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how i wish that i can once again ..hold u tight..kiss u light..love u right ..
the image of our last hug was still so clear.. that hug i requested after we break off 2 weeks ... the tears that i stop and kept within me .. its been a long year past.. ite only reminds me of u .. is it time for me to move on and look for my love ? backing into square one make me feel so relax yet achieveless... wats in my mind now ? Procrastination is my biggest enemy and laziness is its best allie ... my life just rot ..real rot...

Feel

sat was nice went to see fireworks again nice..but got abit rain lol ... end..

haiz...sun nite i sent my niece home .. back at her house.. my sis was packing her stuff that she needs to bring back ... well last month they just finally signed the divorce letter... and it will become offical on oct... one blink my sister first marriage came to an end .. haiz while i parked the van and went up to help my sis packing .. i noticed the marriage photo .. in the lovely room was taken down .. and well when we are finish and leaving.. my niece hold on to my sister so tight and wont let her go ... a little 4 years old wish is as simple as just wanting my sis to slp with her in wat used to be her room .. in his house.. its really so heart aching to see a scene like that .. haiz... so i go ahead to the van and waited for my sis to come down ... poor thing .. ever since shes 2 years old .. she only get to slp with her mother for 1 day per week ... haiz.. nearly an hour finally i saw my sis coming down .... i guess dissapointment is wat my niece is used to with .. and well now that room of his moved in another gal not my sis but a 19 years old single with a son of her own .. hope she treats my niece well... and hope there wont be a next new *owner* to that room... the room of his that he used to share his sleeps with my sis and their love.. haiz....

one long week post again LOL

monday was quite fun becuase went to ubin just too bad that cnanot cycle .. :( lol but its alame trip lol
tues forgotten lol~~
wed HMMMMM only rmb went supper with eugene then chat untill 5 am LOL ...
thus went for dental appointment ... remove nerve ..ouch~~ 1/4 face numb .. so gao wei LOL then afternoon went to see tie da ... leg ankle abit sprained. lol
friday ^^
lol went bugis with eugene to wallet shop but new wallet LoL just love it ~.~
later went home slack untill time went to meet fiona and jeanie lol and the mood was.. slpy ... lol wait till 7 lol then go off to well marina to watch fireworks... damn damn damn chio ..... but so short finish .. and its go home time .. accidentally injured (J)ma leg >.< so so sorry .... carpark was wow... big -_- ... eanough to train 2.4km run when lost van inside.. -_- luckily found it ... but took quite long time .. and well send all people home~ so its home for me too...slacking time~
sat
just started... but soon le~ off to work :( slacking time short ~ LOL ... mother ah~~~ faster come back from malaysia!!!~~~ LOL off to work~~

One week post ~~~ lazy sia >.< hehe

WA...... just realise more then one week nia post le !! lol .... so much so that i dunno what weekdays blurred only rmb friday onward LOL .....
8 aug
friday clubbing with christine,salena,rohaiya lol ... FUN~~~ tiring .... SHIOK .. headaching ... and ear numbing ~~~ LOL but so damn enjoyed... clubbing is just .... so nice LOL ..... after clubbing 3++ to 4 am liao lol ... they went home and me T_T ... last min called to help mum -_- .. .sian work till 6++ am reach home lol .. abth and slp at 7 ~~ till -_- .... 3++ wake up liao -_- and NUAed whole day LOL ....
nite christine jioed to supper with salena and qinliu tooo ... and well suppose to be just supper at serangoon de desert -_- ... end up finish liao still go prata house .. then go changi village and then to geylang eat side dishes lol ... -_- then reach home 3++am le LOL ...
monday~
lol meet up will ah ma~ lol walk and walk and walk is wat i rmb lol ... fiona so gan jiong spider~~~ LOL ....

medical checkup done!!! heard that its june intake T_T ... pray ar ... my 21st bday dun clash ar!!! PRAAAY PRAAY AR~~~lol

SWAY mahjong~~~

wa~~~ sat so tiring!! lol morning when so alight gyming with nicholas and jaric -_- followed by SWIMING!!!! WEE U WEE~~ so i just enjoy the sun ..it feel so nice and warm.. lol after swiming its time to eat O.o lol j8 food junction .. haiz.. food taste not as gd as before :( .. jaric came my house to send me game GAME GAMESSSSSSSS or i will die without them -_- ... after that me go pick fiona up at paragon lol and so qiao my sister also going there lol shun bian drive her there ahaha.. drove fiona home to get prepared!! lol too bad the nearby dun have real badminton court :( lol and we played in front of those.. 7th month *eat table* place lol woooooo.... lol and well after that -_- .. just straigth go eat -_- ...at tampines mall wearing so simple lol first tiem sia lol -_- ...eating is SURE LONG WAIT .... after that drove jeanie home and well... lao mao bing again ... lol shld be yishun i go amk LOL then turn back yishun .. shld be turn right i go straight -_- KAO ... my memory really gone case -_- LOL ... reach home to prepare to go sharon house~~ celebrating daryl's bday! End up become army talk -_- ... all guy sit down and its ARMY life~ LOL for HOURS lor ... i came for mahjong de leh T_T lol .. HENG .. when thsoe tired one goes home .. the rest just nice make one table ^^ but HAIZ... sibei sway sia ... 1 whole round i only won ONCE with 2 tais -_- KAOZ... must be i say wrong things offended .....thats y luck so sway .... PAISEH AH all the hao brothers enjoy your one month stay... and relax worx... ~~

death yet again

haiz.. today know about the news of a malay uncle death .. so shocked... he's a customer of my parent .. so collect his bills every month .. and boom.. he's gone .. so shocked.. he's such a nice guy ,friendly and always with smile and laughter and her nearly bed ridden wife ... haiz... unexpected that he will go before his wife .. may u rest in peace..

Happy Birthday To Christine!

lol *yesterday* christine bday lol so poor thing sia kanna OT lol ... till 9++ lol then salena and qinliu plans to surprise her lol ... a very last min plan lol .... salena even brought along her guitar O.o lol ... below her house .. car park there .. open the van door and boo salena and ql inside and started singing bday song lol .. all feeling so excited at that moment .. gan jiong sia ... lol first time helping people celebrate bday in a van lol ... funny also lol ... after taht we went to nearby coffee shop buy drinks.. and wow .. the road side .. FULL ..of lighted candles... machiam they lit a path for the .. woooooooooo .... its 11+ lol we sat and drink and chat ~~ lol all quit high lol ....till 12 ++ ... first day of ..WOOOOOOOOOOO ...... lol 7th month .... wa the feeling damn chill de lol and well all walk christine home and i sent the rest home and ... home sweet home ~~~ First day liao LOL .... woooooooooo ... tml badminton ! sure alot *audience* .. WA ... choy choy ....