tired!!!!

lol.... just reach home ... from a day of work ... heated the leftover dinner food ... and eat it with bread .. SOOOOOOOOOO HUNGRY!!!! ....lol....yesterday work up at 9+ ... wanted to go school... end my my father called ... said the van is going to be sent for repair (finally) and everything i the can have to be cleared lol zzzz clear untill 10+ ..prepare liao 11+ le ... wearing shoe ....SUDDENLY HEAVY RAIN zzzzwait for rain smaller then go out ... take bus to sch ..reach at 12.40+lol lesson over XD ... but when to ask teacher for attendence ... then off i go lol .. down to expo to work .... took 1 hr to reach expo ...well event today was more then i tot ... i tot it was a 200+ TABLES event .... end up the exact almount was ..385 tables. ... 3k + people sia ... -__- ... chinese 8 course dinner .... >.< die ar .....so bloodly tired half dead ... lol ..dunno later going sch anot hehe .... IF i can wake up lol~~~ by 8 am ... lol ....zzzzzzz my fun really comes from work ..... a weirdo who enjoy working ... more then staying at home shake leg lol .....

took cab home with work mate .... and we were chatting ... and... suddenly they tok about one of the manager who works in the company.. by the name Patick Tay ....they were saying that he used to be a heavy gambler .. untill there was once he nearly commited suicide ... i was shock to hear that ... and they say luckily his younger sister help him clear all his debt then he nia suicide ... and guess whos that rich sister ? ... ZOE tay .... THE REAL one ... i got so shock upon hearing it lol ......... bro and sis looks world appart lol zzzzzz haiz .... my eyes closing .... haiz go bath and sleep le .....

OUT!

lol .. morning .. i sleep at 2+ after trying out the kool T lol ... 8% alc lol .. taste yucky for me XD .... haiz wake up at 9 see my niece crying .. hai continue sleep .. till 11 ... wake up ...... haiz ..sian agian .. use come ... check normal thingy .. watch abit anime ..and out i go to J8 meet jaric ...eat ... and wait for bk and daryl to come ... well ...walk around .. buy thingy eat .. and happen to chat with xueting lol since she working at J8 lol haiz .... later on go bk house watch movie ..laugh untill i cough llol..after that when for dinner at pizza hut lol BK TREAT sia lol ......then follow by that i went to orchard to see fiona(grandma) and shun bian buy the white long sleeve shirt for my cca investiture use lol .... >.< till then i realise... my leg... REALLY VERY SHORT SIA!!!! T_T.....after that i loiter around orchard to wait for fiona off work lol .. saw the Bee movie de preview ... OH MAN i wan to watch it SIA !!! XD lol take train home with her lol then send her home ahaha then i went home .. when i alight at busstop .. went to 7-11 and buy a drink ... another drink .... been kind of drinking since after jeanie(mama) bday celebrate lol .. tried 4 diff brand of drink lol ... each on a diff nite lol ... reach home ....... sian agina .. tml i got a battle to fight .... gonna be a busy day tml ... haiz... hopefully its fun ...

haiz..

sianness like a virus .. ITS SPREADING ....
one who enjoy life a lot ..will never understand one who is suffering in life ...
maybe peoples struggle in the world ... while others enjoy ...
y is stress created? y must stress exist ? more and more people are getting crazy in this world .. more and more ... when a brain that pressures tooooo much ... run away is the only way ... running from reality .. for me .. thats wat i call crazy ... .. but one think i can say ...
crazy people are the most happy people ... y? i dunno .. its just my point of view at looking things ... maybe .. one day ... i will hope that i go crazy ... but it will not happen .... i wan to live.. and to run wildly in that big plain flat grass plain ..... unlimit space to run ... nv ending ... till the day i die ... wat is thought nv really will happen .. but thinking of it ... is somehow sometime enough for me ... i lost my mood and i dunnno y .. i lost the feeling of anything ... i walk like a lifeless person .. i have no aims .. no goals.. no targets ... NO life...... y am i thinking so much ? i'm lost .... yet again ... in this big big patch of clouds.. i.... cannot find my way ..... i cannot see anything ... nothing ..... blank is all i know ...blank....blank......

work ...

haiz ...morning work ..reach home 8am .. go work at 9am again .....wedding buffet ... haiz so sian....but chatting during work was nice lol ...haiz.. go home .. reach at 9pm -_- ....so.... sian .. the moment i step into house i sian liao ... LOL
I..... recently .. always so ... haiz ... dunno wat happen to me ... >.< ...... maybe ... i should stay out more offen ....>.<

Misson failed ...

