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monday...
work up abit late ... travel to sch ... boring .... too class test ... after noon when bukit batok ite for robotics thingy .. then left at 3 pm to go novena ...mean joan to send her home ...................and go home .....END ....
tuesday...
pon lesson today ..... go to work ... morning work untill 10+ pm then go home .......... tired... reach home com abit .. slp liao ...
wednesday...
no sch today....... go work again .. untill 11 pm ..........haiz...receive a sms .. from joan .... that ..she prefer to be friend....... oh well ....its fake if i'm not sour ... Haiz... less then a week time kanna rejected by two gal .. when i wanna be more dareing ... >.< ..... haiz ...... wat to do ? confuse .....haiz dun think much liao ......................going supper later ......END

lol LATE LATE entry hehe

friday....
today .. in the early morning 1 am .. i got rejected .. by a gal >.< .... feel so much lighter after that ..... lol help mum work .. >.< reach home 6.. slp till 12 wake up >.< prepare liao go fiona house help out .. drive thingy to east coast >.< ... poor thingy eh ? bday gal got to suffers behind the van hehehe >.< (me reckless driver!) ahahah ... the first day ar .. quite abit bored as in myself cannot drink ... T_T .... that alone make me so sad T_T .... ahaha but so many people lor .. got the warm warm feeling ... and well... that joan thingy >.< ......me SHY LIAO LOR ........ sent her home .. nearby onli ... but on the way abit lost hehe >.<
saturday...
left the chalet at 2 .. end up cashcard not enough $$ lol have to go top up then can go out >..< ... really like going to slp LOL ... but still can tahan .. but end up my mum dun wanna take the risk ahaha ... i worked like a zombie ... totally dun rmb wat i did LOL .... the 6 reach home SLP AR ... till 1 pm wake up >.< prepare ... then set off too the chalet .... reach there everyone half dead one ahaha ..... because i rest most ahaha .... but here drag there drag abit .. untill nite .. then all go slp >.<
sunday
.... by 1 +am all gone liao .. i last man standing .. still msging joan >.< .... till 330 am ahaha .... then gonezzz LOL ....morning ... aiyo so dun wan to wake up .. i rarely get to slp bed T_T ..... haiz...went off ... book out >.< ... first time took bus with mahjong table ...go shopping mall with mahjong table .. go eat food court with mahjong table .. feels weird LOL ..... heng AR ... sabrina's father de cab can squeeze >.< that table ahaha really thx alot sia >.< i can reach home early to coma >.< END ... blank blank blank END ...

sadded siazz

tuesday..
so sad lor ..today ..quite a handful of my classmate recieve their jae result liao ...going to poly ... haiz.. 2 of my gd friend going too ... haiz left 1 more month to spend with them liao ... say stay in contact.. its something very hard... all stay diff place ... haiz.. kind of sad sia ... 1 year de friends.... its short but i really enjoy alot the time i spent with them .....its because i choose to change... meet people .. make friends... and they were some of my best rewards in changing ... haiz... 4 of us gd buddies... now 2 going off :( ? only left other 2 of us .. haiz... kind of sad.. doing anything with 2 people lesser.. its just kind of ..lonely feeling ...haiz.... class will be less fun without them ... haiz... i will treasure this last month with them >.< .....
wednesday..
today its holiday one day lor .. sway sway kanna call back for ushering duty >.< for my cca aiyo sianed... 8 am report do untill 2+ go home wa is sianed one lor ...reach home nearly 4 liao -_- then NAP time~ lol untill 10+ lol watch up watch anime ^^ then slp again >.<
today...
morning help mom ... got worker on leave zzz .... then 6+ reach home nap >.< ....then 9+ wake up prepare go sch .. haiz... today sch so boring ... but friends are there ... so many things to always chat with >.< ......reached home 2+ lol ... use abit com.. then off to swiming with jaric... oh man i just missed swiming ... so so so so shoik ... felt so relax today ..after swiming ... , had dinner with bk,jaric,daniel,junyi,tiensoon. lol like all so long no meet out le >.< ... really is all spare liao eventuallty will lost contact...

