rotting day

erm .. not really rotting la .. is that ... 60% of today or more ? i spend on ... sleeping -_- ... so tired..lol slp at 4+ ? i woke up 9 -_- ... diu sure not enough one ... so die die also abck to slp .. then till 12? cant rmb also lol ... wanted to go jogging ... but then -_- .... here ache there ache .. body like jelly fish lol end up play com -_- ... so jellyfishy today -_- dunno y sia ... play abit go to sleep again -_- .. diu cannot control XD ....

sometimes when i read peoples blog thats written in chinese .. i used to have the .. y use chinese? tot english will be better ? more people can read it ....but .. later do i know ...when i started writing blog ... i realise that most of my content i had in mind was in chinese .. always thinking of writing some thoughts of my mind ... but its in chinese... translate will be hard ? writing chinese is leh chek for me as me no that chinese program lol ... maybe getting the right words also got problem hehe ... but if can be in chinese... it will feel much more smooth .. as its from first thoughts ... hehe .... it'll be so nice ... to use words.... to play riddle hehe

dead tired -_-

well first ..i just took a bath -_- .. 3 +++ reach home from work... so dead zzz
the day before yesterday ... sentosa trip was nice .. yukiyaki makan was full!!and pinching people is fun lol
yesterday O.o ... went for work at 12 ... haiz 12 report i already know will end up bloody late reach home de ... haizzzz today sibei sway .... reach event place .. a dunno wat type of house ..? private ? not sure .. but its 3 stories high with a basement .. so total .. 4 stories lol ... reach there .. RAIN .. just like that song ... rain is coming down and it wont stop -_- .. totally soak ... while unloading -_- zzz stink like shit lol end up kanna throw to do stewarding lol... richies they invited the live musicion.. so nice ... i like a song they sing lol when theres this like ... when u r not happy ..your face's like SHIT ... it make people who sees it feels sick lol ... alllllll the way till 2+ then can finish clearing all things ... HENG they owner gd lol .. got give tips hehe arbo soak rain for nth liao XD ... $200 tips.. shared smong 6 people O.o .. 30+ each lol haiz... slept in the cab .. -_- ... so shiok untill come out of cab i felt like a drunken lol tooo tired untill cannot walk straight lol maybe its the rain make me feel weak :( lol off .. to sleep...

a happy christmas

sunday dec 23
was a whole working day ... till next day ... 6+ am then i reach home to sleep ...
so dead beat
on 24 dec.. .. slpt whole day .. woke up afternoon .. and well ... meet the *babes* worx lol and plan to meet in orchard with no plan on doing wat lol ... going thru the crowds like swiming upstream -_- .... and well ambusher with spray appear ... and thats the trigger to revenge!! bought 18 bottle of spray hehe after the midnight count down to christ ... ITS SPRAYING TIME .... and well it took us some time to look for targets :D ... and well who ever spray me gets a headshot back from me :D its ... fun to see .. how singaporean gang up on the bangalas~~~ lol poor them .. but fun us! lol ... J(ma) kanna gastric... hopefully shes alright ... the gals sent her home while the rest of use .. meet and had supper .. and sent fiona home ... then ... walk sabrina back home ,shuhui diff direction too bad :( lol end the guys ? end up all went home :( while i continue on and help my mother(real) with work .. till 1030 i reach home ...and its 25 dec now ...haiz... watch some anime ... and off i go .. to *church* becuase BOOK kiat jio me lol ... go there -_- i tot will be FUN ... end up see an act and ended ... there was canival... but the group of them plan to go eat -_- ... sianed ... i wanted to go that canival T_T lol...
after eat went home sleep .. because .. its midnite mahjong tonite!!!!! we all met at near prata house ... (me ,jaric,nicholas,daniel) ahaha ... eat .. then all come play lol untill 3 am :( daniel got to go haiz... then sianed ... (jarics the BIG WINNER!!!) i drove and we three went to bishan eat supper .. come back big poker ... play till 6 am .. and off they go ..home sweet home lol ... (26 dec ...)sianed woke up .. 4+ nth to do .. so games is all i left. . all the way i play till now XD ....
tml will be sentosa !?? lol not sure yet also lol time to slp ...zzz

small prank big mistake .....

saturday .. dec 22...
today i little small prank i made .. turn out to be a big mistake ......
.... today as usual .. i will put the chinese paper to my aunt house(living in same block) well... my house lift .. only have first floor..,6th,10..
my aunt house was .. the first staircase from the lift.. my niece .. as usual curious... tag along ... its 12 floor .. so theres staircase to climb ... we went up and put the newspaper..i wanted to prank my niece but runing down the stairs(shes slow with stairs) ... my house was on the other staircase(another side) and also 12 floor ... so i hide near the lift wanting to *boo* her .. while my mom standing aside waiting .. and my niece .. didnt came ... panic ... i heard her loud cries....she tot i went downward ... and she continues the stairs down to 6th floor ...... crying away as she runs to the lift at 6th floor ... and toothe lift back up to 10th floor ...and run .. home ...follwing her voice ..i chiong ... to find her .. i arrived at my doorstep ... seeing her crying loudly banging the door ... the dramatic part came ... the moment i saw her .. i leveled at her height and hug her ... so heart aching feeling yet so peaceful,mind at ease feeling ....she cling on to me and cried non stop for the next 10-20 mins ... i feel so ... bad ..its my first time seeing her so scared ... luckily shes back to normal after 1hr or so ...... phew...
later on i went to slp ....
meet jaric at 5 pm to cut hair ... end up have to wait untill 7pm for the hairstylist to be free ... in the meantime ..chunsiong was poorthing lol ... had to play 2 hrs of arcade while waiting untill we finish cutting hair and meet him ..
we played pool ... then go to eat ... and actually wanted to drink .. but all quite hard up ... so poker :D all the way till midnite...
now ... tired ... tml might be a whole working day ... haiz..

SO COLD ...day....

wa... yesterday momo bday party lol so fun ? so wet -_- .... all gang ICE me good lor ... i rmb and repay them other time....
morning out untill nite lol tired sia lol ....go meet a bk house ? makan ~~ lol ecp suntann~~ blade :D i missed it XD and then the party XD lol quite fun eh ... the music all so nice!!! dance with the music~~~ lol ICE in clothes event O.o ..... AHHHH CHEW.....

drosy day ...

today hmmm unexpected visiting of grandma fiona is cancel lol wat to do ? rot lor lol heng i have my games to kill my day hehe but more of sleeping today -_- ... so drosy .. just slp .. and still feel like sleeping ... sleeping and still sleeping .... i dunno y and dunno when .. i starts to sleep like no tml ... normally .. 5 hrs of sleep is enough to wake me up and keep me going the whole day ... and now ? 8 hrs ? not enough .... i really wonder y ... maybe ... i shld start to exercise again ... to maintain the healthy me ... i feels so .. weak ! O.o .....
so many things to happen ... haiz.. so many thing that happens.... i feel so .. sick ... so sick of growing up ...every now and then .. i will rmb a song ... but i dunno the title ....
(as we go on ... we remembers ... all the times we ... had together ~~~) thats all i know how to sing of that song .....

family outing ~

lol today went out with (J)ma lol more like acc her go take her phone O.o ......... so....... QUIET day ..................... then hor then phone hor ... very weird one hor .... untill hor.... dunno liao hor ..... lol today sleep whole day so song hehehehe

yesterday...
today ... so early go work .. late for like 1 hr hehe ... due to traffic jam ...
so sianed .... go do D.O.(delivery order) .... so many ... an dclear .. untill i sianed.... but manage to slack abit heheh ... but go 9 am .. left 9.30pm .. -_- ... go home watch anime untill 1am ... sleep till 2++ wake up go work -_- ... thats y i sleep whole day lor ....

GET WELL SOON

a sudden lost of contact to grandma(fiona) .. was very worrying .. and well knowing that she was hospitalise also is worrying ...and after seeing her state .. well .. at least mind is at ease lol too bad yesterday i have work :( cannot stay longer with grandma lol sadded XD today gonna visit her again ~~ it'll sure to be fun!!

tired day ...

nth much really but i feel so tired... today ... planed to go sch .. but end up.... instead of coming home at 6 ..it ended up 830 am ... because have to go fetch niece ... today i bought her to jubilee(amk)to put the newspaper for popular and engwah ... lol i was supprise to see her able to reach the lift button ... which she wasn't the last time i bought her along ......
reach home slept ... and its 12 .. my lessons over~~ lala poned lol ... but still drove down to sch for my project tingy and .. meet up my classmate ..lol ... then drove them to bishan since i'm going amk to help boyong move house~ lol was abit late hehe and heavy rain .. all wet lol ... drove to his new house at pasir ris ... aiyo i always lost way there ..... so big .... lucky manage to find it ... lol .. and by the time reach home .. wow total time taken for the whole thigny is like 4 hrs +++++ ... head pain ... ~~ well ....
GRANDMA(fiona) !!! SICK!!!
GET WELL SOON!!!!!! :)

i love to stay outside~~~

lol ... today ... was sleeping till 11++ when i woke up to use computer ... then chatting on msn with jaric~ lol hence decide to go swiming XD ...so long no go sia :( lol reach there 3 liao .. heng got sun XD ... swim like 1 hr -_- .... haiz.. go liao sianed lol then went down to funan with them to shop shop -_- ? i just watch watch makan makan lol and somehow ...can drag the time quite long lol .... and next ? Kpool~ lol so long no play pool also ... play untill 10++ ... now just reach home nia .. the moment step in ..tired! plus sianed .... all come liao lol and oh ya .. .today pon sch lool!!!
yesterday....today reach home 6 am from helping mum .. i kind of sleep untill 12++ lol ... got lab test today -_- ... die la ... reach sch by 345 ... test end at 4pm!!
ahaha but turned out to be a easy one lol 10+mins done lol ... drove xueqi and daniel home(yishun) and renzheng ,yaowei(amk hub)lol everytime i drive people home ar.. on the way always many funny thigns happen that won't keep the trip bored lol ... i kind of love it XD .. to have all this new funny friend in my life ... but how long will it last ?