haiz... this morning ... came home from supper with mama and grandma ..(thu) ...its friday ... later lesson 8 ... means i 6 need to wake up .. HENCE ... i decided ..to try not sleeping lol ....
well .. anime ... anime anime ... and did abit document thingy ..... while reaching .. 3am .. crucial moment lol the fight of sleep and awake hehe ... wa so fun >.< .... untill 6 am .. i so happy sia .. can go sch liao ... THEN ... the worst decision i ever made .. to FEEL the bed awhile ..... AND .... something happen ....... the time ... speed up!!! one blink .. its 11 -_- ........ haiz? wat to do ...... alll its left ? sleep lor ~~ lol untill 2 pm .. then wathc anime untilllllllll 6 ... then watch tv .. sibei sibei sibei sian .... 8 pm went out to 7-11 buy drink lol something that nv try before ... but not bad lol ... drink liao hot lol ~~~ still now still abit feeling in the head haha my limit is soooooo low :(
1 hr left ... SIAN AR ... tml got work all the way goody occupied :D

SIAO family

its dunno wat time liao ... but i count it as thusday :D
today ar .. sleep and sleep and sleep .... sleep and sleep and sleep ... the day before i 1130 sleep liao .... but today 11+ then wake up .. east lunch ... use abit com .. sleep again .... wonder y sia .. maybe pia 2.4 yesterday too much le hehe ... 10.55 ... dunnno good or bad ... i can do better IF I NV STOP JOGGING FOR 3 months T_T ... if i nv sprain my leg ... so many* if i nv*....haiz ....my napha for this term will be better!!!! ...Haiz.. gone to johnny mums wake .... now hes gonna stay alone ... poor thing ... haiz ... his bday is this tuesday .. his mum died monday ... -_- ... haiz .... he say tuedays see his mum put in coffin .. his bday ... very sad day sia ...haiz ... nth to say ........ ahaha manage to go see doc and get MC weeeeee ... should have ask for 2 days MC ... hehe... went to eat with Jeanie( mama ) and fiona( *suddenly become* grandma) supper ... they LAUGH UNTILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL lol ... no comments... lol scary is all i can say >.< lalalalala~~~lol
Wednesday ...
today ... go sch ..so sian ... was late also ... but got cca meeting .. sianzzz after cca napha test ...2.4... i run 10.55 while forcing myself so hard. ... i so unhappy with it ... haiz .... nth much to say ...lonely day also ....

lol lazy day

watch anime till 3 ..am ... sleep ..7 wake up ..sleep.. 9 wake up ..sleep again ... 11 wake up ... use com lol anime again.... then .. haiz ... tell J(mama) i go sch lol ... end up go J8 mean jaric and eat XD .... then go bk house screw chemistry into his brain .. tml he chem paper lol i VOMIT BLOOD UNTILLLLLLL lol ......... left at 10+ .... they go jog .. i sian 1/2 .... then tok bus home .. go 7-11 buy breezer to drink ... lol now reach home .. face feel so HOT .. head like alot blood RUSHING .. lol ..... but i know i'm NOT drunk lol XD...but sianzzz haiz....
after posting it ... i realise one thing ... i forgot the MOSSSST important thingy ... I MET miss HOW at J8 have a NICE chat with her ... jaric also there haha and i miss her so MUCH lol XD....gald to see that shes fine ... and EH yesterady saw mdm kavita lol ....

rain~~

today ..wake up liao sleep .. wake up liao sleep again .. wake up liao STILL sleep ahahaha untill 12+ go prepare go sch .. but first ... meet jaric go eat eat ahahah ... my lesson 2 pm start .. i 2 still at J8 lol ... . reach sch 3.30 ....... i on my way in ...see my classmate walk out -_- .... aiiiiyo wasted lol .... so take mrt with daniel renzheng and xue qi ... haiz ... renzheng boon lay .. xue qi admiralty.. daniel yishun .. haiz .. me ang mo kio again ... so sian .... 4+ reach amk ... feel so.... hence i went to jubilee play arcade for 1 hr plus ... so SIAN ... haiz ... too lonely le :( lol!! play game also no mood .. wen to buy bubble tea and went home liao ... lol .... at home do wat also no mood .. sibei sian .. even sleep also no mood ... keep thinking of jogging .. but the bloody rain nv think of stopping ARGH !!!! haiz ... SIAN RAIN RAIN RAIN

creammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy

ahaha poor thing sia ... me XD not my bday also kanna the cream untillllllll lol ....
yesterday ... was fun go celebrate jeanie(mama) de bday ...lol .... but kind of worry lol
mama!be strong! XD
saturday ...
well it was boring in the starting ... at nite when to join night riding thingy with jaric .. and hell lot of people together from point to point ... fun .. but some parts are boring ..haiz .. i wan to.... one day .. run crazily like theres no ending ....... i wan to spent my time .. more usefully ... i wan to change who i am ...i hate myself .... thats all i can say .....
today ....just reach home not long ... after departed from jeanie me can chun siong ... sit at busstop chat and chat and chat .... for like 1 hr ? lol .... but i believe it can be never ending de lol but he rushing off .. so too bad :( lol
chatting to me is something very relaxing .. acting is one thing i dun like ...control is something that i dun have .... wellll ...... haiz....

