THE LONGGGGGGG POST hehehe .....

wa wa wa wa wa ... two weeks de leh. .so much so much so much that have happen .. i SLOWLY ... type.. lol and u people can SLOWLY read and see wat happen LOL .... my msn nick hor ??? curious anot ??? curious ? ?? lol -_- anyway just now left my msn on and went out ..come back was like wa ... mr jaric and mr nicholas bloody FLOODeD ... and wa kao so long lor they two tok lol read untill i dotzzz lol ... and ms jeanie count to 40 NIA chey ... scribble somemore ... so not like artise lor lol ... seomore so many colour lol ... and ... flashing back ... aiyo my ah pek memory really can die ar ... slowly ar ..........hmmmmm

NEW paragrah lol eh ... start from two weeks ago ....10 of nov .. working so end ...lol

eh ... 11 nov ... tues...the day i got out of job .. so so so so so bloody sad la ... tell me is 17 or 21 of nov then fire me de .. so fast bring forward .. somemore so last min KAOZ ... damn it man lol its a sad day ... i soemmroe jsut bought new weights .. just first day wear .. to work .. forever no need go work liao -_- .. really is DRAG heavy leg go home lol ... but so nice la the peoples.. because...

jump to 12 nov .. wed ... becuase they jio be back for lunch lol .. brought my sis cam along plan to take picture lol .. then so go lunch .. then aiya no place take mah .. so they say y not sneak back to the lab to take photo LOL and its SO gd idea la lol ... i go rang the back door bell lol ... the logistic person open door see me also diao LOL ... then kao sneak in success faster take photo ahaha THEN nice lor take first pic ar .. cam low batt off le -_- WTH man -_-luckily my (ker-licks) got cam lol ... which is being email to me lol those photos LOL ....

13 nov ... thu.. thinking ....thinking .....(blog hop) and ... EH think i went to jog with bear-san today ? LOL die la this day is forgotten LOL

14 nov ...friday .....nua-ing ? hmmm i cant rmb much sia LOL .... die le .. my brain sux ...

15 ..now sat ... EH ? morning is forgotten ... i think this few forgotten days shld be playing games bah lol .. but i rmb .. at nite jio shuhan go supper and her god sis also jio him go supper so all went supper together lol ... drove shu han to kovan to meet his godsis(wanlin) and her friend (racheal) lol ... then go supper at chomp chomp i think LOL ... cant really rmb lol ... then all home sweet home ~~

16 nov sunday ... think i wake up quite late bah .... then slept in the afternoon again because.. shuhan sister getting married ! one monday lol .. he say dunnow an ton nite anot .. so i CAMP and CAMP and CAMP at home for his sms since he say if tonning or wat he will sms me .. untill 4+am -_- ...... also no news.. jitao buay tong go slp liao LOL

17 nov monday... wake up late late ...? dunno la ... then at nite fiona jioed go out mum mum with bear and salena lol .... the guys are late hehe because i meet bear at amk .. but he needta sent adrain home lol .... its i acc them lol ... so long nia see him sia lol my first sentance said when is see him is : " Hey F***er ! how r u " LOL LOL it jusr so AUTO come out from my mouth LOL .... sent him home then me and bear chiong down lol ..... the meeting place was ? hhmmm forgot liao lol .. then eat where i also dunno wat that place ... lol and so on sia lol we took cab to eat the tao huay lol advertise by jeanie tay untill everyone know liao de LOL and wow really can tok one lor LOL ... still scare later all no topic lol ... end up tok non stop one lol all so striaght one lol u see arrow shotting all over LOL .......

18 nov tues .. i forgot wat i did in the morning .. afternoon also forgot .. so i guess is gaming ahahah ... then nite also forgot lol .. but midnight meet shuhan god sis (wanlin) go watch mignight movie Madagascar 2 lol laugh untill wa kao .. LOL .. till 2+ am finish drive to kovan teo chew mui(porriage) eat then drove her home lol .....

19 nov i reach home 3 + phone chat with wan lin till 5 + lol ... then slep .. 8+ wake up prepare .... i meeting daniel and jaric for SWIMING!!!! lol .... so long no swim sia ... but no sun ... AND when then bloody sun finally comes out .. daniel wanna go off liao LOL because he no wan sun tann -_- WIN LOR lol .... went home nua awhile .. afternoon go meet wanlin again lol to watch movie , the good the bad and the weird..... LOL ... this show damn sleepy .. catch no balls one LOL watch untill wanna slp LOL ... this time round is buy couple sits leh ^^ lol then after the movie really become couple liao LOL .... now is not wanlin liao is darlin liao LOL ..... nua around amk after then movie then ... she meeting her gd friend racheal lol ... me acc her go racheal house lol -_- very random LOL .... then at nite acc her home ....hugs and kisses is just so sweet and warm.....

20 nov thu .... today nua home .. till nite plan go bear san house SINCE he cant go out must well i go his house meet him lol .... 8 .30 go meet him amk go cc's see courses ... planed to take akido .. but his mother aiyo .... nth to say LOL ... jsut hope he will win LOL .... then 10.50 left his house ...to chiong down meet my dear lol ... tll 1 am + went home slp .....

21 nov friday ... 8+am in the morning my gal called me ... say she sick wanan take mc .. so ... i wait for mother come back drive down hougang meet her .. then bring her to sin ming see doc LOL ..... since she dun wana let parent know she taking mc from work lol ... so after doc go breakfast at long house then come my house nua ... and since my room is living room .. so end up go my brother room nua lol ... untill at nite 10++ go meet her friends chit chat at hougang mac ... lol then sent her home ... i go home le ...

22 nov sat... afternoon meet dear go out and the other couple racheal and her guy lol ... go movie and makan ... lol ... then at nite actually promise to go clubbing with christine ,salena and qinliu .. dunno who else got go .... but end up dear dear quarrel with mother .. so end up acc her no club for me

23 nov sunday.... 1+am finally she go home .. but still worried for her ... but ? nth i can do so i walk to hougang ave 10 .. hoping can eat supper with christine and salena and can explain to them y i nia go clubing hehe ... end up i slp untill 4+ also they haven come back lol ... then i see 530 got bus liao so end up no meet them lol .. too bus back to lorong ah soo .. gal house downstair slp lol again lol .... slp tilllllll 8+ wake up ... stare at the lift lol ... untill she come down see her then my worry can ease lol ... acc her go suntec since she work there ... then go home lol ... reach home
12+ liao lol ... eat and slp till SHUANG SHUANG ... then one idiot call NICHOLAS WOKE ME UP AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LOL ..... then i realise he already missed called me 3 time lol -_- .... kaoz lol wake up nua nua de hehe .. go watch tv .. FORGOT to blog hehe .... then tv show so nice and FUNNY untill no need blog hehe ... then 9 + i went off the sun tec forgetting to off my msn hehe ..... acc my gal go home ...... hugs and kisses ...i miss her .. >.< ...... lol ...
KAO LONG RITE ? ok ok nia ... peoples enjoy reading ..... limited one so not very long LOL .... so the main thing is .. I'M attached ! I'M in LOVE~~! I'M SO HAPPY~~!! :)

steam boat fun lol

today wake up like wat sia nua nua one lifeless one ... slp like no slp .... kaozzzz nua untill afternoon went to meet jaric and nich at amk hub to buy tickect for 007 lol ... then last min we change steam boat place from bugis to novena .. zhen fa steamboat lol ... queue like buying 4D lol for nearly 2 hrs then go sit -_- ... 5.30 reach 7+ go in eat lol ... all hungry ghost liao lol ...its a sad thign to say mr bear san didnt come ... haiz mother again zz dun let him out lol ... poor thing leh ... haiz.... then wa really very long no we guys eat steamboat or go out le .. lol fun and funny lol ... lame and crazy lol ... suaning each other was part of the fun ahaha food not bad la .. but drink still have to buy one -_- not free flow -_- wth man not even a glass of ice water -_- ... kaoz... then dessert side only got pastries buy no fruits!!! lol .... kaoz but still hell lot people queue lol lame lol .... we all eat not much sia then dun wan eat le .. nott full but gao wei lol maybe is tooooooo squeeze le lol ... then after eating the 3 of us me jaric and nich lol go amk hub while daniel and junyi went home lol ... 007 not bad .. action also ai zai one lol .... see liao will keep ... OUCH OUCH WA PAIN AR... thinking lol ..... gals in the show also sexy sia... figure only lol .. ~ then all chiong last transport home lol .... today NOW ... is SO SO SO SO SO SO SO bloody hot -_- ... LoL .... and YESH~~~~~ tml can go collect that book (I Believe You) lol ... can't wait to finish that story lol .... and tml cousin wedding -_- ... aiyo sianed .. last min EVERYONE changed mind to go lol ... now i dun go will feel so extra lol .... even my bro the mr MIA i hardly seen once for a week also going -_- .. haiz to go liao sian lol .... need to slp liao arbo tml cannot wake up on time lol .... ~~ gonezzz

old body :(

lol .... die la ... yesterday went to find bear bear san lol ... got jogging then can chitchat lol .. so i jog to his house .. vomit blood lol ... the slope so slope -_- can die sia lol ... all the way from my house to his house is a upward slope -_- wth man lol .... but feel so healthy -_- untill today like liao ah pek cmi one -_- lol .... working today was like a zombie .. lol ... jog too much liao this old body cmi le lol ... and .. most importantly ... wa after jog went bear bear house slack .. so nice his mother cook thingy let me eat wahahah ... almost every food in his house also is got chicken one ( organic) lol but his mother ... so scary ... talk and talk and talk to me so many thingy about bear that WA really meh? lol .... and bear shown me his mother most powerful part. .... ONLY accept agreement LOL disagreement TOTALLY ... is out of the world LOL ... like bear nv talk like that LOL totally no effect to his mum de LOL damn lame -_- ..... then slack awhile jog home .. -__- reach home really CAN slp liao lol ..... manage to struggle pass today but aiyo jog liao today back ache -_- .. KAOZ .... ah pek liao me ... so sad sia .... lol ....... tml STEAMBOAT~~~ i'm coming!!! lol not just 3 now is (daniel,bear,nicholas,jaric AND me !) lol they after that maybe goping movie lol ... tml heart pain liao LOL ....
jump to wed lol ... reached home espcially late today lol ... because morning late for work so i ot back the time .. at least i dun feel so guilty hehe .... reach home near 8 wa me wanted to nap de ... then use com awhile and JUST nice going to nap ar .... forgot is salena or christine called me lol they(christine,salena,qinliu) eating dessert at icekimo lol after their prata house dinner -_- ... lol so went to join them and jio them to my house mahjong lol since its so near lol ... and so damn funny when playing and fun tooo lol ... hoping for a next time soon ~~ lol .... then i drove them all home .. first stop was qin liu house lol ... her house entrance just beside the busstop sia -_- so gd lor LOL ... stop awhile at the busstop there lol see her house then she carry he doggie out so cute liao .... but got two .. the other one so BIG so NICE!!! ahhh i just love BIGBIG dogs hehe lol .... then off we go hougang and blink i'm back home to slp ... lol ...
today so sian so i rmb tv advertising the 转角遇到爱 de tv drama so went to dl and watch one eps lol .. like not bad lol .. so tml gonna contniue watching ahaha.. as i wait for monday de 篮球火 eps 16 to come out AHHHHHHH CANT WAIT AR !!! faster monday!!! the storyline so ganjiong one ahhhhh LOL siao liao -_- ...... need to slp le ....

empty blog ...

