out of no where witout reason lol XD weird weird thingy ....

TIRED!!!

lol... today so tired..... so many things do .. morning help mum work .. due to a worker MC ... haizzz make my start of day so sleepy ... drove to sch .. JAM like hell ... haiz.. i hate to drive jaming time sia... lol boring sia todays lesson .. haha after sch got rehersal for dance on teachers day haha ... new steps ... eh ... sia la ... sweat like hell lol everyone like kanna rain like that XD
12+ till 5+ wa sleepy ar ... haha but it was so fun ... hahaha ... long bang friend home .... again ... haha then on my way how .. at the express way ... SLEEPY SIA!! ... nearly eyes close -_- wa DANGER sia ... haha end up have to off the aircon so the be more awake O.o ... but was a scary ride home .....
haiz.. tml have to help mum again... after that going sentosa~~~ for amazing race -_- ... for sch de ... aiyo tml dunno can tahan anot hehehe CAN'T WAIT !!!!

weird!!!

aiyo weird sia !!! yesterday wanna blog CANNOT SIA!!!! error webpage hmmm ....hahaha
august 22th...
so so so LATE for sch 8 start i 12 reach hahahaha drive friend to vet for his dog vaccine jab lol ... so nice of me sia XD :D go sch liao sian ar!! heng got my friends with me XD haha aiyo forgot wat else liao
Today....
hehehe today pon sch ... AGAIN ... hahaha go swim with jaric XD two person only ... sounds gay right hahaha XD wa sun is sooo sooo sooo nice hehehehe ... i realise my stamina for swiming really very very very limited need to train more!!! WATS MORE ... i saw a very very nice scene!!! a round rainbow .. big one... one round around the sun ... so ... BEAUTIFUL SIA!!! but hp in locker no chance take T_T so rare.... so nice!! today pon sch so worth it !!! haha later accompany jaric go meet daniel(tan) and zhi mian to go cut hair hahah they cut i play nintendo DS haha.. after that i long bang jaric home hahah ... go his house easy .. he lead way ... BUT ... cmoe back i LOST way ... alamak ... estimate about 15 mins thingy end up to be 40+ mins ... aiyo .... haha learnt new places haha everytime i get lost XD good way to learn XD
aiyo ... tml test again .. i dun wan ... sian la zzzz after sch SC rehersal hehe sounds FUN! XD
wa next WEEK NAPHA TEST!!! AHHHHHHHHH need to train liao XD !!!! very long no jog!!! AHHH STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!

BLUR!

lol wats with me today!!! haha went to bath without bring my clothes in hahaha bath finish then notice O.o ... heng the rest all sleep liao hehehe CENSORED!!! XD cold sia the weather hehehe
tml test again aiyo left my file in school locker -_- die UNTILLLLLLLL lol ..... today sat down and chat with my friends at my mums van lol suddenly i realise many things ... and learn some things ...WA have to sleep early liao .. tml test test test!!!!
u came into this room .. and u went out .... no matter how to pretend or forgets .. the fact that u have been in there is forever .. i dun know how to view things from otehr view , i dun know how to judge things , all i know is to learn things when its something i never came across before... i learn from my life .. then things i been thru in my life on my path is wat i learn and alway rmb ... always rmb....

sunday!zzzz

haha today so sian la!! sleep sleep and sleep , NO LIFE!!! rain somemore ... cannot go out exercise XD ...... yesterday at least got cca to kill quite sometime seh... aiyo... my mum bought some med from a chinese doc to put on my ankle ... my old injury from 2 months ago still haven reccover fully ... HOPEFULLY IT WORKS ar ..... put on leg whole day so weird lol ... from nothing to abit pain to ITCHY!!! aiya!! can't wait for tml morning to take it off muhahaha
y my sunday also so sian one .. next sunday need to plan go out liao!!

DEAD BEAT

wa today lol wake up so late for sch hehehe 8 am sch 9.30 then wake up lol. RAIN UNTILLL make me sleep so song hehehehe , reach sch 1030 haha go class few mins dismiss liao XD lol
after sch help renzheng move house XD that idiot bluff me say abit things only end up SO MANY squeeze untill the van so full haha heng got benson,daniel(tan),kenneth HELP AR arbo i gone liao lol XDtoday lost way many time hahaha turn and turn and turn EH ... and found it lol so fun XD like advanturing sia heheh wa i today so bad sia -_- chiong pass red light 3 times T_T ........ SINNER!!! go back to sch -_- for my CCA thingy .. end up watching and not joining .... aiyoooooooooo sian ar lol .... then longbang my friend go orchard ... JAM UNTILLLLLLLLL i wan to make my mums van fly sia lol today drive for hours... PEK CEK ar , HEAD PAIN AR... and ... ITS SLEEPING TIME ^^

