busy day

another day have passed :( well been working the wole day and just reached home at 2 am zzz and now i gotta go help mum work again ... haiz when i reach home the next time... its really time for me to SLP! XD ~gone~

primary sch chalet gathering

lol haiz it just so nice to see all teh old faces the people who were once my classmates... so long ago we were one class altogether lol about 8 years ago ? lol
first day was quite boring at all reach around 8pm lol a tuesday lol .. i played mahjong at 10 haiz.. all the way till 3+ lost $46 T_T .... well the big winner treats all to macdonald meal delivery .. while waiting we all played some true or dare lol lame and funny ones ahaha ..... then off to slp for all ~ i woke up around 1+pm lol walk to changi village to buy food for everyone ahah with nicholas and marvin lol well since the chalet is at changi lol aloha i think hmmm... nice and quiet and big too !!ahaha came back rest awhile ete and mahjong again!!! lol till i guess its 8+pm ahaha lost $24 >.< ...... total lost $70 the mr big loser T_T ahaha
well the barbercue starts~ and more people arrived from only 10 become 20~ so nice to see so many at once.. so nice also ... i miss all of them! especially my BROTHER!! LIM LIU HOCK as he was born in the same year,month,date as me!! ahaha but after the the bbq :( almost half went home haiz... was kind of abit sad XD ahaha then someone suggested to see ah guar~~ so a small group of us went to *walk walk* and well.. it seems like we've gotten there the wrong time , so deserted lol but still manage to see some ahaha they still loks so hot LOL ...... back to the chalet its time we all sit together and play games ... from 3+ we played untill 6 lol ( 0 , 0 , 7 , BANG , AH! ) loser have to drink ~ ahaha all HIGH liao lol then all went to slp >.< .....gotten a hang-over in the morning when i woke up ARGH~~~so bloody irritating lol once i lie down head aches more lol ... end up i sit at the stair and slpet for 1 hr lol -_- and recovered! and its back to the room to slp ahaha ..... then well someone them plan to go home liao .. so i also joined them since i go work on friday >.< ahaha end up reach home got quite a handfull of things to do so... i took a nap and and did my thigns.. untill now ahah its slpping time~~~~ *GONEZ*

simple me

simple minded eh ? i would say myself ... no materr how angry,how sad after a good sleep i will always feel alot better ~ its always my best medicine lol ... secondly comes songs that i like , they always heat up my heart if the matter boring me is not that serious :) for me... sleeping,moving to the music,exercise and gaming are my best ways to destress!!! and well sometime its craziness ^^ being crazy entertain myself and also the others~ it doesnt matter for myself to look stupid if i can get a smile or laughter back >.< its nice to see peoples especially friends to be happy.A path can nv be smooth and easy to walk , thats y friends are there to support each other , helping each others >.< i am still learning the meaning,the importance and how to treasure them ^^

Mr emo?

i always remembered that how cool those heros or main characters in a show or anime as they always is the main person of the show,if a show without them ? its not even a show. I always wish that my life could be like the animes characters i seen , eiter u start with a very sad background story , or u are born with somethings a normal huamn dun have or even labeled as monster.After what that has happened to them,they still live on strongly changing their fate,changing peoples view on them ,changing everyone around them .Being reconigse is so so so much they gotten and yet its what they get from the hard life , painful path they had gone through.This is a life i always wish to lead, be the leading character in my life,change everything around me,change my life,but the motivation ,the heart, the feel,its all absent .Always waiting for a day where i can change my life,but what can waiting do? I want to fill my emptiness in my heart,the loneliness in myself,my dreams,my goals... Far-fetch reachable,yet i wooden doll with a heart i am , self-centering myself,i will never move anywhere,always stay still,with a moving heart and a mind full of thoughts but its my body ,the wooden hard shell has yet moved not even an inch.The world is so big to me,the life is so far for me,my dream are too high for me,my future its so blurish from me.Will i succeed?Will i move?Will i even change?Will i become my life's leader character?Will everything come true? can my wish be granted?What else can i think? i lose myself into my life far too long ,i want to walk out of this place.Where is the entrance? Where is the exit? Where is my home? Where do i belong? Where am i ? What the hell is going on?? I want to rest in peace in a quiet place,doing things i want ,doing thigns i wish,doing things i like ,being myself,being my life.I WANT A LIFE!

personal tots

well suddenly just thoughts of this.. kind of dun get it why .. gals just always smells so nice... not like i'm a pervert or wat.. its just that thats the fact i feel it is >.< .. weird eh .. while we guys stinks to the core LOL .... just... smells nice lol.

cutted!

friday..
a forgotten day >.<
sat..
reach home after heling mum..tired.. slp ... till 3+ woke up.. 6.30pm meet up and went to musicdreamer with grand/ma(J)(K) zhu,and bear lol nice place... nice mood nice to slp >.< ahaha very relaxing place...11+ reached home.. jioed by my two childhood(eugene,shuhan) friend again to chat
sun..
reach home 4+ .. lol surf net awhile till 5..then chiong game till 7+ and slp till >.< 2++ lol meet up with junyi and jaric go vivo watch cosplay lol till 7++ going home, jaric and me went J8 walk walk lol gay O.o ... then went hone chiong game again >.<
mon..
work is all i rmb till 6+ reach home 8 liao ... went to chomp chomp eat supper with nicholas jaric and bk ... *missing text* >.<
tuesday
today a work -_- ... again ... reach home earlier because today cum driver >.< ... haiz..tml ?? work again -_- ... sianed.....lol

long long post......