wa one week liao nia blog -_- soooo bloody fast the time flys when working -_- so bloody fast i'm into my fourth week ~ lol time pass fast when u are enjoying lol ... malaysian are sure fun people .. easy to tok to .. lol so nice ! lol ... BUT .... from first week de .. people call me danson OR weiquan untill now all the FEMALES colleague started call me DIDI .. DAMN SIANED ... didi here didi there -__- dun like sia BUT hehe also gd la ahaha... working like computer one everyday almost the same thing ... no need think also know wat to do -_- .. haiz...ahaha learn bit bit of canto from the malaysian ... then i realise CMI ar.. some so chim de -_- .. LOL .... alowly learn la .. left 3 weeks !! lol ... weekdays are working days while weekends are friends day ... this is that kind of life i like .. always have weekend to meet out lol .... so sick of unfix work life its so no life lol ... lol ... now feel so balanced lol ...
weekdays... too same to say work work and work lol ... last sat was .. the sway week lol .. need to help old boss do the stupid marriot hotel wasted my saturday lol ... till 5++ pm lol end up go watch movie with jaric and nicholas after work lol .. at PS lol watch the tropic thunder lol really laugh untill die lol .... then catch last train went to hougang meet salena and christine for chitchat session lol since sunday is a free day lol ... chat till 4+ am -_- .... then walk them home i go buy break fast eat till first bus come and home sweet home lol ... reach home 7 am liao -__- slp then wa dunno y i 9+ am wake up liao -_- kaoz then slp again 11 and again 1 .. then again 1 + lol ... wake up online lol ... watch anime~ then watch this mail sent by lynn ~ the good story ..so nice. .. so i'm GONNA BUY IT !!! lol ... just tha oredering thingy so chim hmm ..... think i friday then do the thingy lol ... and meet up with the gals (sab,jean,fiona) kaoz .. suddenly got a i dunno wat to say hweeling sia ... like eh what to say ar .. all blank blank kind of thinking lol O.o .... last week my bear san pang seh me ~~ no go job i so sad ... lol so i made an APPOINTMENT this thusday with him ahaha another chit chat time lalala~~ lol ... and sat the guys(me,nich,jaric) going to bugis? lol for steamboat lol getting my first pay ~~ treating them to makan ^^ .. gotta let me stomach eat untill happy ar !!! lol .... blank -__- this sunday got cousin wedding .. but aiya heck care .. one who dun even bother coming to visit or shld i say i nv seen his face before -_- ... heck care la .. somemore treat those ulu place at 12 PM somemore -_- 12 pm sia -_- wtf man ... siao de so early go see wat sia lol .... guess my family only mother father going nia lol ~ ...abit sad sia .. 2 more weeks to go and i'm out of this company :( lol i'm gonna miss them all LOL .... and time to go slp .. write write write and watch tv untill now 12 am also nia notice -_- lol .... zzzzzzz

long weekends OVER !! T_T

ahaha ..... nua-ed for the weekend LOL .... abit too sianed .. ahaha ... too free also gao wei .. rather be too busy >.< ... so fast sia .. tml have to work liao LOL SIAN ~~~~ lol .... but aiya very fast also ending liao lol .... nuaed for today yet again ... lol drove father van today to fetch jeanie to woodland lol first time really drive .. heng quite easy to handle lol ... then went home slack .. use com awhile then RAIN LIKE SIAO .... and a lightning come and PPOOM house tio blackout O.o LOL lol ... super sianed ... game half way tio cuted -_- .. SOOOO Spoilt mood LOL ..... this weekend ar ... heng got the S and C lol lol salena and christine lol ... meet out at the nite to chit chat LOL ..... to chill ~~ at least ar ... no so bored and free LOL ...... tml .... is WORKING DAY ~~ lol .... happy sia .. to have something to do -_- ... but more happy is one of my colleague hehe help me buy peneng de dao sar bia~~ lol handmade one famous one nice one i like it one!! LOL .... so nice of him hehehe ...since he go back peneng to enjoy weekend ahaha :D but zzzz my throat sianed ... cannot eat ... wan eat also need limit :( lol cough cough cough and cough zzz but its nth much just that full of phlegm!! keep drinking water to cough them out but YET still so much -_- siiiiiibei de gao wei -_- .... tmd .... haiz....lol .... today dunno wat DAY sia .. my mum made bird nest ... SO RARE !! lol must be because my sis de bf come stay over night LOL ... thx to him ar hehehe drool liao~~ time for bird nest~~~

rotting days LOL

wa kao .... long weekends are meant to be gd .. but i spend most of my first days rotting ... tml must go for exercise liao .... me no wan stay at home ..! lol ... must find things to do liao lol ... at least exercise is wat i need for sure !! becuase i so happy the letter sent to me said i'm back on pes A :D but hopefully i get to go commandos hmmmm lol slp and slp and slp .. yucky sia ... lol untill my bone all nua nua liao lol ....... but still .. off to slp~ LOL

bed sweet bed~ lol

wa this two days so packed lol ... but its fun and happy ahaha ..... celebration of jeanie's birthday is a success and fun day lol went to kbox at marinasquare .. and wow .. first time sucessfully go into the carpark of marina square .. lol ~~ .... went for kbox untill throat pain liao lol everyone(mr,bear,jeanie,fiona,yueqi,zhu) so high and its fun !! lol ... then is to bakerzin bakery to fetch wenyi with the main surprise lol that the big cake .. lol~ off to kallang Kfc lol fiona and wenyi went down firs tto set up the cake lol and ahaha so loud sia the happy birthday song we all sang lol every eyes look here lol .... fun ! but tiring lol .... then off to home .. drove everyone home ... then parked van and went off to take cab to meet nich lol for work lol .... all the way till today 3 pm -_- lol ... lucky manage to get short nap in between ahah .... then went too nich house to check some doc... as my com got problem reading it zzzz lol end up felling aslp at his house lol .....till 7 pm lol .... went home ... bathe~ then 8.30 ... mahjong time with cousins lol ..... untill eye big big lol all the way to 2.30 -_- .... and now home ... preparing tml to be a NICE day to slp lol~~~ ZHAO~~~

Happy the Birthday !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
TO jeanie Tay ~~


lol .... getting more and more used to working liao ... feeling more healthy leh ~~ slp early .. waking up early too haiz.... lol ...... but more and more the friend friend feeling at work place liao :) lol .... and well ... was suppose to work till 24 oct only ... but was extended to 21 nov O.o ... abit shock but still happy ~~~ lol .. no need to worry about finding job for the time being hehe ....

spend few days de nite doing something but :( all failed .. sianed... end up coming out with something simple instead .... out of a very messy table ~.~ .. lol was abit dissapointed but ahaha.... simple also nice .. but kaoz.. look like primary sch art LOL wa kao .. no face sia ..... LOL ..... wa die liao so late le .. need to slp liao~~~ GONEZZZZZZ

fast day pass...

lol second day at work ... manage to memories the main 9 people that i will always contact lol working will be much more easier lol .... had lunch with them ... abit weird lol but few more days aiya can chat easy liao LOL .... yesterday i tot guys and gals about same amount ... but end up is 6 gals 3 guy ... lol ... too bad la alll so much older then me ahaha ... working enviroment is quite relax ... as in no stress feeling lol but alot things to do ahaha ..... ... i'm gonna enjoy my 2 weeks work at there :)

First day at new work lol

lol wa finally ... new job lol .... and wats best i like is ... ITS FIX TIME ...... times up .. all gone lol ... so bloody fast lol ..... this feel great .. knowing wat time is fix going home time ... no ot ... no nth~~~ lol its always better then a sudden add ons of HOURS ... and even overnite .. ... really hate it lol ....wll get along with the ppls over there !!! ^^ new friends ? soon! lol
suddenly ... I MISS SENG KANG SWIMING COMPLEX AAHHHHHHH lol .... must go again!!! lol ..... sian .. one thing i dun like ... is to SLP EARLY!!! ... work also no choice hehe ... ^^ ...

a nice video ^^ i love this song ...


ahahaha this game killed alot of my brain cell LOL
http://www.freeworldgroup.com/games8/gameindex/karoshisuicidesalaryman.htm

SUPPER still the best lol

lol went to collect pay for nicholas and jaric today lol end up become last min help to work -_- sianed lol reach home aslo 7 liao kaoz.. slack awhile lol 10 went to fetch fiona and shun bian brought her a surprise lol nicholas lol ... then send fiona home go her house lax abit lol then go off lol called jaric !! and its supper time !!! went all the way to fetch hime ~~ then go to newton circle lol eat untillllll full fulll *smack stomach* lol then chit chat all the way when driving them home lol ..... hope u two today work LATE ar LOL
stomach full full can rest in peace liao lol .BUTT.... tml is jogging day liao LOL since east so much >.< lol ... time to slp~~

SENG KANG SWIMING COMPLEX SHIOK ARR

lol plan to meet up today all go sengkang swim ! lol a place newly open lol nicholas recommend de lol ... so meet 12 at amk ... so sad la .. my brother last min jump out drive the van .. haiz... end up we gotta meet and take bus go lol ... plus wa kao wey all late -_- ... only i on time wth man lol ... first bear reach , then nich,then jaric lol ... off we go to sengkang ... wa walk abit far to that complex lol ... and ... ITS FLOODED ...... kao we shocked sia ... really flooded lol but after some struggles we still decided to in ahaha.. FUN sian .. normal swiming for starting .. then come to the slides!!! wa the slide damn bloody fun and scary LOL but SHIOK lol .... play and play and play ahaha ... if no people then no need queue le lol .... wa too shiok liao must go play again lol .... sway sway my leg kanna cut -_- sway untill lol ...in pool also can get cut ..rare sia -_- .. for me ... lol .... after that went to compass point lol ..and welll ... mrs bear called ... and off he goes ~ lol while we stay to eat ... kfc lol ... then all sey sey went back amk ... jaric pei me go buy disc before going off lol on the way .. BOOOOO SOMEONE ... SOMEONE lol suddenly grab hold of my back i really stone sia lol not stun but stone LOL ....fiona lol then bye bye to her ,continue go buy disc.. then parted with jaric and home sweet the home~~~lol ..
looking at that movie money no enough that i bought yesterday .. lol open and watch ... wa... funny ... starting ... touching .. behind part ... wa kao way.. jitao need tissues liao T_T lol .... nice nice ... too bad nv go cinema watch lol ....
time for my drama drama liao lol gonez

WET DAY! lol

ahaha 12 MIDNIGHT!!! lol msn with nich and jaric.. so i call them on phone to confrenece and call bearbear san ! LOL then on the count of 3 ahaha we sing bday song to him .. BUT ... DAMN funny la all diff pace and tune LOL .. BEAR!! TOUCHED ANOT !! LOL ....

Morning went for swiming with jaric LOL ... cloudy ... bloody cloudy sianed lol .. swim 30+ mins RAIN .... sianed -_- then went to bath lol come out no rain liao but abit drizzle -_- ... si bei sian lol go J8 eat yoshinoya lol not bad long time no eat ahah ...then went to nokia shop see phone and well something funny happened LOL then off to arcade awhile then home sweet home ..... well reach home received fiona's sms ..so change liao go off again lol went to far east meet fiona and lynn, wa see them shopping hand also itchy wanna buy heng mostly gals stuff LOL ... went to show's shop interesting ... the shop people so entu lol .. FIONA AR .... $63 leh ~~ LOL ..... then went to eh ... LOL sex shop -_- ... lol to buy a present for mr bear bear ... welll today HIS bday worx.... must buy something special LOL ... abit new to the shop ahaha fiona and lynn acc me go in lol ... bought a special boxer ^^ LOL .... then off to bugis ~~ lynn wanna buy hat .. then sadded reach bugis no stock le lol ... so was the shoe fiona wanted to buy lol .. sway sia lol ...
lol went to mummum snacks lol ... then off we go lol , took train to amk with lynn ... really a human machinegun lol quite amazed lol ... off she goes and i go meet chunsiong lol past him that 'present' LOL and shun bian walked bear home lol chat awhile below his block lol ... then sian go home dunno where got bus take run and run and run in the bloody rain .. untill i fully wet... but damn shuang LOL cold and wet reach home .. bath ..come out .. wa heavy liao -_- .... msn caht awhile ... now ca go slp soon liao....

medical checkup!