Brainstorm!!

wow suddenly i got so many things to do haha 3 projects O.o cca thingy~ work work ~ goona feel the feeling of busy hehe always in a slacky mood .. wonder being busy is like wat? hahaha learning the way of *dun care do liao then say * muhahaha anything just say ok ~ haha dun care liao do first hahaha . die la tml retest clash with work!!! dun care liao go work muhahahah more of money face then study face XD teachers gonna kill me!! i fail both his test haha now pon his retest die liao ... XD dun care liao haha see wat happens XD *pray* .
looking at a wall i made and wats on the other side ? i dun wish to see.... but it seem like its a wall and yet a transparent one ... i sees wats going on .. feels wat it is ,can't take my eyes off it
wat is it ? hmm why is it ? heart and brain ... do they understand each other ? my brain dun see to be able to process wat my heart is thinking or feeling .. haha i dunno wat it is sia!! aiyo chim ar......

weird day

waaa today so hmmm weird , i so HIGH today lol weird sia lol like not sad at all hahah wonder y lol maybe because morning i heard the song by alex tou dunno wat title but the lyric( baby dun go~~ dun goooo~~~ how can i wake up tml~ ) lol wa today ... see her so moodless and even cried ..... wa wanted to askher but dun dare sia ... haiz... feels so weird then ... WAAAA 2 more week NAPHA TEST! DIE!!!!!!!! PIA AR!!!!!

SUN!

wa today so shiok!!sleep untill 9 then wake up wahahaha,when swiming with jaric,cs,daniel(tan) . SOOOOOO long never swim T_T i love sun tann~~~ getting whiter!!hehehe the feeling of sun is always sooooo goood hehehehe .after that they go study ... i tag along .. SO KILLING ... to study in a library for hours.... i cannot tahan ar!!! nth that interests me XD other then the gals there hehehe all so quiet one .. sian hehehhe so cold untill i wan to sleep also cannot lol . think abit sun burn liao hehehe XD aiyo tml go school .. SIAN AR!!!

BUSY!

waa today my time so limited T_T lol went to clinic for my 2nd dose of hep B vaccine lol waited like EH 1 hr ? long leh jsut for a 5 mins jab T_T .... arm gonna ache for few days le like last time 1st dose lol . went out to *study* with jaric and daniel(tan) hahahaha end up i'm the only one not studying and very distracted hehehe , study = kill me!! go amk mac both also full like hell , go bishan library full too , end up at j8 mos burger lol weird . after they study XD when to eat ahjisen ~~ nice worx but end up so late reach home o.o SLEEPY AR!!! , hehe tml PON SCHOOL AR!!! go swim ^^ lol

Practice :D

ahhh today first time they start to practice XD for the teachers day performance T_T tired~~~ even though its just simple dance for like hmm 30 secs lol keep practicing haha fun sia XD but sweat like hell O.o ....wonder how will it turn out like in the actually day!!! XD

National Day!

aiyo dunno ya sia national sia i so sian so boring so nothing to do ... supposingly to be a special day but ended up to be a specially boring day ... so dunno wat to do, dunno can do wat...but its be so long since the whole family was home together watching national celebration ... so long ... at least this is something i think worth the whole boring day..haha no fair!!! y tml got school while other holiday!!! argh!!!!.. TIME TO SLEEP~

NDP!!!

1hour 30 mins left to NDP!!!! lol today was so fun .. in the morning school had some celebration lol boring though lol but it was the first time i see how chaotic the back stage can be hahaha.The foyer have bazaar~ lol small but interesting hehe when to play game ... dunno wat name haha sitting on the bull machine that tried to SHAKE u off~ scarliy FUN!! lol first time try lol haha after school hehe went to STEAM BOAT~~haha renzheng so nice sia treat us hehehe :D EAT UNTILLLLLLLLL so bloody full next time i will treat!!! XD ate for few hours lol go home shit like hell XD.......... haha today its SKYE'S BDAY~~ HAPPYBDAY SKYE!!!! hahaha unique days sia a day before NDP ... hehe easy to rmb XD wa today so FUN tml REAL NDP i will SIAN UNTILLLLLLLLL haiz....

weird day

hmmm so weird that i felt cheerful today ? not even a single bit of sorrow ... hehehe maybe i finally got over it. everything i been thru , i expperienced are just part of the path i am walking .its something i can neever avoid it but to go pass it and not stay on the same spot not moving . Yet again I want to CHANGE but ? eh everytime say only heheh XD hopefully one day something will tigger this me and make me change ... till then XD lalalala