lost...

yesterday..
when to sch ... haiz... one of my classmate quit sch .. so sad for him .. potential 4 pointer ...Haiz.....sch end so early ... 11.30 am ... haiz ... alone go home ... so sian ....haiz ... too 74 home ...haiz... one sleep .. pass amk .... die .... haiz....i always tot 74 stop at amk ... BUT ... haiz... rain lor .. hence i decide to sit all the way to interchange..... alll the way ..... so ..... lol...to hougang ... WA FAR LEH ..... sian lor .. take mrt ...haiz ... go bishan meet book kiat take pay LOL treat him to pizza hut XD ... end up i eat the 20+ he only 9+ lol !! DULUXE CHEESEEEEEE i love it lol !!! XD .... haiz .. go arcade lol play play ... wait for jaric ... and then all go bk house watch movie *KUNG POW* LAUGH untill cannot sia... SI BEI FUNNY lol .....

.....

well ... recently got the heavy heavy feeling sia ... always so sleepy .. so wan to sleep yet more i sleep more sleepy i am.... so much so .. special thingy happen e.g ... uncle funeral ... see amk market on fire ... accident .... and so on .... i dun know .. y just .. maybe i'm sick ? or just mentally tired ... i got the ... no mather how long i sleep also not enough feeling ... and Y ? i dun know ...
today ... camp at home ..wan to jog ..rain ... wan to do thing .. all never do .. lazy again ... bad habit .... when to eat supper with jeanie(mama) and fiona(aunty) LOL hungry ghost ... lol
eh but really believe that .. a mood can be like a virus .. it spread .. to people near u ... but how will it be like ? unknown .....life is full of unknown ... wheres the ans for them ? its also unknown ...

HAPPY BIRTH DAY JEANIE (MAMA)

wish u faster get older~~

EXPERIENCE....

haiz... start with yesterday ...
boring day ..wake up watch tv rain rain rain ...
at night go work ..new place .. a cafe inside planet fitness ... in suntec ... lol nice but food too healthy i dun like... but boss is pretty and nice ^^
today ......... i... CAR ACCIDENT .....
haiz... my plan was... go pick up my sis from work ... at 6 pm ... then go my uncle funeral chanting .. last nite liao ... THEN ... on the way ... i ... haiz ... brake .. van slide ...PONG ..... dotz.... luckily no injury but ...... haiz ...... die lor ... hit people backside ... lol .... ... LOL is all i can say .. blur liao .. blur liao ... think if no need next time i dun use van le ...... PHOBIA lol ...
LANGA-PHOBIA

lazy

well .. i count is today la..(sunday)
todoy ... welll nth .. much yet ... reach home 9 am .. sleep ... 11+ wake up eat .. then lazy lazy .. use com ... then 2++ sleep .... 4++ wake up ... then ...use com again .... and watch tv ... 9++ go down funeral there chat chat ....
actually funeral is more of a good thing .. everyone make time to go down and gather ... and chat ...... then can feel the bond ... still there ... arbo all normally dun meet to chat one ......
so funeral is more of a relative gather time .. to sit down have have nice chat .. wether they gamble or not .. lol ..... so... close and warm feeling around .... just so ... warm .. i like that feeling ..so much ... the feeling of bonding around... lol ....