today meet benson go medical check up ....wa didnt expect 3 hrs++ so long -_- ... 7 stations lol .... first station already paiseh liao blood taking ... sibei sianed .. other people 1 tube i 3 tube -_- just because my father hep B carrier ... see the blood shoot into the tube kaoz -_- jitao straight laugh -_- cannot control sia -_- lol but that guy warn me dun laugh alter needle can easily cut the vein O.o....the whole checkup thingy so feels so weird -_- .... check eyes , ears,chest ,urine ,dental X_X .... and my brother LOL .... most sianed ... height and weight -_- .... 165cm NIA T_T ..... drop by 1 cm my heart can shattered liao -_-...................................................................................
worst is after that ... kanna tortured by the computer tests .. SO bloody many ... 1 hr ++++++ inside do untill i headache ... hate that feeling man use brain always so head pain one -_- .... so i treat benson to eat at great world city lol nearby de one hk like cafe lol baked pork chop .. G ar.... but amount so little ... but the cheese WOW ... really like web ahahha nice nice ~~then reach home sey liao head ache !!! i hate it !!! ....

tiring! LOL ...

friday so sian wake up see raining -_- ... then continue to slp untill 1+ LOL ... wake up go bishan swim~~ for 1hr + -_- ..went J8 walk awhile .. its really been awhile since i last been to J8 .... still the same but abit diff feeling lol ....
went home slack and nite went over to nicholas house slp lol ... go his house always feel so relax de >.< lol better then own house :( .... slpet quite late >.< .. lol chat too muc ahaha ...
sat , morning gotta go meet jaric at orchard mrt at 9 am lol sianed.. work again ......end up one blink POOOOOOM .... reach home 8+ pm liao eat dinner at near prata house with nich and jaric lol and well my cousin jio me mahjong so damn happy la LOL then nv change straight go her house ahaha since so near only >.< ... then one blink wa 4++ am liao reach home also 5am + liao lol ... now ? slp ar .... tml dunno can wake up anot liao LOL

kuku bird fever

my father had once again taken up the kuku bird fever ... i dunno wats that bird call but it always make the kuku noise so i call it the kuku bird lol ... and this time round its not just one or two.. its 30 or 40 -_- .. so bloody many -_- .. remodel a storeroom into a breeding room -_- too free izzit-_- siao one ...haiz....
today acc benson go simlim fix com .. so go all the way to cck meet time then went down sim lim .. and after taht hehe go play billard? dunno how to spell lol .. first time play. .CHIM ... HARD.... kaoz... after one round change to 9 ball lol easier lol .... then home sweet home ... then went downstiar chat awhile with shuhan lol now nearly prepared to slp liao ... tml to a soo free day ! i gonna swim and tan in the morning while the afternoon ??? unknown yet ... see la if nth maybe just drive around gaigai lol

blank blank de me

lol went for a jog a suddenly one lol think of just go lol .... and well only when jogging i can see my determination O.o ... haiz... chim for myself ...

sat nite went for overnite lol ... die ar .. .so sey lol ... untill monday tehn can reach home -_- ..... damn sianed but well the wedding turn out to be nite and wow .... how i wish i can have a wedding decorate by boss LOL but still young la thinking too much LOL
today nuaed a day to recover myself lol ,cousin came over my house because he pon sch lol nice chat lol .. END .....

i need music!

wa -_- so sey driving today nearly close eyes lol .... today feel saome achievement ... lol but sian ... work was suppose to be short one . end up drag alll the way to dawn and i just reached home -_- ... kaoz... sianed ... now i can go rest in peace after some cool down ~~ ....

sands

today so tiring lol~ done!

blink blink long week passed

now i am finally back home for today brushing my teeth while i blog LOL ...
recap hmmmmmm....
wed ? forgotten ...
thus? WORK....
friday? MORE WORK....
sat? didnt realise it came becuase it overnite work O.o......but at nite got short break go attend wedding dinner till pm and then -_- back to work -_- ...
sun? hey! its MOONcake day lol yueqi's day LOL well but i reach home at near 7 am today -_- from work -_- just to slp -_- but shldnt have drink at the wedding dinner -_- wanted a peaceful slp after 2 days of work -_- ... end up 12 plus wake up liao -_- SIANED... everytime drink will end up slp short hrs -_- ... Y sia ??? I DUN GET IT -_- ... my body is a weirdo -_- ... met the gals at PS lol (chunsiong counted as gals liao la) lol and.... I'M LATE! lol somemore i forgot to say sorri to all LOL ....its a nice lunch hor all chat chat chit chat chit chit chat ...lol ...then fly to pasir ris to K ... wa from high to low to near death LOL ...thats shld be the mood of that time lol reach home sey liao so sey because no enough slp lol ...yet still used com awhile lol then cahnge a shirt .... SLP liao no care bath le LOL ...... woke up at 9 struggle in bed untill afternoon -_- ... sway sway let me kanna flu -_- i bloody hate my this nose when it come to flu -_- like waterfall like that -_- ... TMD !!! TMD!!!! flow and flow ... then i have to keep drink water if not sure fever -_- ... so bloody mafan -_- used half a box of tissue by the time its evening -_- nua nua feeling -_- but stillll boss last min called -_- need help ... sianed but aiya wont die de lol so 8 pm went off to work -_- one blink i struggle passed 8 hrs -_- with 8 packs of tissue -_- and 5 bottle of minerals water lol feeling so healthy sia -_- .... but so sicky -_- ... hopefully by the time i wake up .. i will be BACK! TO! NORMAL!!! still its flowing now -_- .. TIME TO SLP!!!! zzzzzzzzz

losing of a childhood friend

我的心寒了.......非笔墨能去形容的....在这安静的夜晚.....更是雪上加霜 . . . 好 好 好 好! 失望!..　难道就因为一个对我而言是小事的事情...就对我又躲又闪，我真的 好. 好 . .好 ...心寒....好不容易的跟你 contact back的一年多了..朋友就是这样的吗??? y?y? Y????? 就因为我不配你去个 medical checkup .. 你就dulan 我 , dao me , siam me untill so obvious WTF is this ? 因为你这样,我心好难过... FRIEND ... wo de FRIEND and even call BROTHER ... for jsut this small thing ... u siam me ... even if i humblely visit your house u just avoid even face to face meeting me .. ask u out for a short chat 15 MINS only u tell me wat? u will be very busy nowadays with your things WTF is this kind of excuse ?? HAR ? we always go out one leh ? u how free i dunno izzit ? DUN even give me a chance to recover this friendship ? WTF IS THIS ? i see u so as a inportant friend ? and wat is this ? if u done this because of zharbo OR i did something wrong i nth to say .. 为什么??? 为什么?? 心寒　好寒....
yesterdays visit was fun..with the ite friends... todays ktv was relaxing.. but still i see the need to face this matters.. i bring myself up to it ... letting it slam me on my face hardly ....it hurts.. it really do... 今晚只有借酒浇愁,好好的睡一晚..take it or leave it? who cares a damn for it?? so JUST FUCK IT

fun weekend!

sat was tiring!!! but shiook !! lol feel so adventurous at ubin ! with jaric and jeanie ~ lol was a photo trip end up more like a exploring and exercising trip lol Congrats to Jeanie LoL for conquering the 7th story high tower O_O ... with lots of fears and sweats ! ubin keeps reminding me of PHUKET .... that feeling .. soooo nature !! the feel so peace >.< relaxing just that ... its also a gd place for mosquito to breed and FEED ... ouchy ...left over bites are still on my hand O.o ....
lol back to sg island feels so NUA and hungry !! lol eat and changi village O.o and took bus back to tamp .. slp slp slp till *KOR* a knock on my ead and wow reach interchange liao fast O.o lol .. Fiona! your house is JUST SOOOOOOOOO nice to nua at >.< .....that feel is just nice man LOL bball this time round was mostly either ball fly pass ring or fly below ring lol hardly any got in lol~~and wow so qiao(coincidence) mr orange just happen to come when we starts playing wearing that same orange shirt lol~~ after that time to go home! back to yishun lol slp in bus -_- untill neck ache lol..reach home was nua nua one ... BUT shldnt have bath T_T bath liao become cannot slp de -_- .... sian la see rain also not slpy -_- ..... till 11 + finally went to slp O.o ... lol and well .. POOM .. its SUNDAY! 1 pm -_- ... nich called we were suppose to meet >.< hence 2.30 met them at amk ..then vroom vroom to cityhall .. go so call see see formal wear .. end up only i buy pants -_- ... then went pass royce! so went in to buy chocolate for my niece as i promised her :) lol and off to bugis for buying a sportswear lol finally got one within budget after a some walking lol .. lan gaming is next! well the place find and find .. finally got it .. but cannot find carpark T_T damn sianed so back to amk to lan lol then poom! 10++pm liao O.o 3 hr so fast past....drove tham to mrt then nich home ..and my turn to be home ahaha.. back home .. when using internet .. DIE LIAO ... totally forgot about checking if i have volleyball ahaha.. after reading the tag one jeanie blog -_- ..... die untilll ...... end up my house no have! so borrow from friend stay same block hehe ...wa now like abit wan to slp yet awake feeling -_- ... better go slp ..hehe tml ITES exam starts! gotta go surprise them >.< ~~ahaha hope my mentally morale CHEERING will helps LOL wa... slp slp slp! recently starts to have those .. lie down must row row row 30-40 mins then can slp -_- ... aiyo last time dun have de leh ~~ dunno y its starting to come!!! noooooooooooooo .....ahah gd nite to all!

family..

today was my grandmother's death aniversary ...i woke up due to noise... noise from chatter ... so rare ... every since my grandma past away.. today all but one of my uncle didnt made it .. and all my aunties came too for this once i feel that warm >.< ... ever since my grandma death even new year was like lone ... so quiet ... soo soo quiet... maybe seeing them again will be something that happen in next year ..
gotta sleep early ~~ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

weird dream

i had this dream , only rmb this one O.o the scene was like an entrance into a lodge,or resort like place and the sky was raining ... everyone was there of the group , my *family* group all was there and the guys too nich jaric and bear .. and that lodge other end was link to mountains .. and the whole wide area is covered with snow ..... so beautiful.. so nice... WoW and EndeD O.o ...... wonder wat happens next O.o?

thusday, when to settle my quit sch thing .. and welll form teacher is not a problem , so is the section head... but when it comes to the course manager ... so gd and phycoing .. 2 hrs later ... they ended up asking me to see the principle this friday -_- to quit ..so troublesome -_- ....
friday .. whole day working .. with jaric and nich .. all sey liao lol
sat... due to friday.. all three of us was late by 15 mins lol .. but the key holder is even later O.o lol
nite went to fiona house there play bball!!! SO healthy !!!! lol it really do shiok to play match .. so fun :) ahaha
sunday .. slp at 4 am .. drank abit >.< ... and woke up at 8 .. too early for me ... :D finally at 2 woke up .. msn abit and bring my niece ,my sis,and mum to amk walk walk lol ... then go eat kfc and went home O.o ... lol
monday.. met up with jaric to cut hair and eat.. and off he go and i went to to .. waste rest of my day....

空

how i wish that i can once again ..hold u tight..kiss u light..love u right ..
the image of our last hug was still so clear.. that hug i requested after we break off 2 weeks ... the tears that i stop and kept within me .. its been a long year past.. ite only reminds me of u .. is it time for me to move on and look for my love ? backing into square one make me feel so relax yet achieveless... wats in my mind now ? Procrastination is my biggest enemy and laziness is its best allie ... my life just rot ..real rot...