a very fake today >.<

ok.. start with saturday
went to michelle chalet lol quite boring -_- ..... lol end up alone watch ice age on jaric's laptop .. then accompany jaric and momo at study .... end up distracting them >.< especially momo hehe ... spend some nice time with her >.< kind bad to disturb her studying but kind of enjoyed it >.< she draw untill my hand many INKS -_-.... after that ... well fun moment time flys .... its 6 am liao -_-
sunday
gotta go work zzz short setup at church finish at 9.30 ... and planed to go nichola house to slp till 11+ de .. end up i over slept in the train -_- ... TILLLLLLL admiralty mrt -_- ... KAOZZZZ ... reach nicholas house 11+ liao -_- LOL .... then still slp >.< till 12+ chiong cab down to work LOL ..... then home sweet home to slp .....
ok .... today .... went to sch ... morning lesson quite boring ...8am sia ... i reach 8 30 LOL ovcerslept in bus -_-.....kaoz.... then 10+ got award giving ... i eat untill 11 then go up HENG AR just started giving out award lol i missed the boring part XD back to afternoon class ... aiyo test zzz heng got friend help me ar >.< ..... then lastly ... wrote my appeal lesson for my barred module ... cannot take exam sia lol ... help to write appeal letter ... my teacher say must write untill touching touching then good lol ... after writing ar... i feel so FAKE lor ... but no choice la hehehe ....


this is the letter i wrote ...
Dear Section Head,
I am hong weiquan of EC1E , T regreted for not attending my APA lesson.i am working as a part-timer to support myself as i didnt wanted to burden my family on finacial.I also help in family business,delivering newspaper.Recent months my mother's health deteriorate,hence the more often i have to help my mother at work if she's not feeling well.Hence I missed alot of my morning lesson due to oversleeping from fatigue.T have lessen my part-time work to start doing my assignment.Hence i really hoped that you will be willing to give me a second chance.I promise that i will work hard for my exam and score well for it. Thank You

LOL ......>.< my teacher say its gd -_- ... kelian enough LOL ....i just feel so Fake XD

a satisfied day XD

today ...FINALLY ... i finish my project!!! so ..shiok .. spend whole nite troubleshooting -_- ...end up haiz... nvv slp -_- .. go slp so slpy -_- ~~ GOT TEST .... heng last nite i revise abit lol quite easy hehe ... ask teacher for some help on my project >.< HEAD PAIN AR ....hence after sch go back friend house continue .... -_- ... very head pain liao lol ... and FINALLY ... done ... so bloody happy .... after so many errors,troubleshoot,test runs ... lol ~till now jsut reach home ... later can FEEL the bed liao >.< ~~~

tortise walking

yesterday...
today pon sch .. go work >.< .... inter afternoon .. my teacher called me ... tell me my attend to low for one of my course hence i am debarred ... >.< aiyo ~~ wat to do ? lol need to appeal liao lol .. my teacher even help me to plan the letter how to write LOL ..... nite went cycling with bk and nicholas to balastier eat bak kut teh then to ECP .. then on the way to geyleng -_- i had a painfull fall ram into metals ... PAIN ... but shiok ...>.<........went home sleep lol ....
today
haiz... valentine day ...eheh ..gaylentine day >.< so boring ... haiz.. and its ending soon liao ....sch is all i rmb for today LOL .... well .. going friend hosue to finish my project >.< lol
racing with time ?? lol 2 weeks left.. i have to guai guai liao -_- ....

lala long~~

tuesday
today nth much but one blink it ended.... look at the time >.< so fast sia .. went tiwht bk and nich to watch ah long pte lte .. damn it .. so bloody nice >.< lol people who understand dilect well sure up for some laugh lol .... oh man so nice (my view) until i wanna watch again!!~~~ LOL
starting on everythings that i overdue ... hopefully i can finish on time ... ? valentine day ? lonely day again ahaha >.< as usual >.< ... it'll be so nice if i can get someone to hug on V day >.< lol
no gals to hug then guy also can ar ~~ (no fish prawn also can)
then will be gaylentine ~~ lol