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lol today when i wanted to go sch (late for sch) ... my friend sms tell me class ended -_- ... lol weeeeee lol play game till nite hor .. go help mum(real) go work ... and my mum was saying those.. aiya i may jsut die thingy ... those thingy that i hear liao will fuck up one ... well and she continue to say one day she may just faint or so .... argh .... then she say that she went to see sisei(chinese doc..)the doc tell her she got somethign in her stomach(cancel? dunno some watery thingy inside) .... i hear liao my eyes so sour .. dunno y ... got moody after that ...... after work .. went out to eat with friend ... and ... i forgot wat happen sia ... like fell asleep and woke up like that lol next moment i rmb is i taking bus home lol >.<......

aiyo today so sian ... event so short ... end up was send to do preset -_- ... wipe cutlery for like 3 hrs -_- ... hundreds and thousands of it ... zzz sian lol
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busy day ...

morning reach home .. ar 6 am ... need to reach work place by 8 ... so lie on bed to *feel* it awhile .. end up 720 liao ... -_- ... no choice chiong cab down lol ...... work wedding buffet event lol ..... then event ended 3+ ... back to shop ... my manger tell me go back shop unload the stff and can go off le... end up whne i reach there.. he draged ... my time.... from 430 to 630 ...2 HRS ... zzzz was suppost to meet jaric by 630 .. -_- ... end up i 630 then leave ... chionged untill my job is done ... zzz so dead beat ... reach home 7+ .... so tired.... argh ... later still needta study with them ..... tml report 7am to shop again ... aiyo ..... zzzz i took a half hr nap ... just woke up .. feeling alot better .. hmmm gotta go chagne and prepare for over nite study XXD....

a day to pray....

dec 7 ...
haiz... today lesson at 830... but i 9+ then leave home ... drove to sch .. as today benson needta go collect the LED lights he order on behalf of the class. .... so i decided to drive him there ... but aiyo ...... on my way to sch .... >.< ....... i drove on the 1 lane (right-side lane) and aiyo ... sway sway let me see one TP(traffic police) on the bridge with a camera setted up ....... haiz... shocked...... but aiyo ... wat to do .. dun die also die liao ..... 1st: hope he did take pic of me... 2nd if kanna pic hope i dun get my liscense revoke... 3rd: i really wish its only a fine and points deduction .... 4th:hopefully my mum and dad won't JUMP in anger...... aiya ... wat to do... i reach sch so moodly sia... for like 1 hr ... dun feel like toking .. but kept thinking about it ..while playing solitaire...then ... wat to do ? no point worrying seh .. die or no die... letter come will know liao .... wat have to come.. will come... no way to avoid it ... (praying to who ever is up in the sky) ...>.<...

Dec 6....

today ... happy XD .... morning lesson canceled.... only left afternoon ones.. hehe reach home 6 ++ am as usual .. then sleep hehe .... so nice ........ rained since yesterday ... cooling weather ... nice to sleep .... till 11++ wake up use com ... see the time very sian .. run so fast one ... haiz. ..... drove to sch .. .eat,lesson , go home ... rot.... ... lol

Dec 5..

reach home 6am ++ again .. prepare liao go sch le ... ... today .. this *creative* skill lesson .. whole sem.. i second time attend ... lol sianed. .. lol need to do meanless project ... lol .... haiz... very sianed day ... nth much to write....

life......

aiya today ... so sianed ... reach home 6 am .. slack abit prepare liao .. then set off to sch le .... took 74 ... so long ~~40+ mins to go ... end dup i over slept in bus .. for like 3 to 4 stops ... aiyo sianed lor ..... faster come down cross over and take back -_- ....... reach sch liao soooo bloody hungry ...eat first lor ~~~ then drag abit go class...... sained .. do my 3rd project .. and the plans for finaly project .... head pain ... lol spend whole day doing my 3rd project and finished it XD ....... but so sianed. .. rushed home in time .. to eat lol .. change and off to help mum work again .. i really dun like this kind of life ... 10 years down my life .. i worked for my mum .. but none of the years i really did enjoy working for her ... i work for the sake of working for her ... haiz ....
today while i was collect newspaper money ... one of the *customer* was angry at the record of the papaer her order as if like it overcharged him ... and wat to do .. i dun know about it ? i work 10 years in this job .. but i'm nv into the detail ... how i know ? haiz ... i got so moody after that house and went to the staircase and stoned for 10+ mins... then i got so moodless after that... but still ... then i press the bell of the next house .. that *smile* still have to hang on my face ... so manys years(7-10).. i've seen so many type of people ..those u can really call the good ones... and those who can reallly call the Fuck ones ..... y is this world so unbalance ....
yesterday when i reading grandma(fiona) blog .. i can understand the feeling of those F up customer ....... just their face is enough to make me wan to wrack them lol ... but wat to do ?as long as u are in the service like .. wether is fake or real smile .... u always have to smile .....i was doing it for years in work .. and i hated it for years too ...... the smile in front comes with a cursing behind ... the chinese says knife hidden in laughter .... yes i realy agree ..... :D
i wan to break free one day.. and go crazy ..... rampage around and DESTORY!!!!!!!!!

next week exam!!!

yesterday....
lol .... die die die ....i still so FARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR behind in all works .... aiyo aiyo aiyo ... lol slowly do lor~~~reach home from work .. 2am... lol reach homefrom mum's work 6 am ++ ... sleep ....till 11++ hmm lol .. woke up ... slack ... se com .. then drove to sch lol since last week i've been cracking my brain to catch up with the works lol ... this week also same .. head pain ar .... lol ... luckily got those nice friend of mine helped me ... haiz.... owe them alot lol .....lesson end 4++ near 5 .. gotta chiong back home lol ... lobang some of them to bouna mrt... then i CHIONG home lol .... reach home faster eat liao change liao .. help mum work again XD .... haiz... my life cannot run away from working ...

dec 2....

sunday ... was a nice day ... i rot at home ... so much ... playing a new game i dled and install which is not very nice to play also lol ......but whole day ... sianed lor so ended ....

tiring....

yesterdays....
in the morning while i was delivering news paper ... i happen to want to take lift down ..... and in front i see a man coming from the oppsite .. few steps faster then me .. he went in the lift and holded the door ... i went in and say thank you ... and he replyed welcome ...i was abit kind of shock ..... so many time i say thank you no one reply de he so far is the first ... lol well ..and ... reach ground floor he hold the door let me out first.. well i thx him again .. he reply welcome and added.. have a nice day ~ i was like hmmm the type of person who u dun get to see everyday lol
went to work at 8 ... reach there ... my mange changed the location of my work 4 times untill i so sianed .... can early go home end up kanna late event ......but ... lol lucky ^^ at least got a $20 tips heheh kind of enjoyed lol ....reach home 2+ liaol ... dead...

interesting lol

today ar.. same think in the morning lol hence i pon-ed sch lol go straight to work haha ...
it was an event in a pub in clarke quay ... so kind of lame sia the host quite funny also lol......
haiz after work .. was waiting for my bus to come ... lol finally it came ..and i was abit supprise to see the internal of it lol ... its one of those *creative* bus in sg.. heard of it so long and first time get to board it lol ... it really is special and its really nice and... its good ..at wasting space ... lol the design really eat up alot sits ... so little people could sit lol so wats the point of a nice bus when only few could enjoy while the others so tired yet have to stand lol ...
HEAD PAIN AR!!!

29 nov ..

aiya today ... same smae reach home 6++ .. took a short nap .. over slept again ..lol....
go sch also late late hehe bad habit how to change sia ?lol

28 nov

hai today onward .. one of my mum's worker going on holidays... haiz .. for 12 DAYS ... -_- ...
wat to do ? ..... reach home 6+ took a LITTLE nap .. and i over slept lol ... go sch sibei late hehe ...... pig sia me ....

27 nov .. my super paiseh day ...

haiz ... today work untilll ... 12++ pm ... then i go sch ... si BEI paisei sia today .. during work ....>.<>.< ..... SI BEI PAI SEH T_T ....... her view is see i run to wall and my leg hit it and i fly and roll in front of her -_- .......
while the fact is boon kiat chase me ( few steps only -_-..) i tot he was coming after me .. i chiong ar... not enough time control turning lol bang into wall and with my left leg the inpact cause me to FLY in front of her and rolling -_- ... si bei pai sei ........ haiz....

26 nov

today ..wake up .. 9++ .. drag abit .. back to sleep lol ... till .... 11++ get up .. do this and that ...
then afternoon go sch .. after sch go town with friend .. then go home .. change.. go town again lol meet up with bk and jaric .. an dits working time ... 10+ pm ? till tml dunno wat time lol

nov 25

.... reach home 8++ am .. sleep ... till afternoon .. go work ... from 3 pm ... till .. 3 am -_- ..... lol come home sleep ... end XD but it was a fun day lol at work ...

24nov

today ... i can't rmb wat happen in the morning ... all i rmb is .. met jaric .. go bk house .. watch anime .. go cycle ... go meet up mama ,grandma,tv,moon lol eat ... go home lol short and sweet XD

nov 21-23...

23nov....
today go sch ... slighty late lol ... after that go work ... sianed.....becuase kanna one tiring event ... but one good thing about it hehe ... i got a $50 tip from the orangizer !!! XD .... so bloody happy hehe but also bloody tired ....
22nov ..
i took mc from sch and went to work lol XD ....sianed day
21nov..
i dun even rmb wat happen hehehe

the nov 15-20 cut short entry..