Feel

sat was nice went to see fireworks again nice..but got abit rain lol ... end..

haiz...sun nite i sent my niece home .. back at her house.. my sis was packing her stuff that she needs to bring back ... well last month they just finally signed the divorce letter... and it will become offical on oct... one blink my sister first marriage came to an end .. haiz while i parked the van and went up to help my sis packing .. i noticed the marriage photo .. in the lovely room was taken down .. and well when we are finish and leaving.. my niece hold on to my sister so tight and wont let her go ... a little 4 years old wish is as simple as just wanting my sis to slp with her in wat used to be her room .. in his house.. its really so heart aching to see a scene like that .. haiz... so i go ahead to the van and waited for my sis to come down ... poor thing .. ever since shes 2 years old .. she only get to slp with her mother for 1 day per week ... haiz.. nearly an hour finally i saw my sis coming down .... i guess dissapointment is wat my niece is used to with .. and well now that room of his moved in another gal not my sis but a 19 years old single with a son of her own .. hope she treats my niece well... and hope there wont be a next new *owner* to that room... the room of his that he used to share his sleeps with my sis and their love.. haiz....

one long week post again LOL

monday was quite fun becuase went to ubin just too bad that cnanot cycle .. :( lol but its alame trip lol
tues forgotten lol~~
wed HMMMMM only rmb went supper with eugene then chat untill 5 am LOL ...
thus went for dental appointment ... remove nerve ..ouch~~ 1/4 face numb .. so gao wei LOL then afternoon went to see tie da ... leg ankle abit sprained. lol
friday ^^
lol went bugis with eugene to wallet shop but new wallet LoL just love it ~.~
later went home slack untill time went to meet fiona and jeanie lol and the mood was.. slpy ... lol wait till 7 lol then go off to well marina to watch fireworks... damn damn damn chio ..... but so short finish .. and its go home time .. accidentally injured (J)ma leg >.< so so sorry .... carpark was wow... big -_- ... eanough to train 2.4km run when lost van inside.. -_- luckily found it ... but took quite long time .. and well send all people home~ so its home for me too...slacking time~
sat
just started... but soon le~ off to work :( slacking time short ~ LOL ... mother ah~~~ faster come back from malaysia!!!~~~ LOL off to work~~

One week post ~~~ lazy sia >.< hehe

WA...... just realise more then one week nia post le !! lol .... so much so that i dunno what weekdays blurred only rmb friday onward LOL .....
8 aug
friday clubbing with christine,salena,rohaiya lol ... FUN~~~ tiring .... SHIOK .. headaching ... and ear numbing ~~~ LOL but so damn enjoyed... clubbing is just .... so nice LOL ..... after clubbing 3++ to 4 am liao lol ... they went home and me T_T ... last min called to help mum -_- .. .sian work till 6++ am reach home lol .. abth and slp at 7 ~~ till -_- .... 3++ wake up liao -_- and NUAed whole day LOL ....
nite christine jioed to supper with salena and qinliu tooo ... and well suppose to be just supper at serangoon de desert -_- ... end up finish liao still go prata house .. then go changi village and then to geylang eat side dishes lol ... -_- then reach home 3++am le LOL ...
monday~
lol meet up will ah ma~ lol walk and walk and walk is wat i rmb lol ... fiona so gan jiong spider~~~ LOL ....

medical checkup done!!! heard that its june intake T_T ... pray ar ... my 21st bday dun clash ar!!! PRAAAY PRAAY AR~~~lol

SWAY mahjong~~~

wa~~~ sat so tiring!! lol morning when so alight gyming with nicholas and jaric -_- followed by SWIMING!!!! WEE U WEE~~ so i just enjoy the sun ..it feel so nice and warm.. lol after swiming its time to eat O.o lol j8 food junction .. haiz.. food taste not as gd as before :( .. jaric came my house to send me game GAME GAMESSSSSSSS or i will die without them -_- ... after that me go pick fiona up at paragon lol and so qiao my sister also going there lol shun bian drive her there ahaha.. drove fiona home to get prepared!! lol too bad the nearby dun have real badminton court :( lol and we played in front of those.. 7th month *eat table* place lol woooooo.... lol and well after that -_- .. just straigth go eat -_- ...at tampines mall wearing so simple lol first tiem sia lol -_- ...eating is SURE LONG WAIT .... after that drove jeanie home and well... lao mao bing again ... lol shld be yishun i go amk LOL then turn back yishun .. shld be turn right i go straight -_- KAO ... my memory really gone case -_- LOL ... reach home to prepare to go sharon house~~ celebrating daryl's bday! End up become army talk -_- ... all guy sit down and its ARMY life~ LOL for HOURS lor ... i came for mahjong de leh T_T lol .. HENG .. when thsoe tired one goes home .. the rest just nice make one table ^^ but HAIZ... sibei sway sia ... 1 whole round i only won ONCE with 2 tais -_- KAOZ... must be i say wrong things offended .....thats y luck so sway .... PAISEH AH all the hao brothers enjoy your one month stay... and relax worx... ~~

death yet again

haiz.. today know about the news of a malay uncle death .. so shocked... he's a customer of my parent .. so collect his bills every month .. and boom.. he's gone .. so shocked.. he's such a nice guy ,friendly and always with smile and laughter and her nearly bed ridden wife ... haiz... unexpected that he will go before his wife .. may u rest in peace..

Happy Birthday To Christine!

lol *yesterday* christine bday lol so poor thing sia kanna OT lol ... till 9++ lol then salena and qinliu plans to surprise her lol ... a very last min plan lol .... salena even brought along her guitar O.o lol ... below her house .. car park there .. open the van door and boo salena and ql inside and started singing bday song lol .. all feeling so excited at that moment .. gan jiong sia ... lol first time helping people celebrate bday in a van lol ... funny also lol ... after taht we went to nearby coffee shop buy drinks.. and wow .. the road side .. FULL ..of lighted candles... machiam they lit a path for the .. woooooooooo .... its 11+ lol we sat and drink and chat ~~ lol all quit high lol ....till 12 ++ ... first day of ..WOOOOOOOOOOO ...... lol 7th month .... wa the feeling damn chill de lol and well all walk christine home and i sent the rest home and ... home sweet home ~~~ First day liao LOL .... woooooooooo ... tml badminton ! sure alot *audience* .. WA ... choy choy ....

SWIMING!!

lol so nice to have a morning swim lol went for 2 hrs >.< so shoik then go j8 buy lunch go home eat lol and nua at home again ... really NUA ....because after swiming so zzzz but nv zzzz untill 6++ finally zzz nap till 8 + wake up lol -_- life like a worm is boring .. but so comfortable >.< .... aching aching go away!!! did some pull up hand abit ache... swim liao backside ache -_- abit abit aching liao .. really old liao -_-

july 24th ....

a day i cannot forget... its a day met for u , in my memories... so fast its been a year since that day .. then day when u and i became stranger ,the day when forever we knew that our path will nv cross again ... i will nv forget u...its u who brought me to understand wat it means to love ..and still every now and then i will think of u .. i'm just wondering .. do u still rmb that a person like me exist? lol wat pass are past... but memories are meant to be rmb.. and u are my july 24th a date that i will rmb u .. and that letter u gave me.... now its all memories.. well ... the july 24th...
HAIZ... slp too much also not good .. been like a worm today worming on the bed slp and wake slp and wake...untill now my mood like that liao -_- .... music time ~_~

Relieve~~~ :D

haiz... after a week :( lol quiting ite its being told to my parent and teacher ? lol like eh?? not much reactions lol ... so i guess its smooth .... finally ... today is counted my last day of working in boenga? as a regular part timer lol ... so died tired now -_- .... wushu ..didnt went well .. haiz.. have to wait till sept to enroll .. or shld i find other place to learn ? haiz...next week will be so so so .. FREEEEEEE hopefully .... :D to swim ! to jog! to exercise !!!!!!! muhahaha .. my back is killing me again -_- ... haiz.. so is my headache -__- ...... KAOZ ..... cant those aching just DIED OFFF ..... so GAO WEI ..... and WELLL MISSES TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!! ESPECIALLY SOMEONE NAMED jaric ... HOR... to busy with GAL liao lor ! forgotten us still dare say we forgot u ! KAOZ -_-

packed day lol

wa morning chat till 5 am with eugene -_- go home slp lol .. awake at 11 .. shocked O.o lol meet jeanie and fiona~ for lunch .. off go jeanie~ and here comes wenyi lol wa all the way to changi eat the chicken lol by the time finish eating... allllllll NUAAAAA liao ~ lol .... drove both them home .. and then fiona to down town eat -_- .... lol unexpected sms receive from christine(yirong) lol she need help to buy drawer ? lol ... meet her amk then go PS .. buy lol ... but teh time back to her house .. 10 liao lol ... so nice she cooked instant noodle treat me eat lol!! stay and chat till 11 and home sweet home~~ lol gonna GROW my hair back .. and prepare for CLUBBING with them ~~ lol

TIRING!!

kaoz -_- another long event that ended ..so bloody late -_- ... untill i this kind of time then cna reach home -_- kaoz 6 am liao -_- so fast... haiz... tml no need gym and jog le T_T .... haiz... tml going out to eat lol ~~ celebrate my mothers bday :D boos so nice help me make a free bouquet >.< ... :D can surprise my mother~ lol >.< wa kao sey liaozzz time to slp -__- .....

WEEEE free again~~

finally my mum is back from her 8 days china trip ..so happy ... and last week was the most random yet happy week i have been thru !!lol SO RANDOM O_O untill i cannot rmb liao lol~~~~Kbox~ steam boat~~ lol ...and .... a close call nearly addcident ... -_- ....and i learnt a real lesson ... nv ever drive when u very tired...
being random and sudden is sometimes fun and well some time not ...lol ... IKEA~ prawning~ SWENSEN lol O.o headache~~~~ lol
well i decided with my plan .. i'm going to quit ite le .. and i'm not letting anyone to stop me this time ...full time job is second plan .. for experience and thirdly next week i decide to register for wushu ... HOPEFULLY it will go smoothly and lastly my training for commandos.. and well i jsut iwsh i earn enough money by dec to do my op for this stupid nose i got .... to make my future feels better lol -_- .... got the heart ? can do it ? ROAR!!!!!

TIRED!!!

wa.... finally my this week .. ends witha slack last sunday today to SLP!!!!! hehe trying out to not slp too much .. actually doesnt make much diff Lol everday less tehn5 hr still okok for the week lol ... work and work is all i rmb sia from monday to today .. only thusday nia work >.< and everyday day work more then 12 hrs -_- .. SO bloody tiring lol ... but most tiring is still those 2 old women zzzzzzz office politics? aiya dun care liao lol ... finally finish this 2 day even .. from friday 9 am do untill 4 am reach home -_- veyr sey liao zzz really need to slp for sunday le LOL...

sianed day zzz

WORK ? 10 am XD ... and well i really really really getting to start to HATE working ... not because of the work ... BUT becuase of two AUNTIES ... FIGHTING FOR POWER >.. i hate being sandwitch LOR ... DAMN F UP wat is tehre to FIGHT ... cannot peacefully become frineds and work together MEH .... act like friend infront of boos .. behind fight like hell ... from the biggest thing to the smallest.. EVEN THE SINK FILTER ALSO WANNA FIGHT .... PEK CHEK AR ..MAKE ME SO BLOODY FUCKING PEK CHEK .... LATER I DO THINGS MY WAY I DUN CARE LIAO AR .......haiz ....FEMALE ARE SCARY LIVING THING .... SCARY .... DUN ALWAYS USE ME AS A OBJECT TO SHOW YOUR DOMINATION .... KAOZ ... wan to be bossy i dun care.. DUN GET ME IN ... one mountain cannot tahan 2 tiger ... NOW I UNDERSTAND Y ..... HAIZ ... WATS WORST ???? ONE MORE TIGER COMING BACK TO THIS MOUNTAIN IN A WEEK TIME ..... zz hopefully the result is not so F up like i imagined -_- ...... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH its 2 am zzz -_- just reach home not long ago -_- ... bath liao SLP LE!!!! slp and forgets~ is my best medicine :D
haiz tml 8am report -_- ..sianed ... hope dun drag whole day work again ....