第一篇

用中文打字对我来说是好难的一件事.偌有错字请别见怪
突然间一征寒风吹进我心,突然觉得环境逼人张大,小时的我，天真无邪敢玩敢作，无烦恼无忧愁，快乐的很。
慢慢当我会想会看时，就只记得后悔。不知为何？突然得，感到很孤单。是因为没爱吗？还是因为没情？
常常会在想，为什么？我不知道。顺水推舟的过日子。但是，我知我心有目标有理想有梦想也有希望，可是我一再的逃避他们。不知何时我才会反省，才会清醒。
就因为希望越大失望越大，所以不喜欢让人对我有太大的希望，可是不之为何，在老师眼里我是个很有希望的人。听到这种话我会很怪，因为我知道他们的失望一定很大。
我就是我。怎样变，都是我。但我知道，知己不是一个好人。做过的事，知己清楚。一个恨知己的人，怎能去爱人呢？

不知为何突然的想骑脚踏车，从thomson 到yiochukang 然后amk 再回家.真爽,头脑好清醒.

i want to find back myself , the who i used to be , the things i used to have ,and the vision i used to see . then life i wished to have and the peoples i love i want all of it ! i'm GREEDY!!! ROAR!!!!

everyday mahjong O.o lol

wa yesterday nite mahjong >.< .. till 3++ go take over my mum work .. she rest at home ... finally reached home at 730 ... now so dead ... but later got movie !!! must short nap >.< ...... must wake up !!! >.<

tired~~~yet not tired~~ lol

woke up at 4 pm today .. sleep till shiok shiok my mum wake me up .. help her buy 4D -_- ... reach home 8 am today zzzzz half gone .. wanted to blog .. end up feel the bed .. and i'm GONEZ ...
yesterday ..
guy:nicholas,jaric,chunsiong,daryl,boonkiat. gals:fiona,jeanie,zhuying,cathy went to watch kung fu dunk XD ... nice show interesting abit touching lol ...cant wait to watch ah long pte ltd lol ... after that ? sake sushi sia >.< not buffet ..canot eat too much :( CONTROL~~~ .... followed by guy off to arcade while gals slowly enjoy eating .... oh man ...the equipments were reaaranged, a new machine at the arcade called hammer king i think ... oh i got SOOO addicted to that ... i spend over 10 dollars for it ..even though its a very short game ... ARGH .... cant win bk in hammer hitting !!! >.< .... after that daryl and boonkiat goes off ... the rest come my house.... MAHJONG!!! :D lol guys played first then follows by the gals ahah first time teacher so weird >.< after that went fiona house to eat steam boat and gamble hehe .. salena joins in >.< ... after taht .. lynna nd cathy gone :( .... the rest had a nite chat .. then off we all go ... so good mood right ? but totally spoil when my mum tell me she not feeling well .. i get so F up out of a sudden ..... hai -_- ... dunno y ... need anger management liao ...

lucky lucky year ^^

started this new year with $39 winnings from mahjong >.< .... hopefully my next few days is *full* :) happy is the most important tingy
happy new year all~~~

lethargic

i feel so restless -_- ... yesterday dun feel like slping early .. end up 4 am slp .. till 10 am woke up ... slack ...afternoon go help boss move thingy to warehouse ... on my way home ... the van slides at a turning part ... gave me a slight shock ..... luckily ...nth happen ..... haiz.. today dun feel like slping ... dunno y ? maybe dun wanna be late for sch ? lol so blur ... 4+am cycle home from boon kiat house lol lent a bicycle from him hehe ... the morning breeze .. its nice... yet cold ..... dunno y recently its getting colder and colder .. for me ... -_- .... *ah chew* ..... time to prepare for sch liao ... >.< haiz .. i hate early classes...

chilly nite

a cold chilly nite... a cold feeling ...so cold ...so speechless .... suddenly i felt myself run out of words... so dunno wat to do .. dunno wat to say ... so blank ... so clear.... recently ...so weird .... wat am i thinking ? hmmm a mindset battle going on ..a war thats fighting... my thoughts... fighting each other ? thats y i'm so out of thought ? or maybe hmmm .... too blank ... blank blank .... haiz -_- .......

SHOIK

its a cold chilling raining nite .... so i wanted to go for a rain jog ... but leh .... go jog liao the rain get smaller and smaller ...then stopped ... haiz... i wanted to enjoy a rainly jog :( ..the chilling rain it will be so relaxing .. so mind clear ... i feel so weird recently lol.......
my mind so blank now .... hmmmmm time to eat magee mee ...