20 nov..
i just realise if i dun blog in within a week of that day ... i really can forgets everything that happen that day ... LOL
19nov..
late for sch as usual... and forgot then rest XD ...
18nov..
still work ....
17nov..
work .... is all i rmb ...
16nov..
sch..and work..till late....
15nov...
i rmb mama(jeanie) so called return celebration lol ... details? i forgotten...>.<

BUSY+LAZY~

lol .... nv blog since mama go hong kong till now lol >.< lazy~~~
saturday ... today .. work up 11 slack awhile ... drove down to company take my pay XD ...200++ abit happy hehe but come home go see doc .. used 60 liao -_- ...haiz....6 med to use lol -_- ... jsut for a nose and throat problem so many med ... zzzzz today teacher call my house ..my father ans .. he tell my father i v long no go sch -_- .... i jitao sianed .... i just seen him one monday NIA ... ARGH!!!! heng i got MC for today and tml XD ...
13nov ...
today ar ... wanted go sch ... but wake up ar ... eat liao .. back to sleep -_- ...then end up no go sch sleep almost the whole day ... dunno y so drosy lol ......
12nov...
today ... work up 11 >.< ... then prepare and 12++ go J8 lunch with jaric daniel boon kiat ... had lesson at 2 ... i was late lol ~ reach by 3 ... lol after sch went to dinner with my primary sch mates lol untill 9++ lol laugh and laugh and laugh until i stomach ache lol XD ....so fun to be with friends ....
11nov...
sunday ... work and work i all i rmb .. nth much ...
10nov ...
sat ? work and work yet again .. is all i can rmb ... nth much lol

Eye pain ..

today ... i'm so so so ... lazy ..thats the one word i can say ..... haiz ... this moring was one of my worst day of the year -_-.... firstly 2 worker too off .. 8 blocks of flat -_- to eb delivered ..... and i took 5 of them ..-_- .. haizzzz.. wat could be worst then this ? .... after delivering the first block... the nightmare came ... i had a stomach ache ... those really hardcore ones .... those i normally choing toilet straight... but .. that kind of time .. where to find toilet T_T ..... i have to DIE DIE endure it and deliver the other blocks... at my third ... i could feel sweat .... two types... the normal sweating ..and cold sweat -_- ... sososososo torturing as the pain goes on and off for the whole time -_- .... after my 4th ... i really cannot tahan ... and luckily one coffee shop just open .. -_-... it was like heaven!!! lol .... reach home ..watch anime .. almost the whole day ... today .. i was lazy ..and didn't go to work .. >.< ....cough cough + pon sch >.<...
8 nov ...
i reached home at .... 6 am ... went to nite cycling with friends.... jaric etc....so fun so cooling ..energitic XD ... come home eye red red lol .... sleep ... till afternoon ... got up .. ate ... and sleep again .. till 11++ work up .. watch anime then sleep again ... due to friday 2 worker on leave haiz....
7 nov....
dawn ..12+ ..i went to buy drink to try out .. also due to that idiot ..who spoil my whole day mood ... stomach burning after drinking ..lol ...feels alot better .. watch a little anime and ... off i go to sleep ....till ... 11 am ++ i woke up .. still abit angry ..but much of the anger gone with my sleep lol~~~today theres this ite bond building thingy HOR ... and they decide to have interclass bowing -_- ... lol .... it started around 12 at west coast recreation centre .... and i reach clementi at 12 ... and well due to no knowing where the hell is that place... i walked around clementi and west coast around for like 1 hr++ sweating like hell lol ... yet the more i walk the more better and hapy i feel -_- weirdo sia me lol ... i started off from clemeti interchange and walk all teh way back looked at the map then i found the place ... lol .... hence i bought bubble tea and off i go lol ................ finally reached there ... but its around 2 sets into the game and 1 more sets left to play .. hehe LUCKY :D XD ... but sian la ... end up this and that .. untill reach home around 5+ .. then help mum at work till 9+ and go to nite cycling hehe ......

Extras: haiz this few day kanna cough ... and its getting worst ... i'm always scolding my niece not to eat heaty thingy when she have cough ... and yet myself is jsut same as her ... and worst it get... AHHHH my throat~~~

fuck up day

6 nov ...
haiz..... guess being wake up by 2 cats fighting at 1am++ really make my whole day so bloody pissed off ... haiz ... went to work with my friend*i intro him there* and guess wat ? once we reach th event area ... he say he's going to the toilet .. and wtf ? he left ... and the fucking reason was that he see the manager no happy ... thx to him i feel so fucked up whole day argh .... NO PEACE .... i think i should go out and buy something to drink ..... gonezzz

empty O.o??

lol my brain feels so empty lol ... so empty untill i dunno wat to think of lol
i forgot and forgets wats going on ..... and wat coming ... so blank my brain ...so blood blank ...
i wonder wats gotten into me lol ..just so weird ... i'm getting real weird with myself ...
maybe i'm just sick lol ... but haiz ... weird ar .... got the weird weird lost lost feeling confuse too , maybe lol.... suddenly i dunno wats going on around ..everything ..anything.... maybe i just hate growing up lol... cold ..... cold ... so cold.... lol.....

cold...

haiz... at a time like this suddenly heavy rain .... make me so moodless all of a suddenly ....... today so sian ... work at hq sort out utensil untill i can sleep lol ... a bloody hot day sweat like hell ......... haiz.... hope tml is a nice day as the starting of the week~
....so COLD ...nice weather to sleep ...... lol

haiz...reach home around6 ... from work ... so sleepy ... untill lie on floor fall asleep lol .... untill 10 wake up O.o eye pain X went to eugene house play mahjong for 2 hrs ... now come home ...to sleep zzz later work .. morning work work work~~~ lol weeeeeee next week $_$ :D

Weird Day

lol .... just back from work ... and i felt so enegrtic ... which is v uncommon .... normally i will be half dead dying to sleep lol .... but today ... i feel so full of energy lol .... maybe because seeing a friend during work XD ... saw hiap leong helping his parent out at work (newspaper) first time seeing him there lol ....
hmmm later still got work at 8 .. haiz.. today dunno wat time can reach home sia XD

ahhh~~~

oh man my head is aching spinning ...zz so dizzy zzzzzzzzz i feel like sleeping .. -_- dunno wat the hell man .. recently i feel so unhealthy ..... argh .... haiz ... my mums van sent for repair .. and its gonna cost 1k+ zzz i dunno when the i can return those money >.< .... haiz ..... tml go work!! roar zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz long sat again ... morning to nite ... haiz..... zzso dizzy off to sleep ... -_-zzzz

tired!!!!

lol.... just reach home ... from a day of work ... heated the leftover dinner food ... and eat it with bread .. SOOOOOOOOOO HUNGRY!!!! ....lol....yesterday work up at 9+ ... wanted to go school... end my my father called ... said the van is going to be sent for repair (finally) and everything i the can have to be cleared lol zzzz clear untill 10+ ..prepare liao 11+ le ... wearing shoe ....SUDDENLY HEAVY RAIN zzzzwait for rain smaller then go out ... take bus to sch ..reach at 12.40+lol lesson over XD ... but when to ask teacher for attendence ... then off i go lol .. down to expo to work .... took 1 hr to reach expo ...well event today was more then i tot ... i tot it was a 200+ TABLES event .... end up the exact almount was ..385 tables. ... 3k + people sia ... -__- ... chinese 8 course dinner .... >.< die ar .....so bloodly tired half dead ... lol ..dunno later going sch anot hehe .... IF i can wake up lol~~~ by 8 am ... lol ....zzzzzzz my fun really comes from work ..... a weirdo who enjoy working ... more then staying at home shake leg lol .....

took cab home with work mate .... and we were chatting ... and... suddenly they tok about one of the manager who works in the company.. by the name Patick Tay ....they were saying that he used to be a heavy gambler .. untill there was once he nearly commited suicide ... i was shock to hear that ... and they say luckily his younger sister help him clear all his debt then he nia suicide ... and guess whos that rich sister ? ... ZOE tay .... THE REAL one ... i got so shock upon hearing it lol ......... bro and sis looks world appart lol zzzzzz haiz .... my eyes closing .... haiz go bath and sleep le .....

OUT!

lol .. morning .. i sleep at 2+ after trying out the kool T lol ... 8% alc lol .. taste yucky for me XD .... haiz wake up at 9 see my niece crying .. hai continue sleep .. till 11 ... wake up ...... haiz ..sian agian .. use come ... check normal thingy .. watch abit anime ..and out i go to J8 meet jaric ...eat ... and wait for bk and daryl to come ... well ...walk around .. buy thingy eat .. and happen to chat with xueting lol since she working at J8 lol haiz .... later on go bk house watch movie ..laugh untill i cough llol..after that when for dinner at pizza hut lol BK TREAT sia lol ......then follow by that i went to orchard to see fiona(grandma) and shun bian buy the white long sleeve shirt for my cca investiture use lol .... >.< till then i realise... my leg... REALLY VERY SHORT SIA!!!! T_T.....after that i loiter around orchard to wait for fiona off work lol .. saw the Bee movie de preview ... OH MAN i wan to watch it SIA !!! XD lol take train home with her lol then send her home ahaha then i went home .. when i alight at busstop .. went to 7-11 and buy a drink ... another drink .... been kind of drinking since after jeanie(mama) bday celebrate lol .. tried 4 diff brand of drink lol ... each on a diff nite lol ... reach home ....... sian agina .. tml i got a battle to fight .... gonna be a busy day tml ... haiz... hopefully its fun ...

haiz..

sianness like a virus .. ITS SPREADING ....
one who enjoy life a lot ..will never understand one who is suffering in life ...
maybe peoples struggle in the world ... while others enjoy ...
y is stress created? y must stress exist ? more and more people are getting crazy in this world .. more and more ... when a brain that pressures tooooo much ... run away is the only way ... running from reality .. for me .. thats wat i call crazy ... .. but one think i can say ...
crazy people are the most happy people ... y? i dunno .. its just my point of view at looking things ... maybe .. one day ... i will hope that i go crazy ... but it will not happen .... i wan to live.. and to run wildly in that big plain flat grass plain ..... unlimit space to run ... nv ending ... till the day i die ... wat is thought nv really will happen .. but thinking of it ... is somehow sometime enough for me ... i lost my mood and i dunnno y .. i lost the feeling of anything ... i walk like a lifeless person .. i have no aims .. no goals.. no targets ... NO life...... y am i thinking so much ? i'm lost .... yet again ... in this big big patch of clouds.. i.... cannot find my way ..... i cannot see anything ... nothing ..... blank is all i know ...blank....blank......

work ...

haiz ...morning work ..reach home 8am .. go work at 9am again .....wedding buffet ... haiz so sian....but chatting during work was nice lol ...haiz.. go home .. reach at 9pm -_- ....so.... sian .. the moment i step into house i sian liao ... LOL
I..... recently .. always so ... haiz ... dunno wat happen to me ... >.< ...... maybe ... i should stay out more offen ....>.<

Misson failed ...