SUNDAY O.o

wa kao kao kao i slept for 14 hrs!!! untill 4 pm -_- SO WORM SIA .....lol wake up and ROT in front of the com >.< .... and WELLL my new hairstyle makes me like an alien at home LOL ... even my niece dun dare to look direct at me LOL ... she says i look like a RABBIT -_- ...LOL .... LAME LOR .... went supper with JANET and WILSON and me(DERRICK) at mac lol saw GAYS GAYSSS REAL GAYSSSSSSS YUCK!!! SO ******************************************* LOL its a damn LAME supper sia lol but fun >.< lol ......thx to wilson and janet SIA ... LOL back home and ITS TIME TO SLP ~~~~

one week post ~

well tuesday is forgotten and wednesday is meant to be forgotten
well so i will start with thusday
let me see ....morning 1 am+ cant slp ... so jio eugene out for supper lol .. and we chat untill 7 am ? LOL then go back home to slp -_- .. untill wat time wake up cannot rmb le hehe
friday....
working in the morning 9 am .. till ? hmmm 9++pm bah lol went home 11 le lol ...
saturday...
slpet at 2 am and woke up at 4 am -_- .. haiz... need to help mum work becuase the factory machine spoit ... and wats worst ? its the heaviest day .. the machine spoilt -_- delay 2 hrs -_- .. 5+ then come -_- ...chiong untill 7 then finish -_- sweatly and smelly -_- .... LOL reached home by 8 pm and start to prepare ... and i sit on the sofa rest awhile .... 20 mins passed !!! LOL .... went out by 9 am assuming that i will reach on time ... so i took bus 52 and manage to catch a nap and well it works well when i open my eye and i'm at jurong east LOL ... by the time i reach boonlay it was jsut 10 am -_- shocked ... so early can reach -_- ahaha ~
arcade killed abit of my time >.< and POON my ma ,ah ma and bear bear APPEARED O.o.... followed by cathy and lastly is zhu/lynn lol .. took bus there .. reached was soooooooooooooo HOT day but the views is soo nice ahaha and the trip was OMG ... FIRST TIME ... FIRST TIME ... see my ma(j) SO SO SO SCARE UNTILL SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM LOL ....... ahahaha,weather hot untill all face pekchek liao lol ...too a van ? tourism type to UE square at rivervalley there lol ... fiona going for interview!! O.o ... bakerzin ?sounds like magezine to me lol ... and her good friend miss tan .. so nice sia the cake LOL ....met wilmer and sabrina at clark quey central .. lol end up wilmer drove us to amk to eat -_- hmmm amk to rocher ? then to holland V ? and back to bishan LOL ..... and back home ~ a LITTLE THINGS happen here ... LOL ... and home sweeet home~~~

ARGH!!!!!!

and old score from last year i thought that ITS over starts climbing alllll over me recently -_- ... that bloody guy i langga -_- took a week mc , seek to claim 50k from my dad's insurance -_- WTF ... so bloody looking fine and just claiming health is 30k liao , RICH liao la thx to him i have to do all this statment thingy , interviews of the incident , kanna KOK by him untill i got nth to say .. new driver .. so easy to get bully ... haiz.. now i wish he will just DIE(Devil side) argh zzzz giving me so much stress just thinking of wat will it be like statment or interview if i say wrongly or being LEAD to say wrong things -_- ... KAOZ .... HEAD PAIN AR ..... haiz ... y nearly one year liao .. now then all start to come back ..I HATE IT ,FUCK IT!

phuket trip ends..

its been 2 days since i came back ... time to update abit ....
wellllll last day in phuket .. quite wasted... we woke up for breakfast? and back room to slp LOL ...till 2 ++ drag till 4++ went novatel to do spa .. so nice ...1 hr ++ went pass sooooooo fast lor .....lol 6 came out went back to our hotel to bath .. LOL untill like 7 + ? lol then went for seafood~~ cheap ones~~lol whole table fulll of foods... ahaha it took us like ? 1hr+ to finish all of them /.... hehe .. then jaric and nicholas was like walking zombies by then too full LOL ... AND ... we walk quite long .. untill we decide to u turn and go back into a HAPPENING street.. hehe pubs~ CHICKS ~DUCKS~ lol then we realise those nite life we looking for is just there only -_- ... but its tooo late~~~ the time so late liao plus jaric and nicholas full untill like zombie,see gals also those sian sian face -_- ... haiz went back hotel slp LOL ...end up chat untill 3 + slp lol ... then we waking up at 6+ ? lol catching plance so not nice lor .....and BLINKS back in sg ... soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fast T_T

Monday.16/6/08
many things happen sia . haiz... so sad to know that uncle steven died at 3+pm today...he was a maxis cab driver who always help my boss to transport event items...well... i dun really know him well ..but i feel sad for his death ... before we fly to phuket.. he was still telling us about the fun things we shld go do and see... and we come back only .. he die le T_T ... haiz...hes a gd guy .. i'm gonna miss him haiz... may u rest in peace...

Tuesday .17/6/08
welll... look at the time now ? i just got back not long ago sia... from work.. since 10.30 am .. driver/mover sian ... help boss move house >.< so half gone le -_- ....tml dunno wat time can wake up liao ... HAIZ ... nearly one month liao .. pay still draging ... the more i work the more sian i get -_- .... today was my second time wearing short t shirt and slipper into a high class hotel!! LOL -__- feel so paiseh lor -_- ... everyone SEE untill very gao wei .. lol tooo >.< ah pek liao lol
terminal 3 cash card service SUX!!! argh LOL ... head going merry go round le~~~ time to slp!!! zzzzgonezzzz

PHUKET ....

its the second night over here at phuket... well yesterday we did some exploring around .. BIG ... lol and realise that if theres a next time we need to research on the hotal and their location first before booking LOL abit regreting on the hotel .. BUT not the trip :D .... today is a planned day lol we sign up for a tour trip to 4 island lol the boat trip is long but relaxing .. sitting down and just enjoying the wind if relaxing enough , lol got each small group of the peoples with a *driver* lol kayaking to the caves lol so nice VIEWS!!!! wooo ... pictures~ ahaha and last island we are aloow to kayak ourself !! LOL 3 of us (nich ,jaric,me) each took one kayak and chiong LOL most fun part ...... lol reach back hotel all dead beat le LOL .... but still went for a swim at the hotel pool.. then dinner .. and internet!!!!! lol gonna buy lots of snacks to go abck eat in the hotel T_T LOL
GONEZZZZZZ

happy Birthday to me~~~

wow ... so touched ... finally i got a real bday celebration ... i just so shocked and touched ... thx uall .. i really do .. enjoyed ...alot ... real lot .... just taht the cake is wasted :( sorry people >.< u all brighten up my 20th bday!!!!
1 day left to phuket ... EXCITED!!! ahaha ... its gonna be fun !!!
thx for the cake ... the beer .. and BEAR ... thx for the condoms LOL wonder when can use LOL ....
phuket is gonna be my first plane first ... my one fo the dream come through.. at age 20!! ...into the 20's.. slowly ...i feel old le >.< ... army is next year ... future is unknown!! but ..friends is all i got!!!!

Extras : i blowed my nose and realise there are still some chocolate inside O.o LOL

PHUKET~~~ I'M COMING!!!

lol 2 days left to phuket >.< excited sia....
wat shld i bring ??? wat shld i bring ??? die liao .. newbie to traveling lol ....
whole mind i think of u .. phuket ...~~~ i cant wait to be there~~~ ... PRAY AR ... NTH WILL HAPPEN!!!! PRAY .....dun make my first trip the last O.o ~~~ LOL CHOY CHOY ...
kaoz hopefully i can get my teeth done by wed so i can go enjoy eating in phuket >.< .... half done more to go ~~ .... TIME to slp -_- ... haiz....

counting down...

6 days to PHUKET!!!! lol >.< can die la~~~ watiting ....
today was fun >.< outing was nice ... newyork newyork lol waiting was LONG .. so was the eating ...and the CHATTING ... lol >.< its kanna long since all meet out like that >.< miss u all sia! lol .. nite chat with bear again >.< till 12+ ahaha its always nice to chat with him >.< so comfortable :D
back home .. zombie .. CANT SLP!!!! damn -_- .... later go see dentist liao ... for dunno how long since my last visit to a dentist LOL ... later can CRY liao .. really CRY ...... thx to my tooth problem ..lol

excitment

closer and closer i get to the day of flying off to phuket ... GAN JIONG SIA ... lol 8 days left.. near BUT far .... aahhhh
getting lazy liao >.<
sat was working till late nite O.o then boss treat supper :D
same for sun but hari(boss) treat bigger as it was berney's bday lol ...i realise i cannot drink beer >.< one bottle and i reach home gone liao >.< lol

the old feeling

haiz.. today i feel like the old time .. when i drove benson and daniel around :(
haiz.. met up with benson and ken after sch .. acc them with their project ,and lastly be their driver lol.
first stop, we went to simlim tower to buy so many things O_O ...then i dunno lol electronic stuffs lol,follow by IMM to go daiso shop lol ken left early,after that we left IMM and go to nearby to find hardware shops,by then was 9 pm liao -_- but we were lucky to find a shop still open >.< and get most of the left over things then is needed to buy ahaha then wow back to sch O.o at 10 PM ? lol so dark and quiet .... scary sia lol.
after that drove benson home,nearby his house we ate supper and chat .. for like so long ? talking about the time.. when we first enter ITE or so .. lol till 12+ ?? time jump so fast lor >.< lol then i chiong home ... lol and here i am >.< after a bath >.< so refresh .. cannot slp liao >.< tml lesson cannot miss >.< arbowill kanna drop out of that course O_O ...... haizzzzzzzz sianzzz

crowne plaza

dead beat >.< when to changi airport O.o lol terminal 3 to a hotel called Crowne plaza .. very high class O_O ... when there to help boss do deco >.< nice place sia ... looks expensive ,wish i could jsut stay in there for one day >.< .... lol wa slpy liao ... gonez

rest day

wa today slpp untill full full ahha pon sch to slp whole day ,so that my back ache will go away!!! haiz suddenly feels like an old man , work too much my back starts to ache -_- .... when out at nite to watch 'wat happen in vegas' nice funny yet touching show ! lol ... the gossipers~ lol today rest quite enough for my body ahaha, coming sat and sun got big event !! chiong ar~~~ lol PHUKET PHUKET~~ its DETERMINED ,BOOKED june 12-15 !!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE finally !!!!!

LONG WEEKEND

WAAAAA finally can really slp le!!! long weekend sia .. wokring all the way -_- ... since friday ? lol same clothes to wear for 2 days -_-... sure stinks and sticky sia lol but now can COMA liao ~ gonezzzzz

SPICY!

wa first time in my life i ate a chickchop so spicy -_- INDIAN chickenchop -_-||| kaoz nearly faint -_- the mroe i try to eat the more blood bursting i get -_- .....HOT AR ahaha lol eat untill can cry lol >.< dun wanna waste food.. left abit cannot finish tooo hot T_T lol indian rojak O.o looks weird .. but crunchy! nice >.< ahaha full full -_- cannot slp -_- haizzz long day tml .. so is sunday .. :(

FULL!

ahah today so nice! the first week boss came home from vacation , treat me and nicholas with other staffs to restuarant eat :D 8 courses *supper* nice lor ... full lor .. happy lor >.< finally got chance boss treat hehehe >.< lol full full .. best time to SLP!~~

sick day

today woke up to lao sai , its a nice weather to slp >.< continue to slp ahah pon sch liao ,not really feeling well -_- the more i lie down and rest the more uncomfortable i feel -_- ...heng working today is canceled. ask my mum bring me to clinc see doc >.< .. it feels so nice to be a kid once in awhile >.< i really like the feeling of being loved by my mother. it just feels so nice ..to know that ..at least she still care for me ..haiz .. 21, u are coming too fast ... 1 more year and u will reach le .. :(

empty thoughts..

today when i woke up. i got this unnamed emptiness, so empty ...
didnt go sch again .. i'm getting more and more to hate sch , haiz

happy mother's day :D

its happy mother's day.I feel so awkward now ... mins ago i just gave my mother a hug >.< .... it feel so weird lor .... so paiseh also ahah .. nv done it before ... thinking of hugging her is enough to kill me lol but i really did hug her .. just feel so family ... i hope my mother dun feel weird -_- ..... lol

memories...

