the early morning

pieces by pieces putting into the picture ... i sense a fear in my heart .... wats making it and wats causing it ? such feeling just come without warning ,hiting straight to the ground .... i feel trembles in my body .... wats gonna come? how's its gonna be ? will.. it ? ..or thats it .? my body is slowly crumbling ... i lose control of my body condition ... will i survive ? going thru ..... everyday looking at my cupboard ... motivates me ... lesser ... the life ... nv change ... the task always the same ..the demand also so high ..breathless is nearly i felt .... those of beside me ... pillar to me... without .... i wont be standing ... and day passes ... i hope is just blinks ... end the suffers .. end my fear ... my uneasiness .... ... to be or not to be ? who can ans me ?
ICSTOY.....AIRMI......LYA .........