haiz... this morning ... came home from supper with mama and grandma ..(thu) ...its friday ... later lesson 8 ... means i 6 need to wake up .. HENCE ... i decided ..to try not sleeping lol ....
well .. anime ... anime anime ... and did abit document thingy ..... while reaching .. 3am .. crucial moment lol the fight of sleep and awake hehe ... wa so fun >.< .... untill 6 am .. i so happy sia .. can go sch liao ... THEN ... the worst decision i ever made .. to FEEL the bed awhile ..... AND .... something happen ....... the time ... speed up!!! one blink .. its 11 -_- ........ haiz? wat to do ...... alll its left ? sleep lor ~~ lol untill 2 pm .. then wathc anime untilllllllll 6 ... then watch tv .. sibei sibei sibei sian .... 8 pm went out to 7-11 buy drink lol something that nv try before ... but not bad lol ... drink liao hot lol ~~~ still now still abit feeling in the head haha my limit is soooooo low :(
1 hr left ... SIAN AR ... tml got work all the way goody occupied :D

SIAO family

its dunno wat time liao ... but i count it as thusday :D
today ar .. sleep and sleep and sleep .... sleep and sleep and sleep ... the day before i 1130 sleep liao .... but today 11+ then wake up .. east lunch ... use abit com .. sleep again .... wonder y sia .. maybe pia 2.4 yesterday too much le hehe ... 10.55 ... dunnno good or bad ... i can do better IF I NV STOP JOGGING FOR 3 months T_T ... if i nv sprain my leg ... so many* if i nv*....haiz ....my napha for this term will be better!!!! ...Haiz.. gone to johnny mums wake .... now hes gonna stay alone ... poor thing ... haiz ... his bday is this tuesday .. his mum died monday ... -_- ... haiz .... he say tuedays see his mum put in coffin .. his bday ... very sad day sia ...haiz ... nth to say ........ ahaha manage to go see doc and get MC weeeeee ... should have ask for 2 days MC ... hehe... went to eat with Jeanie( mama ) and fiona( *suddenly become* grandma) supper ... they LAUGH UNTILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL lol ... no comments... lol scary is all i can say >.< lalalalala~~~lol
Wednesday ...
today ... go sch ..so sian ... was late also ... but got cca meeting .. sianzzz after cca napha test ...2.4... i run 10.55 while forcing myself so hard. ... i so unhappy with it ... haiz .... nth much to say ...lonely day also ....

lol lazy day

watch anime till 3 ..am ... sleep ..7 wake up ..sleep.. 9 wake up ..sleep again ... 11 wake up ... use com lol anime again.... then .. haiz ... tell J(mama) i go sch lol ... end up go J8 mean jaric and eat XD .... then go bk house screw chemistry into his brain .. tml he chem paper lol i VOMIT BLOOD UNTILLLLLLL lol ......... left at 10+ .... they go jog .. i sian 1/2 .... then tok bus home .. go 7-11 buy breezer to drink ... lol now reach home .. face feel so HOT .. head like alot blood RUSHING .. lol ..... but i know i'm NOT drunk lol XD...but sianzzz haiz....
after posting it ... i realise one thing ... i forgot the MOSSSST important thingy ... I MET miss HOW at J8 have a NICE chat with her ... jaric also there haha and i miss her so MUCH lol XD....gald to see that shes fine ... and EH yesterady saw mdm kavita lol ....

rain~~

today ..wake up liao sleep .. wake up liao sleep again .. wake up liao STILL sleep ahahaha untill 12+ go prepare go sch .. but first ... meet jaric go eat eat ahahah ... my lesson 2 pm start .. i 2 still at J8 lol ... . reach sch 3.30 ....... i on my way in ...see my classmate walk out -_- .... aiiiiyo wasted lol .... so take mrt with daniel renzheng and xue qi ... haiz ... renzheng boon lay .. xue qi admiralty.. daniel yishun .. haiz .. me ang mo kio again ... so sian .... 4+ reach amk ... feel so.... hence i went to jubilee play arcade for 1 hr plus ... so SIAN ... haiz ... too lonely le :( lol!! play game also no mood .. wen to buy bubble tea and went home liao ... lol .... at home do wat also no mood .. sibei sian .. even sleep also no mood ... keep thinking of jogging .. but the bloody rain nv think of stopping ARGH !!!! haiz ... SIAN RAIN RAIN RAIN

creammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy

ahaha poor thing sia ... me XD not my bday also kanna the cream untillllllll lol ....
yesterday ... was fun go celebrate jeanie(mama) de bday ...lol .... but kind of worry lol
mama!be strong! XD
saturday ...
well it was boring in the starting ... at nite when to join night riding thingy with jaric .. and hell lot of people together from point to point ... fun .. but some parts are boring ..haiz .. i wan to.... one day .. run crazily like theres no ending ....... i wan to spent my time .. more usefully ... i wan to change who i am ...i hate myself .... thats all i can say .....
today ....just reach home not long ... after departed from jeanie me can chun siong ... sit at busstop chat and chat and chat .... for like 1 hr ? lol .... but i believe it can be never ending de lol but he rushing off .. so too bad :( lol
chatting to me is something very relaxing .. acting is one thing i dun like ...control is something that i dun have .... wellll ...... haiz....

lost...

yesterday..
when to sch ... haiz... one of my classmate quit sch .. so sad for him .. potential 4 pointer ...Haiz.....sch end so early ... 11.30 am ... haiz ... alone go home ... so sian ....haiz ... too 74 home ...haiz... one sleep .. pass amk .... die .... haiz....i always tot 74 stop at amk ... BUT ... haiz... rain lor .. hence i decide to sit all the way to interchange..... alll the way ..... so ..... lol...to hougang ... WA FAR LEH ..... sian lor .. take mrt ...haiz ... go bishan meet book kiat take pay LOL treat him to pizza hut XD ... end up i eat the 20+ he only 9+ lol !! DULUXE CHEESEEEEEE i love it lol !!! XD .... haiz .. go arcade lol play play ... wait for jaric ... and then all go bk house watch movie *KUNG POW* LAUGH untill cannot sia... SI BEI FUNNY lol .....

.....

well ... recently got the heavy heavy feeling sia ... always so sleepy .. so wan to sleep yet more i sleep more sleepy i am.... so much so .. special thingy happen e.g ... uncle funeral ... see amk market on fire ... accident .... and so on .... i dun know .. y just .. maybe i'm sick ? or just mentally tired ... i got the ... no mather how long i sleep also not enough feeling ... and Y ? i dun know ...
today ... camp at home ..wan to jog ..rain ... wan to do thing .. all never do .. lazy again ... bad habit .... when to eat supper with jeanie(mama) and fiona(aunty) LOL hungry ghost ... lol
eh but really believe that .. a mood can be like a virus .. it spread .. to people near u ... but how will it be like ? unknown .....life is full of unknown ... wheres the ans for them ? its also unknown ...

HAPPY BIRTH DAY JEANIE (MAMA)

wish u faster get older~~

EXPERIENCE....

haiz... start with yesterday ...
boring day ..wake up watch tv rain rain rain ...
at night go work ..new place .. a cafe inside planet fitness ... in suntec ... lol nice but food too healthy i dun like... but boss is pretty and nice ^^
today ......... i... CAR ACCIDENT .....
haiz... my plan was... go pick up my sis from work ... at 6 pm ... then go my uncle funeral chanting .. last nite liao ... THEN ... on the way ... i ... haiz ... brake .. van slide ...PONG ..... dotz.... luckily no injury but ...... haiz ...... die lor ... hit people backside ... lol .... ... LOL is all i can say .. blur liao .. blur liao ... think if no need next time i dun use van le ...... PHOBIA lol ...
LANGA-PHOBIA

lazy

well .. i count is today la..(sunday)
todoy ... welll nth .. much yet ... reach home 9 am .. sleep ... 11+ wake up eat .. then lazy lazy .. use com ... then 2++ sleep .... 4++ wake up ... then ...use com again .... and watch tv ... 9++ go down funeral there chat chat ....
actually funeral is more of a good thing .. everyone make time to go down and gather ... and chat ...... then can feel the bond ... still there ... arbo all normally dun meet to chat one ......
so funeral is more of a relative gather time .. to sit down have have nice chat .. wether they gamble or not .. lol ..... so... close and warm feeling around .... just so ... warm .. i like that feeling ..so much ... the feeling of bonding around... lol ....

Death

this morning didn't really sleep .. since the first thing i heard after awaking around 4 was that ... my biggest uncle have died .. at 3+ am .. well ... work comes first ... after i reach home around9 ... i on my com .. yet dun feel like using it .. hence .. i went to do something ... which is to wash my mum's van ...it took me 2hrs ++ to finish washing ... well ... feel so ..good ....i go back home 11 liao ... took a bath ..ate my lunch ... and off i drove with my mum to my uncle place ........ the funeral thingy is set up liao ... just that body is not there ... so we waited .. for the family member to *invite* him down ..... next moment i realise ... there he was lying in that wooden container ... took a few glance at him .. he look so peace ... and well ... emotional thingy sure thats place ... but in my heart this time .. i hold them back for a reason i dun know ...finally ... sealing up ... i offered joss sticks... and off i go back home ... its raining ... so heavily ... soo sooo heavily .... haiz... i think i go sleep liao ..............

stage..

today ..when i woke up .. i felt so lazy .. but eventually i have nothing to do .. hence .. watch anime lor ... then while using my com .. i decide to try installing counter strike again ... really missed that game since the last time my com have error and i have no choice but to stop playing ... well i was so happy ... but that mood had a 180 degree change ... as my father was out for since 5 pm .. and the reason was that ... he went to fetch my 6th aunt .. to see my biggest uncle ... my uncle .. was sent home by the hospital to ... wait for his death arrival.. and was predict that he won't live pass monday .... and well ... wat can i say ? hmmmm he suffered the same sickness as my 2nd uncle ... and now .. he's ending soon...
life is like a stage .. once i was brought upon it .. wat ever u see on it ... its just acting ... nth much in my life felt real .. where does truth lies ? ... days passes .. my age grew .. and more death is wat i see one by one they are dying off ... their stage life ended .. but the ending .. is always unpredictable ... when will be the time my show end ? its not something i can plan to or predict ... well ... i'm kind of .. numb about funeral liao .. will my tears flow ? its something i dunno ... but as long as i;m still alife .. my stories goes on....
.........

my aging com..