i just finished reading my own 2007 blogs entries.... it brought back so many of my memories.It just let me feel that the time have gone passed so fast.. and for myself to see myself and to read myself .. its interesting ... i nv knew how was i like .. untill i read my own blog always.. regreting .. always wishing ,always saying only ,always wanting to break free.. i lost myself as i walk on .. i looked forward and yet .. drag my pass with me ... i till now...still.. dunno who i am ...y have i become liek this ?? wats got into me ? haiz...

monkeys at work

ahah today at work was fun! one of the rare chance when i'm not the main monkey in the show O.o did some item transporting more like delivery ahaha AND WELL ... with jaric and nicholas , wats more ? they starts to get bored and nicholas started waveing to everyone they see,and jaric join in .. only i cant :( as a driver.lol wave to all kinds of people but, the bangalas made us laugh the most ahaha, they give up a thumbs up action lol so bloody funny sia. >.< see it to feel it >.< something nice to try ahaha
tml going early morning swiming with nicholas~ and then afternoon we'll meet jaric together we will go to china town! see package !!! PHUKET PHUKET!!! HERE I COME!!!

emotion lost control

easy on 9 pm i went for a jog . a jog that i will nv forget, i came home with my face salty , not from sweat but from tears. i cried my way while joggin and i dun really know y? its just so lost of speech. i jsut jog and cry my way , many things flash in my brains ,my memories, many. after the jog .. i walked home with a brigther heart.it just feels so gd, i dunno y.
many its funny that this happens ahaha but still it helps me alot ahaha. for once, i really cried,and its for myself. end~

phuket!!!!

planing on a phuket trip with nicholas and jaric ... i so damn bloody excited >.<
many of my firs time!! first time going on a plane , out of sg, going to a new country,going on a holiday trip , staying in a hotel >.< .... its gonna be fun !!! >.< hopefully ahahah .... must work more liao .. so go phuket can enjoy >.< ......
physically rest as well as mentally >.< :D.....

the gate of no gate

wednesdays went to watch The Forbidden Kingdom with nicholas and jaric ahah nice show abit lame as the news says , speaking english ?? in the old china ? CHIM ........ even the monk know english LOL lame >.< ... healthier lifestyle i need >.< must lessen porn!!and pcc >.< .... ahahaha more exercise! becuase its commando i see next year >.< .... 1 year to prepare , hopefully its enough ~ !_! >.< ~_~

blink blink zoom

so fast.. a year in ITE have passed ... next year will finally be my no more delays NS .. my biggest dream .. COMMANDOS .... i am come ... i wish for commandos and i will get into it ... its wat i always believe !! my real training starts NOW !!! ROAR!!!

rusty blog

my blog is getting more and mroe rusty .... blogging is lazy for me >.<
too busy ? neh.... too lazy .... haiz... so fast sch reopening le... i so...so... sianed ....i wanna work more play more .. slp more.. MAHJONG more .... and well my friends..... all of u alll haiz... sian .....

...

haiz... as a guy i will nv understand wat a gal have to been thru every month...but after seeing one who is suffering so much from it ... i'm kind of lose and panic to react ... inexperience on it .. well all i can say is ...stand and watch ... -_- ....it much be real .. pain .. but i will nv understand it .. haiz hope ya take care :)

busy day

another day have passed :( well been working the wole day and just reached home at 2 am zzz and now i gotta go help mum work again ... haiz when i reach home the next time... its really time for me to SLP! XD ~gone~

primary sch chalet gathering

lol haiz it just so nice to see all teh old faces the people who were once my classmates... so long ago we were one class altogether lol about 8 years ago ? lol
first day was quite boring at all reach around 8pm lol a tuesday lol .. i played mahjong at 10 haiz.. all the way till 3+ lost $46 T_T .... well the big winner treats all to macdonald meal delivery .. while waiting we all played some true or dare lol lame and funny ones ahaha ..... then off to slp for all ~ i woke up around 1+pm lol walk to changi village to buy food for everyone ahah with nicholas and marvin lol well since the chalet is at changi lol aloha i think hmmm... nice and quiet and big too !!ahaha came back rest awhile ete and mahjong again!!! lol till i guess its 8+pm ahaha lost $24 >.< ...... total lost $70 the mr big loser T_T ahaha
well the barbercue starts~ and more people arrived from only 10 become 20~ so nice to see so many at once.. so nice also ... i miss all of them! especially my BROTHER!! LIM LIU HOCK as he was born in the same year,month,date as me!! ahaha but after the the bbq :( almost half went home haiz... was kind of abit sad XD ahaha then someone suggested to see ah guar~~ so a small group of us went to *walk walk* and well.. it seems like we've gotten there the wrong time , so deserted lol but still manage to see some ahaha they still loks so hot LOL ...... back to the chalet its time we all sit together and play games ... from 3+ we played untill 6 lol ( 0 , 0 , 7 , BANG , AH! ) loser have to drink ~ ahaha all HIGH liao lol then all went to slp >.< .....gotten a hang-over in the morning when i woke up ARGH~~~so bloody irritating lol once i lie down head aches more lol ... end up i sit at the stair and slpet for 1 hr lol -_- and recovered! and its back to the room to slp ahaha ..... then well someone them plan to go home liao .. so i also joined them since i go work on friday >.< ahaha end up reach home got quite a handfull of things to do so... i took a nap and and did my thigns.. untill now ahah its slpping time~~~~ *GONEZ*

simple me

simple minded eh ? i would say myself ... no materr how angry,how sad after a good sleep i will always feel alot better ~ its always my best medicine lol ... secondly comes songs that i like , they always heat up my heart if the matter boring me is not that serious :) for me... sleeping,moving to the music,exercise and gaming are my best ways to destress!!! and well sometime its craziness ^^ being crazy entertain myself and also the others~ it doesnt matter for myself to look stupid if i can get a smile or laughter back >.< its nice to see peoples especially friends to be happy.A path can nv be smooth and easy to walk , thats y friends are there to support each other , helping each others >.< i am still learning the meaning,the importance and how to treasure them ^^

Mr emo?

i always remembered that how cool those heros or main characters in a show or anime as they always is the main person of the show,if a show without them ? its not even a show. I always wish that my life could be like the animes characters i seen , eiter u start with a very sad background story , or u are born with somethings a normal huamn dun have or even labeled as monster.After what that has happened to them,they still live on strongly changing their fate,changing peoples view on them ,changing everyone around them .Being reconigse is so so so much they gotten and yet its what they get from the hard life , painful path they had gone through.This is a life i always wish to lead, be the leading character in my life,change everything around me,change my life,but the motivation ,the heart, the feel,its all absent .Always waiting for a day where i can change my life,but what can waiting do? I want to fill my emptiness in my heart,the loneliness in myself,my dreams,my goals... Far-fetch reachable,yet i wooden doll with a heart i am , self-centering myself,i will never move anywhere,always stay still,with a moving heart and a mind full of thoughts but its my body ,the wooden hard shell has yet moved not even an inch.The world is so big to me,the life is so far for me,my dream are too high for me,my future its so blurish from me.Will i succeed?Will i move?Will i even change?Will i become my life's leader character?Will everything come true? can my wish be granted?What else can i think? i lose myself into my life far too long ,i want to walk out of this place.Where is the entrance? Where is the exit? Where is my home? Where do i belong? Where am i ? What the hell is going on?? I want to rest in peace in a quiet place,doing things i want ,doing thigns i wish,doing things i like ,being myself,being my life.I WANT A LIFE!

personal tots

well suddenly just thoughts of this.. kind of dun get it why .. gals just always smells so nice... not like i'm a pervert or wat.. its just that thats the fact i feel it is >.< .. weird eh .. while we guys stinks to the core LOL .... just... smells nice lol.

cutted!

friday..
a forgotten day >.<
sat..
reach home after heling mum..tired.. slp ... till 3+ woke up.. 6.30pm meet up and went to musicdreamer with grand/ma(J)(K) zhu,and bear lol nice place... nice mood nice to slp >.< ahaha very relaxing place...11+ reached home.. jioed by my two childhood(eugene,shuhan) friend again to chat
sun..
reach home 4+ .. lol surf net awhile till 5..then chiong game till 7+ and slp till >.< 2++ lol meet up with junyi and jaric go vivo watch cosplay lol till 7++ going home, jaric and me went J8 walk walk lol gay O.o ... then went hone chiong game again >.<
mon..
work is all i rmb till 6+ reach home 8 liao ... went to chomp chomp eat supper with nicholas jaric and bk ... *missing text* >.<
tuesday
today a work -_- ... again ... reach home earlier because today cum driver >.< ... haiz..tml ?? work again -_- ... sianed.....lol

long long post......

friday...
last day of my gd friend in ite.. :( peaceful one .. together the 4 of us.. i lobang them to the nearest mrt.. and bye bye to him :( no chance to lobang all 33 of them together liao ... haiz... go home help mum work :( ...
sat....
morning help mum work.. reach home slp ... afternoon work up .. game ... nite when to meet ma(J)grandma(F) zhulynn and bear wen to newton eat lol ...then went to esplanade slack till nite...all go home ... ..
sun
morning help mum work till 10+ reach home.. slp >.< nite went to nite cycling with bk,jaric,nicholas,junyi... jaric's blading .. power pack de worx... from bishan to east coast back to bishan lol tiring sia O.o for blader lol
monday....
reach home slpp like pig till 4 + wake up prepare to go out lol another primary sch mate gathering.... this time its for meiqin's bday celebration lol all go to fish&co
glass house lol the atmosphere not bad nice nice ... then the food also not bad ahaha
tues
...after tat all when sharon house.. want to mahjong de end up play card game lol and drink~ after that.. half gone le.. including me.. but only 1 went to slp .. the rest split to two groups... one continue a water game ahaah .. i go play mahjong ....till i really cannot take it .. -_- go rest ahaha.. like taht rest no PEACE .. all the way till 7 am ...all go off ... lol me go home slack till 10+ took a short nap then 12+ go to school ... take exam .. 3-5 pm ... lol reach home 7+ then reach home ...use com awhile .. go out eat supper with ma(J) and grandma(F) lol ...so bloody funny those photo we took lol too bad i dun have la :( most deleted T_T ......reach home 11 plus... use awhile computer halfway i gonez...coma~~~
wednesday...
11+am i work up .. lol then realise jaric is looking for me~~ ahaha plan to swim end up i overslept ahaha but still meet up la ... but reach bishan pouring liao -_- ..... so walk around.... buy food sit bus interchagne eat... walk around lol .. then go prime mart cut hair ahaha...3+pm then go home -_- .....then ....i play game... all the way till now..... -_- ~~~ lol

thoughts..

monday....
ahaha end up nv slp at all ahaha morning go to sch .. class test slp all the way till afternoon go home ahaha slp till nite ...11+ play game till late late ...
tuesday ...
no sch ahaha 11 + woke up .. today ... i wanted to blog .. but end up no time .. ahaha chiong game whole day >.< ....
wednesday.....
went to woke at mount faber ... its been nearly 1 year since i last went there ...so kind of miss that place ahaha but todya is just go there work for fun .. for i set today as the last time i work for kriston catering ahaha .. >.< ....went home late.. 12+ reach home .. supper with my two childhood friends ahaha then visist one other friends grandma funeral ... :( ... then chat till 3 am go home ......
thusday...
play game till 6 am slp >.< ... then end up 1 pm wake up .. pon sch .. really this week i totday dun wanan go sch!! ahaha >.< but ...... tml die also have to go .. my gd friend last day ... at ite le :( going poly liao haiz... so so sad. .. next time wan see him so hard liao haiz... ...... ...

extras...
monday i was thinking of it .... for this year ~~~ last yesr le .. next year NS liao ... me dun wan think about relationship thingy le ~~ hence this year i'm all out to meet people to meet friends~~~ ahaha to meet who ever out there when i can and when i have the time ^^ ~~ i wanna make this year fun~END

summarise..post..

thusday....
after supper ... had a short chat with my friend till ... 3 am ......
slp .... wake up 11+ pon sch .. go make IC and update passport....then go home slack ...nap awhile .. nite go nicholas house ... lol ..watch beta house , warlords...and drink >.< till head so heavy lol 2 + am slp...
friday....
woke up 7 am ... slp .. woek up 8 am .. slp ... 9 am ... slp finally 10 am really wake up ...lol slack at his house ... till afternoon ....go home ... bath .. then help mum work zzz... nite come home ... sianed ...*missing text*
saturday..
didnt slp ..go straight help mum work .... at 4+ am .. i already in slp walking mode liao ...lol my mother see liao also scare lol ..scare deliver wrong house ahaha... dun let me do the driving also ahaha ... after delivering ... lie behind the van ... COMA~ .... instantly ahaha ...till reach home .. slp till afternoon ...*missing text* nite help mum work again zz sianed ... after work.. mum(J),grandma (F) jio me go chat ... lol till 11+ lol ,sent both home ... chiong down to work ~ ...
sundays.... work work work .... till 11+ am ... go back shop .. slp awhile ...till 3+ continue work till 9+ go home zz DOTZ .... tired.. but can't slp -_- ... lol stuck to the com hehe...