friday...
last day of my gd friend in ite.. :( peaceful one .. together the 4 of us.. i lobang them to the nearest mrt.. and bye bye to him :( no chance to lobang all 33 of them together liao ... haiz... go home help mum work :( ...
sat....
morning help mum work.. reach home slp ... afternoon work up .. game ... nite when to meet ma(J)grandma(F) zhulynn and bear wen to newton eat lol ...then went to esplanade slack till nite...all go home ... ..
sun
morning help mum work till 10+ reach home.. slp >.< nite went to nite cycling with bk,jaric,nicholas,junyi... jaric's blading .. power pack de worx... from bishan to east coast back to bishan lol tiring sia O.o for blader lol
monday....
reach home slpp like pig till 4 + wake up prepare to go out lol another primary sch mate gathering.... this time its for meiqin's bday celebration lol all go to fish&co
glass house lol the atmosphere not bad nice nice ... then the food also not bad ahaha
tues
...after tat all when sharon house.. want to mahjong de end up play card game lol and drink~ after that.. half gone le.. including me.. but only 1 went to slp .. the rest split to two groups... one continue a water game ahaah .. i go play mahjong ....till i really cannot take it .. -_- go rest ahaha.. like taht rest no PEACE .. all the way till 7 am ...all go off ... lol me go home slack till 10+ took a short nap then 12+ go to school ... take exam .. 3-5 pm ... lol reach home 7+ then reach home ...use com awhile .. go out eat supper with ma(J) and grandma(F) lol ...so bloody funny those photo we took lol too bad i dun have la :( most deleted T_T ......reach home 11 plus... use awhile computer halfway i gonez...coma~~~
wednesday...
11+am i work up .. lol then realise jaric is looking for me~~ ahaha plan to swim end up i overslept ahaha but still meet up la ... but reach bishan pouring liao -_- ..... so walk around.... buy food sit bus interchagne eat... walk around lol .. then go prime mart cut hair ahaha...3+pm then go home -_- .....then ....i play game... all the way till now..... -_- ~~~ lol

thoughts..

monday....
ahaha end up nv slp at all ahaha morning go to sch .. class test slp all the way till afternoon go home ahaha slp till nite ...11+ play game till late late ...
tuesday ...
no sch ahaha 11 + woke up .. today ... i wanted to blog .. but end up no time .. ahaha chiong game whole day >.< ....
wednesday.....
went to woke at mount faber ... its been nearly 1 year since i last went there ...so kind of miss that place ahaha but todya is just go there work for fun .. for i set today as the last time i work for kriston catering ahaha .. >.< ....went home late.. 12+ reach home .. supper with my two childhood friends ahaha then visist one other friends grandma funeral ... :( ... then chat till 3 am go home ......
thusday...
play game till 6 am slp >.< ... then end up 1 pm wake up .. pon sch .. really this week i totday dun wanan go sch!! ahaha >.< but ...... tml die also have to go .. my gd friend last day ... at ite le :( going poly liao haiz... so so sad. .. next time wan see him so hard liao haiz... ...... ...

extras...
monday i was thinking of it .... for this year ~~~ last yesr le .. next year NS liao ... me dun wan think about relationship thingy le ~~ hence this year i'm all out to meet people to meet friends~~~ ahaha to meet who ever out there when i can and when i have the time ^^ ~~ i wanna make this year fun~END

summarise..post..

thusday....
after supper ... had a short chat with my friend till ... 3 am ......
slp .... wake up 11+ pon sch .. go make IC and update passport....then go home slack ...nap awhile .. nite go nicholas house ... lol ..watch beta house , warlords...and drink >.< till head so heavy lol 2 + am slp...
friday....
woke up 7 am ... slp .. woek up 8 am .. slp ... 9 am ... slp finally 10 am really wake up ...lol slack at his house ... till afternoon ....go home ... bath .. then help mum work zzz... nite come home ... sianed ...*missing text*
saturday..
didnt slp ..go straight help mum work .... at 4+ am .. i already in slp walking mode liao ...lol my mother see liao also scare lol ..scare deliver wrong house ahaha... dun let me do the driving also ahaha ... after delivering ... lie behind the van ... COMA~ .... instantly ahaha ...till reach home .. slp till afternoon ...*missing text* nite help mum work again zz sianed ... after work.. mum(J),grandma (F) jio me go chat ... lol till 11+ lol ,sent both home ... chiong down to work ~ ...
sundays.... work work work .... till 11+ am ... go back shop .. slp awhile ...till 3+ continue work till 9+ go home zz DOTZ .... tired.. but can't slp -_- ... lol stuck to the com hehe...