oh man ..due to my come kanna auto restart and auto shut down ... made me dun feel like blogging recently lol ..... but today ... it totally fine .. i dunno y ... maybe computer also have *period* lol ...
tuesdays ..
was a peaceful day .. nth much was done and sleeping is all i rmb .. untilll ... nite ...jaric called ... said boss need helper ... went down to work at 6++ pm .. untill hmmm 3 am ? lol by the time i really sleep .. its 4+ already ... scare will wake up late for wednesday sia ..
wed.... well .. woke up at 11+ am .. luckily ... had my lunch and prepare thingy and off i go to meet jaric and chun siong then go sentosa ... ahahah with .. aiya lazy to say zz lol it WAS quite fun ... hehe poor fiona fall victim hehehe kanna drench by me hehe too bad shu hui and qin liu ownself go in water ...zzzz and yueqi die also dun wan put down her cam!!! AIYA ... heheheh
thusday..
so boring today .. sleep untill 1 then wake up ..use come watch anime untill 4+ when jogging with eugene... so sad sia .. my stamina all gone le .. run abit i gone case le ... must tone up liao ... HOT LIAO!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAA
today ...
still so early leh ... i go sleep liao then continue hehhe

advanture ^^

lol yesterday was jian ming bday lol ... hence a group of us went out with him .. to celebrate lol ...went to watch resident evil ... lol... abit sian lol ... then when to eat peper lunch with them .. and bought a cake for him .. lol .. went home at 9+ ... take mrt from orchard to amk .. then take 130 home .. over slept ..by about 5 stops -_- untill dunno where .. have to take cab home ...
shuhan jio me supper ... since 2 more days he going in army le lol .... hence we went upp seragoon eat ... THEN they decide to so seletar a very ulu place just to sit and chat lol ... me ,shuhan,eugene,benjin .... benjin try driving my mums van lol ...SLOW sia hehe
THEN THEN ... about 12+ near to 1 am .. someone suggested .. changi village ... LOL
we went there ... to the *carpark* and too bad wrong timing .. only manage to see few *gals* standing there walking for customer lol ... i aalways tot .. they are guys .. how pretty can they be ... but today ... i was amazed by how pretty can they be ... all quite chio lor ... sexy also hehehe just the voice .... we stop by one *gal* and have short chat ... lol and the voice ... -_- .... hahahahahnext time got chacne msut go again hehehe half dead ... driving so tiring ... haizzz

dead man~

lol..... work work work and still work ..... today ... 830 meet jaric and daniel to go boenga work ...
and before that .. i was helping mum at WORK .... and reach home 8++ hence just bath and rush down to work with them ..... hehe untill 8+ go home for short break ... boss so generous hehehe to let me take roses home for my mum ehehhehe but its so wierd to take a bunch of roses and walk around J8 ....>.< .... ahaha welll ..... i just reach home not long ago .... and its 5 am liao ...
zzzzz half dead ... hmmm or should i say fully dead .. waiting to recover hehehhe off to sleep ...

getting fat

ahaha today's weiwen bday ..welll i dun really know him ... but since he invited me ..so i just go along .. they planned to eat at prata house ... and welll .. all are christian ... i'm like the only free thinking .. very out of the group feeling .. heng got jaric and boon kiat there lol
yeserday went bugis with jaric and chun siong ... OUCH ......spent 100+ lol ... end up still owe chun siong $$$ .... tml sure pay him back ..when i get my pay hehehe
yesterday .. was a tired day ... slept at 430 am .... wake up 11 .. go meet them bugis ... haizz. ... shouldnt have ate supper for 4 HOURs ..... lol ...with my childhood friend heheh ...
thusday ...
went swiming wit chun siong and jaric heheh ... damn tired ... and that nite had a quarrel with my mum ... i was SOOOOO bloody pissed off ... but end up i sleep liao wake up ..totally forgot about it lol .... OLD liao ... one sleep i can forget many things .... must sleep less liao heheheh

Yesteday was a fun day.. out whole day ... spent alot $$ ... walk alot .. see alot .. eat alot lol ... and even visited fiona and eat with her lol ...END

sianed day ...

since monday ...i woke up .. went to work .. moving house ? nah ... moving shop ...... and i am mr driver for that day .. all the way to 3 am ... hell ... tiring .. but lucky got jaric and boon kiat to motivate me hahaha ... end up 3+ reach home go help mum work .... reach home 6 am ... took a bath ... then sleep le ...... tilll afternoon ..2+++ wake uup ... go down continue hahaha ... stil alot left to move ... till 12 midnight -_- .... reach home 1++ go eat supper hehe then go home 2+ ... sleep 1 hr .. and off i go to help mum .. T_T half way delivering the newspaper i wan and bang wall .. sudenly become awake LOL but stilll sleepy lol .... today 6 reach home sleep till 3+ much better .. sia ... tml .... GO SWIMING weee lol with jaric and boonkiat. .. the maybe go buy clothes after that heheheh and lastly ... something i learnt ..... ( _l_ -_- _l_ )

children day ....

well .. saturday nite went to my cousin wedding dinner ... quite ok since the whole thigny starts late and early lol because we got there late hehe .... then reach home 11+ pm ... so boring sia ... hence i called chunsiong at 12 midnite to sing him HAPPY BDAY lol then well since he was with adrain at the amk mac ... i went down to meet him ahaha ... we chatted ...till.....hmmm 3+ lol.... end ...
haiz ....yesterday my niece sick .. she was sick since sat .. well my bro too .. so is me .. my sis ..and my father ... my mum .. i should say whole family ..sick lol thx to the weather ar ...
my life cannot be planned .. everything comes when it wants to ... always not according to plan .. so ..wat for plan .. just let it happen hehe see how the clash XD

anger!!

lol .. well yesterday thx to someone with the surname lim and by the name wilmer .. ... i nearly kanna injury... due to a shelf he built ...with totally .. no brain and logic thinking ........ but luckilyi only kanna my armpit .. arbo he DIE ..... ahahaha when i reach home at .. 1+ ... i when on msn .. telling 6 people the same things .. and hoping for some reaction . and this is wat i said
: haiz
: i miss you
well ... reaction of them was .. unexpected hehe ... but heh heh ... just suddenly feels like trying it out lol ..... 4 guys 2 gals ... hehe
i notice ... that my eyesight are falling ... for certain reason i'm sure its falling .. i can feel it is ... and i really dun like this feeling ...i wonder... y ... hopefully it was just imagination .... haiz....
didn't sleep ...cause have to help mum work ... eh ...just reach home ... now half dead hehe its.... sleeping TIME!

headache ....

today i went to work ... well... this week is my last week there .. as i quited .. for personal reason hehe .... and well little do i expect that .. my actual last day of work which is friday .. ended up to be today .... kind of dun wan to leave there .. but .. haiz ... today .. morning rain .. afternoon rain .. night rain ... haiz ... drove to work .. today .. JAM .. go home time ..JAM .. haiz.. untill i head pain ... especially one bloody bangala today .. dare to cycle in front of me !! guess he dunno i am a reckless driver ... haiz ... force me to use the horn and horn him .. second time horning people .. in 7 months time ... lol guess thats how irritating he is ... suddenly .. wanted to drink soft drink with some of ..volka XD ... well it sure is nice .. for dunno wat reason ... haiz ... i'm yet confuse again ...

Sianed

XD .... today everything as normal ... go work ... go home...... BUT something diff ... i got hit by the bus de side mirror .. as it alight at the busstop ... -_- ... standing tooooo out ... PAIN sia lol everyone at the busstop got shocked lol ... so did i -_- ... but well ... IWAS GOOD .... for that moment .. i actually felt tall ... >.< .... that can be hit by the bus side mirror XD ....aahaha ... took 52 home ...... was plaing to sleep all the way ... UNTILLLLL one indian lady boarded the bus .. and sits beside me .. and well i was sleeping by then ... AND damn her .. she talks on the phone UNTILLL SO BLOODY loud .. and well i know the bus hardly anyone understand .. but i very tired wan to sleep T_T .... normally i will sleep fully for the 40 mins trip .. today i spend 20 mins under her voice torture .... ARGH!!!! slept at 7+ pm .. just woke up awhile ago ... later second round of sleeping .. me feel so sicky lol zzzzz

mooncake ? hmmm

just came back from outside .. with 2 childhood mate ahahah well i spent my mooncake festival like a normal day ... work .. . come home .. hahaha but just that help my friend transport dog lol O.o ... then shun bian go eat.. shun bian go sit downstair our block and chat ... then we started to itch .. as we sees .. lighters ..candles .. lantens .. leftover lol first we play candle ... then .... ahahah burning began XD but not very big de hehe quite fun la .. it been so long since i burnt a lanten ... and well ....i miss those days .. back then .. haiz ... for me ... i'm the type who always never will like my current life ... when i'm small i wish to grow up .. while when i'm older ... i wish for the younger days ... 2 more years.. and it will be freedown age .... my life crossed more then 1/5 ( dun expect to live untill 100) in a blink ... really a blink ........
when pure innocent and trust is there .. fun is always there ... but as knowledge grews.. less trust .. less innocent ... people do things ... no longer the way a kid can do it .. no longer so pure mindset ... its .. something i dun like .. i lost it .. and it will never comes back ..

break free

well .. i just finish watching 200 pounds beauty .. online .... hehe .. and then i know y people say its worth watching ... when i start wondering ... wat i wan and wat i have ... i wan to free the world adn not just always sit home to view that small area .. i wan to see ... NEW THINGS new PLACES ... new ... i wan to soar ... i wan to explore .... theres always a wild side of me .. and its always deep inside .. never will i bring it out .. nv will when wat i face is the real world ..real facts.. real things. . nth can be done like wat its like in a animation ... the place where that wildness wat bought to life ..... wat ? is human nature? i dun know . who ? am i ... i dun know ... wat can i do ? i dun know .. theres nth i know ... so i wan to see more learn more know more .. i hope .. i still have to chance ... i dun wish to always be in a well looking at the limited sky .. i wan to be IN the sky looking at the unlimited view from it .. and thats... wat i wan ... so ... life ... or should i say .. it was a prison for me ... for my life ... i wan to break freeeee ......... will i ? ahahaha everything things is linked ... in this world ... everything i do .. link to a future .. so wat will it be ?
Memories.....