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monday...
work up abit late ... travel to sch ... boring .... too class test ... after noon when bukit batok ite for robotics thingy .. then left at 3 pm to go novena ...mean joan to send her home ...................and go home .....END ....
tuesday...
pon lesson today ..... go to work ... morning work untill 10+ pm then go home .......... tired... reach home com abit .. slp liao ...
wednesday...
no sch today....... go work again .. untill 11 pm ..........haiz...receive a sms .. from joan .... that ..she prefer to be friend....... oh well ....its fake if i'm not sour ... Haiz... less then a week time kanna rejected by two gal .. when i wanna be more dareing ... >.< ..... haiz ...... wat to do ? confuse .....haiz dun think much liao ......................going supper later ......END

lol LATE LATE entry hehe

friday....
today .. in the early morning 1 am .. i got rejected .. by a gal >.< .... feel so much lighter after that ..... lol help mum work .. >.< reach home 6.. slp till 12 wake up >.< prepare liao go fiona house help out .. drive thingy to east coast >.< ... poor thingy eh ? bday gal got to suffers behind the van hehehe >.< (me reckless driver!) ahahah ... the first day ar .. quite abit bored as in myself cannot drink ... T_T .... that alone make me so sad T_T .... ahaha but so many people lor .. got the warm warm feeling ... and well... that joan thingy >.< ......me SHY LIAO LOR ........ sent her home .. nearby onli ... but on the way abit lost hehe >.<
saturday...
left the chalet at 2 .. end up cashcard not enough $$ lol have to go top up then can go out >..< ... really like going to slp LOL ... but still can tahan .. but end up my mum dun wanna take the risk ahaha ... i worked like a zombie ... totally dun rmb wat i did LOL .... the 6 reach home SLP AR ... till 1 pm wake up >.< prepare ... then set off too the chalet .... reach there everyone half dead one ahaha ..... because i rest most ahaha .... but here drag there drag abit .. untill nite .. then all go slp >.<
sunday
.... by 1 +am all gone liao .. i last man standing .. still msging joan >.< .... till 330 am ahaha .... then gonezzz LOL ....morning ... aiyo so dun wan to wake up .. i rarely get to slp bed T_T ..... haiz...went off ... book out >.< ... first time took bus with mahjong table ...go shopping mall with mahjong table .. go eat food court with mahjong table .. feels weird LOL ..... heng AR ... sabrina's father de cab can squeeze >.< that table ahaha really thx alot sia >.< i can reach home early to coma >.< END ... blank blank blank END ...

sadded siazz

tuesday..
so sad lor ..today ..quite a handful of my classmate recieve their jae result liao ...going to poly ... haiz.. 2 of my gd friend going too ... haiz left 1 more month to spend with them liao ... say stay in contact.. its something very hard... all stay diff place ... haiz.. kind of sad sia ... 1 year de friends.... its short but i really enjoy alot the time i spent with them .....its because i choose to change... meet people .. make friends... and they were some of my best rewards in changing ... haiz... 4 of us gd buddies... now 2 going off :( ? only left other 2 of us .. haiz... kind of sad.. doing anything with 2 people lesser.. its just kind of ..lonely feeling ...haiz.... class will be less fun without them ... haiz... i will treasure this last month with them >.< .....
wednesday..
today its holiday one day lor .. sway sway kanna call back for ushering duty >.< for my cca aiyo sianed... 8 am report do untill 2+ go home wa is sianed one lor ...reach home nearly 4 liao -_- then NAP time~ lol untill 10+ lol watch up watch anime ^^ then slp again >.<
today...
morning help mom ... got worker on leave zzz .... then 6+ reach home nap >.< ....then 9+ wake up prepare go sch .. haiz... today sch so boring ... but friends are there ... so many things to always chat with >.< ......reached home 2+ lol ... use abit com.. then off to swiming with jaric... oh man i just missed swiming ... so so so so shoik ... felt so relax today ..after swiming ... , had dinner with bk,jaric,daniel,junyi,tiensoon. lol like all so long no meet out le >.< ... really is all spare liao eventuallty will lost contact...

a very fake today >.<

ok.. start with saturday
went to michelle chalet lol quite boring -_- ..... lol end up alone watch ice age on jaric's laptop .. then accompany jaric and momo at study .... end up distracting them >.< especially momo hehe ... spend some nice time with her >.< kind bad to disturb her studying but kind of enjoyed it >.< she draw untill my hand many INKS -_-.... after that ... well fun moment time flys .... its 6 am liao -_-
sunday
gotta go work zzz short setup at church finish at 9.30 ... and planed to go nichola house to slp till 11+ de .. end up i over slept in the train -_- ... TILLLLLLL admiralty mrt -_- ... KAOZZZZ ... reach nicholas house 11+ liao -_- LOL .... then still slp >.< till 12+ chiong cab down to work LOL ..... then home sweet home to slp .....
ok .... today .... went to sch ... morning lesson quite boring ...8am sia ... i reach 8 30 LOL ovcerslept in bus -_-.....kaoz.... then 10+ got award giving ... i eat untill 11 then go up HENG AR just started giving out award lol i missed the boring part XD back to afternoon class ... aiyo test zzz heng got friend help me ar >.< ..... then lastly ... wrote my appeal lesson for my barred module ... cannot take exam sia lol ... help to write appeal letter ... my teacher say must write untill touching touching then good lol ... after writing ar... i feel so FAKE lor ... but no choice la hehehe ....


this is the letter i wrote ...
Dear Section Head,
I am hong weiquan of EC1E , T regreted for not attending my APA lesson.i am working as a part-timer to support myself as i didnt wanted to burden my family on finacial.I also help in family business,delivering newspaper.Recent months my mother's health deteriorate,hence the more often i have to help my mother at work if she's not feeling well.Hence I missed alot of my morning lesson due to oversleeping from fatigue.T have lessen my part-time work to start doing my assignment.Hence i really hoped that you will be willing to give me a second chance.I promise that i will work hard for my exam and score well for it. Thank You

LOL ......>.< my teacher say its gd -_- ... kelian enough LOL ....i just feel so Fake XD

a satisfied day XD

today ...FINALLY ... i finish my project!!! so ..shiok .. spend whole nite troubleshooting -_- ...end up haiz... nvv slp -_- .. go slp so slpy -_- ~~ GOT TEST .... heng last nite i revise abit lol quite easy hehe ... ask teacher for some help on my project >.< HEAD PAIN AR ....hence after sch go back friend house continue .... -_- ... very head pain liao lol ... and FINALLY ... done ... so bloody happy .... after so many errors,troubleshoot,test runs ... lol ~till now jsut reach home ... later can FEEL the bed liao >.< ~~~

tortise walking

yesterday...
today pon sch .. go work >.< .... inter afternoon .. my teacher called me ... tell me my attend to low for one of my course hence i am debarred ... >.< aiyo ~~ wat to do ? lol need to appeal liao lol .. my teacher even help me to plan the letter how to write LOL ..... nite went cycling with bk and nicholas to balastier eat bak kut teh then to ECP .. then on the way to geyleng -_- i had a painfull fall ram into metals ... PAIN ... but shiok ...>.<........went home sleep lol ....
today
haiz... valentine day ...eheh ..gaylentine day >.< so boring ... haiz.. and its ending soon liao ....sch is all i rmb for today LOL .... well .. going friend hosue to finish my project >.< lol
racing with time ?? lol 2 weeks left.. i have to guai guai liao -_- ....

lala long~~

tuesday
today nth much but one blink it ended.... look at the time >.< so fast sia .. went tiwht bk and nich to watch ah long pte lte .. damn it .. so bloody nice >.< lol people who understand dilect well sure up for some laugh lol .... oh man so nice (my view) until i wanna watch again!!~~~ LOL
starting on everythings that i overdue ... hopefully i can finish on time ... ? valentine day ? lonely day again ahaha >.< as usual >.< ... it'll be so nice if i can get someone to hug on V day >.< lol
no gals to hug then guy also can ar ~~ (no fish prawn also can)
then will be gaylentine ~~ lol

第一篇

用中文打字对我来说是好难的一件事.偌有错字请别见怪
突然间一征寒风吹进我心,突然觉得环境逼人张大,小时的我，天真无邪敢玩敢作，无烦恼无忧愁，快乐的很。
慢慢当我会想会看时，就只记得后悔。不知为何？突然得，感到很孤单。是因为没爱吗？还是因为没情？
常常会在想，为什么？我不知道。顺水推舟的过日子。但是，我知我心有目标有理想有梦想也有希望，可是我一再的逃避他们。不知何时我才会反省，才会清醒。
就因为希望越大失望越大，所以不喜欢让人对我有太大的希望，可是不之为何，在老师眼里我是个很有希望的人。听到这种话我会很怪，因为我知道他们的失望一定很大。
我就是我。怎样变，都是我。但我知道，知己不是一个好人。做过的事，知己清楚。一个恨知己的人，怎能去爱人呢？

不知为何突然的想骑脚踏车，从thomson 到yiochukang 然后amk 再回家.真爽,头脑好清醒.

i want to find back myself , the who i used to be , the things i used to have ,and the vision i used to see . then life i wished to have and the peoples i love i want all of it ! i'm GREEDY!!! ROAR!!!!

everyday mahjong O.o lol

wa yesterday nite mahjong >.< .. till 3++ go take over my mum work .. she rest at home ... finally reached home at 730 ... now so dead ... but later got movie !!! must short nap >.< ...... must wake up !!! >.<

tired~~~yet not tired~~ lol

woke up at 4 pm today .. sleep till shiok shiok my mum wake me up .. help her buy 4D -_- ... reach home 8 am today zzzzz half gone .. wanted to blog .. end up feel the bed .. and i'm GONEZ ...
yesterday ..
guy:nicholas,jaric,chunsiong,daryl,boonkiat. gals:fiona,jeanie,zhuying,cathy went to watch kung fu dunk XD ... nice show interesting abit touching lol ...cant wait to watch ah long pte ltd lol ... after that ? sake sushi sia >.< not buffet ..canot eat too much :( CONTROL~~~ .... followed by guy off to arcade while gals slowly enjoy eating .... oh man ...the equipments were reaaranged, a new machine at the arcade called hammer king i think ... oh i got SOOO addicted to that ... i spend over 10 dollars for it ..even though its a very short game ... ARGH .... cant win bk in hammer hitting !!! >.< .... after that daryl and boonkiat goes off ... the rest come my house.... MAHJONG!!! :D lol guys played first then follows by the gals ahah first time teacher so weird >.< after that went fiona house to eat steam boat and gamble hehe .. salena joins in >.< ... after taht .. lynna nd cathy gone :( .... the rest had a nite chat .. then off we all go ... so good mood right ? but totally spoil when my mum tell me she not feeling well .. i get so F up out of a sudden ..... hai -_- ... dunno y ... need anger management liao ...

lucky lucky year ^^

started this new year with $39 winnings from mahjong >.< .... hopefully my next few days is *full* :) happy is the most important tingy
happy new year all~~~

lethargic

i feel so restless -_- ... yesterday dun feel like slping early .. end up 4 am slp .. till 10 am woke up ... slack ...afternoon go help boss move thingy to warehouse ... on my way home ... the van slides at a turning part ... gave me a slight shock ..... luckily ...nth happen ..... haiz.. today dun feel like slping ... dunno y ? maybe dun wanna be late for sch ? lol so blur ... 4+am cycle home from boon kiat house lol lent a bicycle from him hehe ... the morning breeze .. its nice... yet cold ..... dunno y recently its getting colder and colder .. for me ... -_- .... *ah chew* ..... time to prepare for sch liao ... >.< haiz .. i hate early classes...

chilly nite

a cold chilly nite... a cold feeling ...so cold ...so speechless .... suddenly i felt myself run out of words... so dunno wat to do .. dunno wat to say ... so blank ... so clear.... recently ...so weird .... wat am i thinking ? hmmm a mindset battle going on ..a war thats fighting... my thoughts... fighting each other ? thats y i'm so out of thought ? or maybe hmmm .... too blank ... blank blank .... haiz -_- .......