MENTAL TORTURE!

working life in a bakery is easy haha act like a wood , do wat u r told to do , pretend not to hear or understand anything haha thats my way ^^ ... wearing like a doctor ... shower cap .... mask ... sometime also mistakely call wrong identity hahahah ..... hence .. its better for me to keep quiet and do my work ... .. welll .... its kind of .. fun as i learn new things .. eh .... but something sure bother me alot ... REAL lot its like a torture ... things i do .. i may be prepare ingrediant for the chef or help making the pastry or decorating it OR packeting the pastry ... well .. its my job to do wat i'm told to .. but haiz.. the most important THING .... i dun get to EAT it .. T_T ..... few hours on something so LOOKING tasty ... OMG ... thats the only thing i felt that is torturing me ... OH MAN .... the work is NOTHING but the temptation is real SOMETHING .... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh XD .....hungry.....

lazy

16 sept sun ...
plan to go jogging but suddenly got called for work XD .... money more important hehe ... when to work ... all the way till 2 am haha .. with boon kiat an jaric ... then go supper~~ omg ..so FULL untill .... round round hahahago homeabit hard to sleep haha
17 spet .. mon ..
meet jaric and daniel (T) and drove them to ngee ann poly lol ... so steep the slope ... haha fun XD went to bukit batok meet weesiang haha end up go eat and play acade untill ... 6++ go back bishan ... lol then planed to go swiming one ..end up play untill so late ... then boon kiat at work .. hence jaric came my house and camp awhile till later ... haha night swiming ..actually quite nice sia .. after all teh kids having lesson gone .. got the peace peace feeling .. hehe
Today ...
haiz ... got up at 7 .. rush out to take bus .. go Pandan loop ... FAR .... 1hr ++ distance hah ... go with renzheng,daniel(C) ,weiqiang haha to deli france bakery work as part time hehe ... well.... first day of course... still not used to it yet .... but kind of can say time fly pass quite fast .. haha hope to try out many new things and learn more more!!! XD ...... learn new thigns is my main aim work at deli hehe next holiday gonna try something else XD sian so late liao .. tml still need wake up early ... man .... office hour izzit the type of work for me hehe everyday somemore ... only sunday off haha hmmm sian ... ahahaha now i know how sian *someone* is liao hehe

memories..

i woke up today with tears in my eyes... i dreamt of my grandma ... 3 years after she died i never dream of her .. i almost totally forgot how she is like ...... but that dream ... so real ... even though its short ... but it bring tears out of me .. i dunno y ... just so weird. ..
drove my uncle back to IMH ..... quite big sia .. never been there before lol .... i find him quite poor thing .. walking a path he didn't wanted to walk ... and well thats life ... not much people can fulfil their dreams or watever thingy .. thats y stories of the impossible are fulfil by using drawings making animation blah blah blah ... how i wish that type of world is real ...

i wish to walk through a portal of worlds and experience many new things

so sianzzzz

13 sept
wa went to work in the morning .. 7+work up .. work till 6++ haha traffic JAMS i hate it !!! haiz ...went home to change clothes and well .. have this taoist thingy for my grandma thingy .. 3 years after death need some ceremony thingy it last all the way to friday afternoon haha zz sian sia hehe went out at 9 and drove jaric and daniel(tan) to pasir ris ... lol lost way YET again XD ... hahaha reach there 10 pm liao haha ... waste like 30 mins -_- go there for wei xiangs bday XD ... left after 12 am ... oh man i love this time .. so nice to speed hehe XD ........

today ..
ahhh morning help mum work .. my eye red red liao .. no sleep ... then manage to sleep for 2 hours ... haiz ... the ceremony thing starts from 10 end at 4 sia zz sian ..
benson just me go catch prawn lol XD end up i fell asleep .... sian SIA ... i wish i went .. it would be fun ... rather that being lonely at home XD .... haiz...

i walked into a room .. totally empty .. all i see is 4 walls .. nth else ... the door is locked i have no where to go ,all i'm left with is to stare blankly at the wall XD ...OH MAN ...

HO lidays~~~

lol finally the exam are over ...and i BELIEVE I CAN PASS lol XD ..... holiday liao .. i wan to find a full time job to pia for one month .. but say and do always is heaven and earth apart ... XD
i chill went down my spine when its holidays .. wonder ..hmmm a plan ?? advanture ? life ?

wat i see in this world i dun really understand quite well but eventually as i grew i'm always learning new things ... never ending .. more and more i wan to learn but how ? first step always is hard .. i guess determination is one thing i lack alot while courage is the other thing .. once in a while i will wonder .. how my brain thinks ... its weird lol. only when i flashback .. i think certian things should be or should not be done hahaha chim ..... life ... i wan to know more about LIFE XD

HEADACHE!!!!

sept 10/07
ahahaha today CMN EXAM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHEERSS!!! AND I BELIEVE I CAN PASS!!!! XD SO HAPPY!!!!! BUT!!! DPA is next >.< ... die this one i totally no confidence ... haiz..... aiyo head pain hope tml go renzheng house study can really STUDY .. ehhehe XD
wa went with daniel(tan) ,jaric, and zhi mian to the dunno wat (choMP choMP) to eat .. so full haha never eat before beancurd with pearl de lol so weird xD on the way back ar.. SIBEI NOISY AH ... people always says 3 women = one market ... for us i think 4 guys = one vivo city .. LOL but damn dun hahah must go out with them more offen liao heheheh

ARGH

I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!!! i hate it when my mum ask me to sleep early ...I REALLY HATE IT ...... if its for a normal mum saying that it will be so nice but for my mum i doubt so she will also scold me if i dun sleep early and that i will have not enough sleep WHEN helping her deliver newspaper ... I HATE it ..... i'm so hating it .. its always like that .. when i'm awake up late she will just nag abit IF i dun have to help her the next day .. and if i DO she will give me the bloody piss of attitude ... as if she worry that i have not enough sleep and DELIVER THE WRONG houses ... I HAVE MY OWN LIFE .. i jsut wish for abit of it ... i've been living a life like not mine ... .................. WHEN can i get out of all this shit .. i'm doing it becuase shes my mum .. but .. i wan my own life too .. i'm 19 .... getting old ... i wan to enjoy while i still can .. T_T but do i have a choice ? .............

If my life could be like a game .. i jsut restart it if it dun end the way i wan .. i just restart it ... restart it .....

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sat 080907
dragging my whole day ... i feel weird ... so weird ... so sian so boring .. went to work today .. i feel so diff today at work ... doing set up for sunday's event
after work went to renzheng house slack with benson and deniel(chua) there hahah till 10+ then go home....

home is a place of warm ..yet once in a while i du wish to go home .. for some reason i myself dun know .. i wan to run away to a quiet place, a place with everything new ... i wan a new adventure i wan .. a new life .. i'm always regret of things in the pass .. will i still ... continue regreting ? Life .. i wish to understand u more ....

Mood thinking...

thusdays.. went swiming at daryl's condo.... fun but sian haha.... i wan to go beach!!! roar!!! i wan to know more people!!! ......... i feel so weird.. at nite went out with childhood friend to sat supper. .. haha then chat untill morning .. go back sleep ... hence ... friday i pon sch hahaha

human .. emotional animal .. y .. we have to understand and know something called emotion exist ... all the mood and feeling is link to emotion... when will i really understand my feeling ? my mood ... my emotion? my life .. too dull ... i wan to add colours to it ... i came to this world of colours.. and as i grew it fade ... now till i finally realise ... i wan to find back all the colours that i lost from my past years ... i dun wan to regret my life for being so black and white ... i wish to go crazy for something crazy with no regret ... i'm out of teenage soon ... i wan something to be ..marked in my life hahaha ... my heart screams for excitment .... AHHHHHHHH

O.o....

aiya today same same la .. almost everyday like photocopy one .. wake up late ..mum nag .. go sch late hahaha then longbang friend home O.o ....lol today learn new place again heheh :D slowly understand singapore more lioa hehehehe ..dun feel like writing much XD (CUT)

bone crackingzzz

4 sept ,
ahahaha today .. pon sch la lol ~~ sian sia haha woke up 10 .. jio jaric go jogging swiming .. end up book kiat jio me go work XD so .. . win win situation is that ... all go work haha .... today help boss move thing from old house to new house hehehe ... so ... abit sian hehehe ... but ok la WORKing :D eh up help till 6pm then go off ... 7+ go swim -_- ..... haha then 9 when off XD go amk hub makan the food court ... then drive them home .. simple sia .. but tiring ... drive and work and drive and swim and drive hahahaha .... back ache sia .. haha today lost way yet again .. learn something new hahaa XD hope tml will be a better day :)

SHOIK~~

wahahahaha today sleep untill 9++ wake up and slack on bed till 10++ then get up ... i'm SO LAZY XD lesson starts at 9am O.o.... but i 12 then go out of house hehehehe today quite simple .. go sch 2 hrs plus .. finish liao haha longbang people home again lol renzheng ,daniel(chua) ,xue qi , liyu .. hahahaha suay sia today ... running on expressway(BKE) kanna 2 TP ... heng they just come to jio me back to left side hahaha ... phew phew phew heheheh hopefully no summon or anything hehehehe .... SCARED SIA ... -_- ... haven 1 years worx.. only 12 point ... XD reach home liao so sian XD tml PON SCH AR~~ go swim hehe .. so hope u SKY !!! DUN RAIN AR!! GIVE BE SHOIK SHOIK SUN!!! :D

BUSY BUSY

ahahahaha teachers day performance on friday was smooth .. but aiiya SIAN la nth much also hahaha plus wanted to go back sec sch T_T but last min go work ... $$ more important hehehhe .... sian lor .. sch go work .. till so late zzzzz then help mum work zzzzz reach home in the morning sleep all the way to afternoon hehe then went to meet up with my primary sch mate ... 7 YEARS i no contact them heheh ... so bad sia me .... everyday year they got gatehring i also no go XD first time go hehehe miss all of them sia ... but ... many stay the smae while theres afew SURprises heheh ....haha when to east coast park -_- meet and eat lol ...boring!! but alot things to chat hehehe ... then after that we when to clubbing XD .... FISRT TIME SIA ... hehe went to MOS .... so fun ..dance like siao hehe bang people like siao hahaha people behind me = suay people hehehe especailly those bangala hehehe fisrt time play untill so song. .... but my ear numb untilllll haha till now still got the feeling .. but shiok.....

last day!

haha today rehersal for the actual tml performance lol but i think ar also not much people will come de hehe so no need care hehe XD.... even teacher say pon the concert hahaha .. ohhh man .. i wanan go abck to my old sch ... visit T_T .... but afternoon got work at 2 ......hopefully can squeeze abit time out to go ... HOPEfully...... hahaha
i miss my teacehrs... afterall its 6 years of my sec sch life hehehe ....haiz.... i hate growing up ... OLD liao.. OLD liao.....XD

HIONG AR

this entry is for yesterday .... (29 of aug) ....
today... very very very very tired..... XD no sch sia ... but so bloody zzzzz hahaha morning went to fetch benson and daniel(chua) to go... renzheng house do project XD *last min do de* hehehhe theni know our group got 2 new people haha liyu and xueqi ... so shun bian long bang all to renzheng house ahha .. actually ... meet at 9 am .... end up 2 pm then reach his house -_-. .....
chaos!!! haha do project like siao .. till 5++ finish !! then go makan haha ... and then we start doing our *teachers day * present for the teachers XD benson's idea :D we all just help out hehehe so fun hahaha make colourful sand for the teachers and teachers day card heheh hoping to give them a big surprise !!!!XD .... ... till 10.30 pm -_- we left ..drove them all home .. and reach home at 12++ ... half alive ... auper panda eyes... back ache lol OLD LIAO!!!!lol tml -_- DIE ar... early reach sch -_- ....