SHOIK

its a cold chilling raining nite .... so i wanted to go for a rain jog ... but leh .... go jog liao the rain get smaller and smaller ...then stopped ... haiz... i wanted to enjoy a rainly jog :( ..the chilling rain it will be so relaxing .. so mind clear ... i feel so weird recently lol.......
my mind so blank now .... hmmmmm time to eat magee mee ...

chinese new year coming!!

hmmm cant wait till cny hehe ... over nite mahjong ... blah blah ... next week going malaysia buy clothes with jaric and nicholas lol BEFORE new year >.< eh eh so many movie out that i wanna watch .. ~~~
hope this year .. chinese new year .. a happy one .. a really NEW one .. to teh NEW me ^_^ lol ....
wednesday...
aiyo back to posting .. today so SCH >.. end up then know today no class lol end up go down to work instead lol then nite finish go nicholas house slack awhile lol then walk to my house >.< ... we planned to jog today hehe end up 6 drag untill 8+ then go jog lol then come back .. then sianed lol then nicholas playing online big 2 then i cook magee me then we ate then late liao tehn i drive him home then only 15 mins to go come back lol broke my own record sia then so sianed ... then ... writing blog lor ....then ... SLP....
tuesday ...
overslept ...lesson end early .. no sch .. go work ~ nite go home ....
monday....
overslept rush down sch .. lesson ended drove my friend home .. go home .. then ...go library then slack then go home then slp .... then ....

then then then .... so then ... but then .. hence...then ....then then .. i dunno then liao

half dead not alive

too much too ... to wrtie lol
first its today >.< just woke up not long ago lol my so called coma end up so fast finsh :( today .. i reached home around 9 +am lol.. from ? Sentosa~~ lol was working there .. doing some setup >.< half cannot tahan go home rest hehe finally ...can feel home again ... started working since ...friday afternoon ... kaoz.. same clothes .. 2 days ... very sticky very smelly >.< ... very *nua* feeling lol very shoik to work super long hours with only little sleep while traveling in taxi lol ~~and later 11 pm going for clearing lol ~~ tml can rest liao ~~ maybe pon sch >.<
wa wa wa~ work untill blur liao lol so blur+blank mode lol

previous things wanted to post....wednesday ... got cousin wedding lol dinner >.< ... so lovely lol they make their own flash cartoon on how they know and met and get together ... so cute and funny sia lol well the dinner starts .... poor waiter ,hes a newbie lol and kanna my father and his friend .. two so call *oldbies*(people who prefer self service) lol keep kanna my father and his friend double team nagging lol i laugh untill cannot ar ... the things come .. they will say : just put down no need portioning .. just but down... (quite loud) lol then that guy will have the *er.. er..* action lol so funny all the way like taht .. haha after that .. went nicholas house to *drink * ahaha .. >.< then go slp then go home >.<

busy slacking~

today ar.. 4 am .. someone called me ... my mum ... say wat newspaper truck pang chek as me go help -_- ... slp at 1+ lol my that brain really blank one when she woke me up .. so blank machiam coma mode lol then .. i saw a nice view one small small normal busstop got one row of vans~ 11 of them lol long O_O parked nice ncie lol haiz.. just reached home not long ago lol ... called my form teacher ask for leave form lol but cannot T_T but he say he give me attendance hehe :D but then tml have to treat him KFC liao zz bet with him if today i reach before 9 .. he treat , after 9 i treat >.< .... funny hor student and teacher like that bet >.<

yesterday nite wanna go swim with nich and jaric ... end up reach bishan complex ... FLOODED ..end up go eat dinner then play pool lol then go home -_- boring sia ...

sunday ..ahaha... evening went jogging with nich .. lol quite amaze he so much faster then me >.< fat liao~~~ ahhh ... too long no jog liao ... next time i MUST catch up with him ... and later MUST win him muhahaha ~~~ i wish i had NS friend to jog with me .. like nich's friends can push u to limit~~lol

time to slp~~~

myself ...

a 50 steps laughing at a 100 steps(direct translte from chinese) is wat i know myself to me .. in my eyes i only see mistakes done and not wat people done correctly .... unless its really impressive ... lol .....
i assume .. i'm the attention seeker type .. maybe quite a handful of people will hate me lol ... but both to be one ... i irritated maybe .. alot ... and grew this mouth to become so stinky ... its a habit i can say ... so hard to change now ....
it is said that once .. done often ...becomes a habit ... and it becomes natural ...well i guess ...
when the seed of lazyness is planted.. its grew fast ... overwhelmingly ... i lose myself ... excuses is wat i left and best at .... excuses .. to cover my lazyness ... to cover my mistakes my task to do ... everything ...
i feel so fake every now and then ...but y ? i dun know ...wat i do ... wat i think .. i'm starting to not know ... so....back to square one , .. who am i ?
everytime things are plan ..but ..to do ? haiz ... thoughts and actions are always heaven and earth to me ........
how i wish .. i can be like those animation character .. live life to the fullest and die without regret .. died for a reason ...... live their life ... with dare ...
dare to love ,dare to hate(direct translation from chinses) ...
things that i need to do .. i DRAG .... even over the deadline? over due ? forever ? i left so many things in my life undone ... i dun know even where to start with ... nor will i wan to to start with ....
sometimes i envy animal,insect ... they are bone .. they grow .. and understand their belonging.. their task ... and filful them ... and die off ... easy life ...no worries ? so ncie ...
y is life so hard to understand ? y must it be life? y .. y... so many why ..
i lost myself to myself ... so .. who am i ?
regrets is all i rmb in my life .. so many .. so many .. untill i dun rmb wat,when,why ,where,who,how...
can i make a better person ? unknown...
wats future for me? unknown...
wat is life given to me ? unknown...
y am i ...me..? unknown...
i'm lost into my own little maze...
to come out or not ? depends on myself ...
a jail with unlocked gates... to come out or not ? depends on me ...
haiz.....
hence ... Smile is all i need to rmb ... happy is all i wan ....
love ..? maybe later ... friends and family are currently my life ....

haiz planned to help me mum(real) to work on her paper works(she requested) but i plan to do it this week .. but given so many excuses i created myself .. i drag and push .. it ...now ... i wan to finish it one... shot ... hence.. i'm gonna tonn today to do it ... well ... i dunno wehter this time can keep my words or not ? my plan ? paperworks... and morning jogs after that and .....SLP ....*hopefully*

so much so ...

haiz ? last blog ? sunday -_- ... 5 days ago ... bad memory .... lol
monday ? when to sch for ... 1hr 30 mins to sit quietly and listen to my teacher nagging lol ... wat to do ? maybe all i can say is ... i see thigns my way >.<
tuesdays went to work lol end up drag till abit quite late >.< sianed ...
wed ? go sch worx ... till end .. then go work >.< morning -_- 3 + reach home zzz slp till thusday 1 pm hehe then gotta drive ... to boss house help move house >.< and dinner at nite with bear bear ~ , fiona grandma~ , jeanie ma , ME ...... aiyo all so moody lor ..nagging again hehe >.<
today -_- ... haizzz go sch take bus ... SLP till end stop -_- ... heng quite near my sch arbo die -_- ... take back ... reach class 30 mins late ...go in see only 4 people -_- LOL .....do my assignment lol END UP do so long finally got al the links ... my friend go CLOSE ... SIANED ... end up done nth -_- .... very sianed lol .... after sch rush home drive van go meet boss lol ... yesterdays moving half way done hehe .... today go finish it .. learnt new road new ways ... new places...
after work .... have to drive home .. lost my way till bedok ... so had my dinner there LOL ....drive bloody boon kiat to his church thingy zz home sweet home~~ lol
my wallet :( still no news... but i feel so much relax after wallet lost -_- ... weird eh ....LOL

simple me

am i too simple or wat? lol having a drink and off to sleep .. i woke up feeling more better and less headache lol it just feels... better .... but still making things complicated isnt my way of doing things i guess hehe ... at least for sure i know i'm wiht more mood today ... really to roll~ O.o .... off to jogg .....

bad day....

haiz... my plan ... to write a one week entry ... -_- ... haiz...... till yesterday ...still so fine ..during the 3 hrs home break .. wanted to blog .. but end up watching chipmunks lol but ... 11 back to work .. -_- ... lost my wallet ......haiz... so sianed feeling ... so so so sianed .. abit heartbroken somemore O.o lol got hweeling for the wallet liao T_T PRAY AR ... come back to me ar~~ my wallet T_T

new year ...new life... old memories...

its 2008 the second day? make it third....
suddenly its love i'm thinking lol nv experience it before.. till my 19 year old... nv knew how warm it felt like for hug and kisses lol see my mother(real) so not loving one XD lol nv even hug me before lor lol i've drag my life up till now ? a new change i aimed for in 2007 and some change did meet my target but how much more is there that i aim ? i forgotten about it ..my biggest chagne of my life is experiences and friends i met .. u all changed my life i feel so happy more warm more emotional? lol but still once in awhile i like to stay in my bush of clouds.. enjoy being confuse and lost...
many things to be kept many things to be understand ,many things to be many ... so many ...maybe its just part of the growing up that more things flows into the brain ...more memories fly into the pass ... the age increase... the thinking.. the stress the problem .... and the love i guess lol everything became complicated ..more and mroe. ...
when i was a child i wished i were 18 ... when i was 18 i wished i were 21 .. but now i'm 19 .. i wished i can go back to child ..so innocent so peaceful .so happy .... looking at them makes me envy and happy lol ... thats them XD .... how i used to be like .... i lost it since i grew up ... yet running away from reality is my choice. ...kiddish maybe hehe its less stress being like that ... i dun wanna go crazy one day like my uncle did .. i will hate myself if i ended up like that hehe ....its a quiet nite.. cold too lol nite to slp .... haiz .. later got bloodly cca meeting !! eat my beautiful holidays sia :(

new year? new boredom -_-...

well cant really sleep since 1 am++ reach home .. so watch anime ...and then blast music with headphone .... moving with music is wat i love the best XD .....slp 4+ lol wake up 9 ... so early sia so slp again XD ... 12 -_- ... then again!!! 2+ lol then wake up liao ... i wonder is it because of new year eh ? many people thinks of me XD hence missed me .. hence i kanna a bad flu that lasted for HOURS .... untill i keep drinking water lol .... drip and drip .. untill i scare later dehydrate will fever hehe .....so replenish water hehe lucky ar ... it stopped suddenly -_- ... lol ...and now .. i'm bored again hehe tml gotta go buy equipment to start training :D now ....
BACK TO MUSICSSSS lol

hot new year 2008 XD

it started with a simple 11 hrs of work .. then follow by dinner at Dome with fiona,jeanie,sabrina,nicholas,danson(me)and chun siong O.o lol not really filling lol then .. comes the bbq idea ... mashmallow crispy is NICE ..XD ... games were fun .. just that ... maybe its the weather that is toooooo hot XD lol never drink also can red lol it was a happy new year ... fun ... thx u guys for today lol love u all O.o lol *fainting*