CUT!

today sian , reach on time for napha .. result not bad quite happy .. injured leg because play too much... rehersal for dance and pon DPA nice sia ..after rehersal sleep for some time.. song sia..end.....
tml no sch , whole day cancel... go renzheng house de project.. die zzz XD


(SHORT SHORT ONE) O.o...

sianzzz

WA today haha sleep like a pig till 9 30 XD reach sch at 11 -_-.... then go attend some self esstem talk lol .... then the rest of the time rehersal on dancing again lol from 1 till 4++ hahaha
pon one of the most sian lesson DPA!!! wooo lol but dance was tiring .... very ... sweat like hell hehe .... suddenly i think i should start making new friends lol O.o ....
WA SIAN AR!!! TML NAPHA TEST!!!! NA BEI AR!! NO TIME TRAIN T_T .... DIE LA ..... my leg T_T ... pray ar to my ah ma my ah gong !!! hahahah ...... -_-.. lol still got test somemore zzz heng ar .. tml dance pratice can my DPA AGAIN!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lol -_-..... hope teachers day perform go smoothly XD

when my mind starts to think ... my body starts to change ... my vision is different ..and wat can i see from it ? i dunno wat it is .. i dunno wat i'm thinking ... its just a weird feeling of changing ... i wish i sees my wings i wish it make me fly .. i hope to touch the sky ..but when i really have it... wat will i think then ? life of a path never ending .. i dunno how long is it .. i can't see the end its seem like never end.. my life...a path i always walk on.. will u pass by ?

Sunday

Waaaa another boring sunday ... my sunday always so boring de LEH y sia lol .... sleep and sleep and sleep hehehe alot today ....
apply med on my leg again hehe hope my leg back to 100% !!!! then i happy liao hehehe
wa next week busy week ... rehersal for teachers day .. hehehe alot alot !! hope nth goes wrong!!!

every once in awhile i feel that... i am crazy .. maybe i should got to IMH stay .. i wonder y .. i just feel like ... i have mental problem ... is it true ? hmmm kind of think i am siao siao de hahaha dunnno y sia ... crazy ... maybe something i wished for ... lol ....

Amazing Race

WOW .. today when to sentosa lol for a so called "amazing race" lol with 3 friend of my class we form a team to participate XD .....lol .... when i voluteer for it .. i tot it will be something sian ...
haha reach there very sian WORX because morning help mum work then by 9 am need reach sentosa haha ... today .. i feel so HEALTHY .... drink so much water sweat like hell .. run like crazy and half dead now blogging ...lol ... torturing as the station are all so far from each other .. suddenly on my second trip of my life to sentosa .. i learnt alot about it XD due to the running around sentosa for hmmm 6++ hrs XD .. We came in 7th out of 20 groups haha kind of sad.. but we enjoyed the whole thingy .. !!! meaning full ... hope to go for somemore race like this ^^

Just now before i blog .. my sister carried my niece ... at that moment .. when i was looking at my niece face .. i felt a special happiness and got the 'touched' feeling somehow lol... weird sia XD.....

I'm keep having a 'Haiz' feeling out of no where sia .. suddenly will jsut feel... haiz a sigh just out of no where witout reason lol XD weird weird thingy ....

TIRED!!!

lol... today so tired..... so many things do .. morning help mum work .. due to a worker MC ... haizzz make my start of day so sleepy ... drove to sch .. JAM like hell ... haiz.. i hate to drive jaming time sia... lol boring sia todays lesson .. haha after sch got rehersal for dance on teachers day haha ... new steps ... eh ... sia la ... sweat like hell lol everyone like kanna rain like that XD
12+ till 5+ wa sleepy ar ... haha but it was so fun ... hahaha ... long bang friend home .... again ... haha then on my way how .. at the express way ... SLEEPY SIA!! ... nearly eyes close -_- wa DANGER sia ... haha end up have to off the aircon so the be more awake O.o ... but was a scary ride home .....
haiz.. tml have to help mum again... after that going sentosa~~~ for amazing race -_- ... for sch de ... aiyo tml dunno can tahan anot hehehe CAN'T WAIT !!!!

weird!!!

aiyo weird sia !!! yesterday wanna blog CANNOT SIA!!!! error webpage hmmm ....hahaha
august 22th...
so so so LATE for sch 8 start i 12 reach hahahaha drive friend to vet for his dog vaccine jab lol ... so nice of me sia XD :D go sch liao sian ar!! heng got my friends with me XD haha aiyo forgot wat else liao
Today....
hehehe today pon sch ... AGAIN ... hahaha go swim with jaric XD two person only ... sounds gay right hahaha XD wa sun is sooo sooo sooo nice hehehehe ... i realise my stamina for swiming really very very very limited need to train more!!! WATS MORE ... i saw a very very nice scene!!! a round rainbow .. big one... one round around the sun ... so ... BEAUTIFUL SIA!!! but hp in locker no chance take T_T so rare.... so nice!! today pon sch so worth it !!! haha later accompany jaric go meet daniel(tan) and zhi mian to go cut hair hahah they cut i play nintendo DS haha.. after that i long bang jaric home hahah ... go his house easy .. he lead way ... BUT ... cmoe back i LOST way ... alamak ... estimate about 15 mins thingy end up to be 40+ mins ... aiyo .... haha learnt new places haha everytime i get lost XD good way to learn XD
aiyo ... tml test again .. i dun wan ... sian la zzzz after sch SC rehersal hehe sounds FUN! XD
wa next WEEK NAPHA TEST!!! AHHHHHHHHH need to train liao XD !!!! very long no jog!!! AHHH STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!

BLUR!

lol wats with me today!!! haha went to bath without bring my clothes in hahaha bath finish then notice O.o ... heng the rest all sleep liao hehehe CENSORED!!! XD cold sia the weather hehehe
tml test again aiyo left my file in school locker -_- die UNTILLLLLLLL lol ..... today sat down and chat with my friends at my mums van lol suddenly i realise many things ... and learn some things ...WA have to sleep early liao .. tml test test test!!!!
u came into this room .. and u went out .... no matter how to pretend or forgets .. the fact that u have been in there is forever .. i dun know how to view things from otehr view , i dun know how to judge things , all i know is to learn things when its something i never came across before... i learn from my life .. then things i been thru in my life on my path is wat i learn and alway rmb ... always rmb....

sunday!zzzz

haha today so sian la!! sleep sleep and sleep , NO LIFE!!! rain somemore ... cannot go out exercise XD ...... yesterday at least got cca to kill quite sometime seh... aiyo... my mum bought some med from a chinese doc to put on my ankle ... my old injury from 2 months ago still haven reccover fully ... HOPEFULLY IT WORKS ar ..... put on leg whole day so weird lol ... from nothing to abit pain to ITCHY!!! aiya!! can't wait for tml morning to take it off muhahaha
y my sunday also so sian one .. next sunday need to plan go out liao!!

DEAD BEAT

wa today lol wake up so late for sch hehehe 8 am sch 9.30 then wake up lol. RAIN UNTILLL make me sleep so song hehehehe , reach sch 1030 haha go class few mins dismiss liao XD lol
after sch help renzheng move house XD that idiot bluff me say abit things only end up SO MANY squeeze untill the van so full haha heng got benson,daniel(tan),kenneth HELP AR arbo i gone liao lol XDtoday lost way many time hahaha turn and turn and turn EH ... and found it lol so fun XD like advanturing sia heheh wa i today so bad sia -_- chiong pass red light 3 times T_T ........ SINNER!!! go back to sch -_- for my CCA thingy .. end up watching and not joining .... aiyoooooooooo sian ar lol .... then longbang my friend go orchard ... JAM UNTILLLLLLLLL i wan to make my mums van fly sia lol today drive for hours... PEK CEK ar , HEAD PAIN AR... and ... ITS SLEEPING TIME ^^

Brainstorm!!

wow suddenly i got so many things to do haha 3 projects O.o cca thingy~ work work ~ goona feel the feeling of busy hehe always in a slacky mood .. wonder being busy is like wat? hahaha learning the way of *dun care do liao then say * muhahaha anything just say ok ~ haha dun care liao do first hahaha . die la tml retest clash with work!!! dun care liao go work muhahahah more of money face then study face XD teachers gonna kill me!! i fail both his test haha now pon his retest die liao ... XD dun care liao haha see wat happens XD *pray* .
looking at a wall i made and wats on the other side ? i dun wish to see.... but it seem like its a wall and yet a transparent one ... i sees wats going on .. feels wat it is ,can't take my eyes off it
wat is it ? hmm why is it ? heart and brain ... do they understand each other ? my brain dun see to be able to process wat my heart is thinking or feeling .. haha i dunno wat it is sia!! aiyo chim ar......

weird day

waaa today so hmmm weird , i so HIGH today lol weird sia lol like not sad at all hahah wonder y lol maybe because morning i heard the song by alex tou dunno wat title but the lyric( baby dun go~~ dun goooo~~~ how can i wake up tml~ ) lol wa today ... see her so moodless and even cried ..... wa wanted to askher but dun dare sia ... haiz... feels so weird then ... WAAAA 2 more week NAPHA TEST! DIE!!!!!!!! PIA AR!!!!!

SUN!

wa today so shiok!!sleep untill 9 then wake up wahahaha,when swiming with jaric,cs,daniel(tan) . SOOOOOO long never swim T_T i love sun tann~~~ getting whiter!!hehehe the feeling of sun is always sooooo goood hehehehe .after that they go study ... i tag along .. SO KILLING ... to study in a library for hours.... i cannot tahan ar!!! nth that interests me XD other then the gals there hehehe all so quiet one .. sian hehehhe so cold untill i wan to sleep also cannot lol . think abit sun burn liao hehehe XD aiyo tml go school .. SIAN AR!!!

BUSY!

waa today my time so limited T_T lol went to clinic for my 2nd dose of hep B vaccine lol waited like EH 1 hr ? long leh jsut for a 5 mins jab T_T .... arm gonna ache for few days le like last time 1st dose lol . went out to *study* with jaric and daniel(tan) hahahaha end up i'm the only one not studying and very distracted hehehe , study = kill me!! go amk mac both also full like hell , go bishan library full too , end up at j8 mos burger lol weird . after they study XD when to eat ahjisen ~~ nice worx but end up so late reach home o.o SLEEPY AR!!! , hehe tml PON SCHOOL AR!!! go swim ^^ lol

Practice :D

ahhh today first time they start to practice XD for the teachers day performance T_T tired~~~ even though its just simple dance for like hmm 30 secs lol keep practicing haha fun sia XD but sweat like hell O.o ....wonder how will it turn out like in the actually day!!! XD

National Day!

aiyo dunno ya sia national sia i so sian so boring so nothing to do ... supposingly to be a special day but ended up to be a specially boring day ... so dunno wat to do, dunno can do wat...but its be so long since the whole family was home together watching national celebration ... so long ... at least this is something i think worth the whole boring day..haha no fair!!! y tml got school while other holiday!!! argh!!!!.. TIME TO SLEEP~

NDP!!!

1hour 30 mins left to NDP!!!! lol today was so fun .. in the morning school had some celebration lol boring though lol but it was the first time i see how chaotic the back stage can be hahaha.The foyer have bazaar~ lol small but interesting hehe when to play game ... dunno wat name haha sitting on the bull machine that tried to SHAKE u off~ scarliy FUN!! lol first time try lol haha after school hehe went to STEAM BOAT~~haha renzheng so nice sia treat us hehehe :D EAT UNTILLLLLLLLL so bloody full next time i will treat!!! XD ate for few hours lol go home shit like hell XD.......... haha today its SKYE'S BDAY~~ HAPPYBDAY SKYE!!!! hahaha unique days sia a day before NDP ... hehe easy to rmb XD wa today so FUN tml REAL NDP i will SIAN UNTILLLLLLLLL haiz....

weird day

hmmm so weird that i felt cheerful today ? not even a single bit of sorrow ... hehehe maybe i finally got over it. everything i been thru , i expperienced are just part of the path i am walking .its something i can neever avoid it but to go pass it and not stay on the same spot not moving . Yet again I want to CHANGE but ? eh everytime say only heheh XD hopefully one day something will tigger this me and make me change ... till then XD lalalala

peace...

finally i asked for a last hug ... so......... much so .... i dunno wat to say about it ... that hug nearly made me cry ... but have to hold it back .. me dun wan people to see ... especially her .... i feel so.. weird... i can no longer talk like we use to ... all we have is silents... nth else.... i'm speechless beside her .. so speechless.... i dun wan to go school ... i wish that feeling could fate away fast.. .......i guess i need more time.. to get over it ... to really get over it .......

Recovery

wooo recently weather so COLD ...... struggle out of bed sia in the monrning ... XD torturing to abandon my bed!!! class feels weird... to see her as a class mate and not a gf ... i guess it takes time for me to recover hmmmm .... i wish i can hug her one last time ... but so hard to say it out ... few days passed ... still so hard to say ... haizzz.... my heart cannot ease ... i dun like that feeling ..... cold night .... makes me wan to sleep early XD sleep is the best thing i can do , a place where i can put down my feeling for few hours

Gone feelings

today was a very heavy day .. as usual but its ended with a light feeling as that pressuring stone dropped ... yes.. we broke up.. at the point where thats the best choice to go for .. better then both feels and gets the torture...i wan just smiles.. normally .. its sweet .. that i sees it and we are still friends.. but its sure ache abit ... ^^ my mood have came back ... feeling so much better ... :D

!!???

my recent days was like so moodless i drown myself in anime and sleeping slacking on bed ....i'm like a worm ...... lifeless restless... moodless... haiz....luckily theres animation to kill my time... my haiz....nth much to say ... i wish tml come fast.....

lost

haiz.. i'm so lost and confuse recently ... so weird ... so cold feeling ...now i dun know wat my gf wants and at is she thinking ? am i'm not loving enough ? maybe i just can't make her laugh easily like wat others can haiz...
i'm so lost and confuse sooo soo soo lost ... i dun know wat am i thinking i dun know wat to do... just lost...........haiz...

BUSY!

wow its been 10 days since my last entry.... so busy!!!
its been work work work AND sleep XD. transformer the movie! its so nice! aww i wish i had a car like that ?bumerbee? can't remember how to spell its name XD but its cool to have that as a car hehe and the leader *something* prime lol strong sia and COOL !!! big trunk big body hehe unfair XD i wish there will be tranformer 2 hehe... hopefully. Finally after so many month of thinking me finally got time to take a blood take for hep B ,result was good i dun have hep B but beither do i have the vaccine T_T 1 dose cost $43 EX sia!! 1 dose done 2 more to go T_T heart pain~~~ how i wish i can just owkr and dun study XD hehe ... ARGH time to clear all my pile up homework T_T ITS JUST SO MUCH~~~~ AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

humans

its funny to see that in this world there are actually alot more types of people i dun know about , the bad attitude ones seems to be a more common thing to see in my daily life . i went to this house , theres no door bell the door is open while the metal grill is locked .. the owner was sitting near the door but back facing it ,all i can do is knock the metal grill and call for him . the moment i called , he turn and throw the phone he was holding on the table , i was like O.o he scare untill like that then install door bell la XD but i kind of evil to have this thought hehe . I wanna see more types of people ,once in awhile i get to see the good ones, human is so chim....

YumYum

awwww~~~~ my mum bought DURIANS!!!!! can't hold back myself but eating it ...awwww sore throat ,heaty weather , YET still eat durain ... DIE liao~~~ guess it takes few days to fiish those durians..... wa my throat die untill..... by then lol hehehehe cannot stop myself when i see durian ....die .... le one day left for my project -_- ..... 1 day do .. sure no good lol~~~i gonna cough like siao liao XD ....

tired ~~~

wa pig sia today ... sleep for nearly whole day still so tired XD , yesterday work whole day~~ but it was fun hehe as i get to learn new things.. and see somethings hehe...the night life of geylang lol.... my boss is sooooo nice hehe since their workshop is at geylang area and we need ta go take somethings from the workshop and byt he time we left the workshop 9 pm liao hehe and he say its the time of geylang nite life thingy , he drove through lorlong 10 to 6 showing me the chick by the rodaside waiting for business hehehe...i was like wow sexy! pretty!cute!hot! as i used to think those at geylang are aunties type which uncles go for hehe its an eye opener that day .......so worth working hehethat day hehehe....wa die liao my holiday project haven do..die untill...... 2 days more to do liao die DIE DIE!!!!

sian ar

so happy my mum got back from her 8 days once in a life time china trip hehe since its so hard for her to get a chance to take a break , so sad she didn't bye alot of tibits home for me T_T :(
.Aiyo ~~ sian y no work ~~~somemore my sprain leg ar .... abit more back to normal liao!! chiong work liao ar!!! miss my sayang so much XD. hehehe i wan to go joggin ar~ swiming ar!! blading ar T_T sprain leg ar ...second week of my holiday and one more week school reopen le T_T my project still untouched die ar!! i wan to change!! change for a better !! y am i always so lazy !! ARGH ... i wish ,i really wish i can be less lazier .. haiz....

Ice skating

Ohhhh.... today ice skating was soooo fun ... and so nice to see my dar lol miss hugging her T_T~.ice skating is like roller blading sia ..abit same same.lol today skated for quite long ...HAIZ a fun day yet a torturing day T_T ... sprain ankle PAIN ar... swollen so BIG , T_T tml still need to work sia -__- die untill~~~ hopefully by tml miracle happens~ and my ankle BACK to normal!! tolong ar!!!!~~~

the untitled

today is such a boring day~~ first day of the first week of my 3 weeks school holidays and what i did was to sleep the whole~~ day.Oh no... becoming pig liao , its been 2 days since my mum gone for the 8 days holidays trip to china ....the whole house is just so quiet ever since she left.All i see is my lonely dad at home all days ,kind of pity him.Tml going for ice skating~ can't wait to see my gf, i miss hugging her..... tml is going to be a fun day~ my blog is just so..... simple and empty ... gotta do somethings to it soon :)

MY first love

beinging single for 19 year of my life always admire gals i like from afar and always kept it in heart . So lonely , thx to friends who i had who bring my lonely days away .Today i finally got a girlfriend , a wish i had for so many years and shes a malay while i'm a chinese ,somehow someway abit weird feeling from people eyes ,but i guess i just have to get use to it ~ .my life changes the moment i reach 19 ,this is wat i told myself to and aim to do .A new me ,wether my future is good or bad its all depends how i walk from now on .... :D

My first entry

wanted to create a blog on my birthday,which was yesterday but had no time to .
Its my firt time in 19 years to celebrate bday , thx to all my friends to celebrate it with me.
even its just yuki yaki and Kbox , it was so fun that i lost my voice today T_T and i guess this whole week i need to do some execise for the foods i ate at yuki yaki . bday = heart pain ..so ex to celebrate bday ... hehe but so worth it . time to work and earn back money hoping that i can keep this blog alive ....