Death

this morning didn't really sleep .. since the first thing i heard after awaking around 4 was that ... my biggest uncle have died .. at 3+ am .. well ... work comes first ... after i reach home around9 ... i on my com .. yet dun feel like using it .. hence .. i went to do something ... which is to wash my mum's van ...it took me 2hrs ++ to finish washing ... well ... feel so ..good ....i go back home 11 liao ... took a bath ..ate my lunch ... and off i drove with my mum to my uncle place ........ the funeral thingy is set up liao ... just that body is not there ... so we waited .. for the family member to *invite* him down ..... next moment i realise ... there he was lying in that wooden container ... took a few glance at him .. he look so peace ... and well ... emotional thingy sure thats place ... but in my heart this time .. i hold them back for a reason i dun know ...finally ... sealing up ... i offered joss sticks... and off i go back home ... its raining ... so heavily ... soo sooo heavily .... haiz... i think i go sleep liao ..............

stage..

today ..when i woke up .. i felt so lazy .. but eventually i have nothing to do .. hence .. watch anime lor ... then while using my com .. i decide to try installing counter strike again ... really missed that game since the last time my com have error and i have no choice but to stop playing ... well i was so happy ... but that mood had a 180 degree change ... as my father was out for since 5 pm .. and the reason was that ... he went to fetch my 6th aunt .. to see my biggest uncle ... my uncle .. was sent home by the hospital to ... wait for his death arrival.. and was predict that he won't live pass monday .... and well ... wat can i say ? hmmmm he suffered the same sickness as my 2nd uncle ... and now .. he's ending soon...
life is like a stage .. once i was brought upon it .. wat ever u see on it ... its just acting ... nth much in my life felt real .. where does truth lies ? ... days passes .. my age grew .. and more death is wat i see one by one they are dying off ... their stage life ended .. but the ending .. is always unpredictable ... when will be the time my show end ? its not something i can plan to or predict ... well ... i'm kind of .. numb about funeral liao .. will my tears flow ? its something i dunno ... but as long as i;m still alife .. my stories goes on....
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my aging com..

oh man ..due to my come kanna auto restart and auto shut down ... made me dun feel like blogging recently lol ..... but today ... it totally fine .. i dunno y ... maybe computer also have *period* lol ...
tuesdays ..
was a peaceful day .. nth much was done and sleeping is all i rmb .. untilll ... nite ...jaric called ... said boss need helper ... went down to work at 6++ pm .. untill hmmm 3 am ? lol by the time i really sleep .. its 4+ already ... scare will wake up late for wednesday sia ..
wed.... well .. woke up at 11+ am .. luckily ... had my lunch and prepare thingy and off i go to meet jaric and chun siong then go sentosa ... ahahah with .. aiya lazy to say zz lol it WAS quite fun ... hehe poor fiona fall victim hehehe kanna drench by me hehe too bad shu hui and qin liu ownself go in water ...zzzz and yueqi die also dun wan put down her cam!!! AIYA ... heheheh
thusday..
so boring today .. sleep untill 1 then wake up ..use come watch anime untill 4+ when jogging with eugene... so sad sia .. my stamina all gone le .. run abit i gone case le ... must tone up liao ... HOT LIAO!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAA
today ...
still so early leh ... i go sleep liao then continue hehhe

advanture ^^

lol yesterday was jian ming bday lol ... hence a group of us went out with him .. to celebrate lol ...went to watch resident evil ... lol... abit sian lol ... then when to eat peper lunch with them .. and bought a cake for him .. lol .. went home at 9+ ... take mrt from orchard to amk .. then take 130 home .. over slept ..by about 5 stops -_- untill dunno where .. have to take cab home ...
shuhan jio me supper ... since 2 more days he going in army le lol .... hence we went upp seragoon eat ... THEN they decide to so seletar a very ulu place just to sit and chat lol ... me ,shuhan,eugene,benjin .... benjin try driving my mums van lol ...SLOW sia hehe
THEN THEN ... about 12+ near to 1 am .. someone suggested .. changi village ... LOL
we went there ... to the *carpark* and too bad wrong timing .. only manage to see few *gals* standing there walking for customer lol ... i aalways tot .. they are guys .. how pretty can they be ... but today ... i was amazed by how pretty can they be ... all quite chio lor ... sexy also hehehe just the voice .... we stop by one *gal* and have short chat ... lol and the voice ... -_- .... hahahahahnext time got chacne msut go again hehehe half dead ... driving so tiring ... haizzz

dead man~

lol..... work work work and still work ..... today ... 830 meet jaric and daniel to go boenga work ...
and before that .. i was helping mum at WORK .... and reach home 8++ hence just bath and rush down to work with them ..... hehe untill 8+ go home for short break ... boss so generous hehehe to let me take roses home for my mum ehehhehe but its so wierd to take a bunch of roses and walk around J8 ....>.< .... ahaha welll ..... i just reach home not long ago .... and its 5 am liao ...
zzzzz half dead ... hmmm or should i say fully dead .. waiting to recover hehehhe off to sleep ...

getting fat

ahaha today's weiwen bday ..welll i dun really know him ... but since he invited me ..so i just go along .. they planned to eat at prata house ... and welll .. all are christian ... i'm like the only free thinking .. very out of the group feeling .. heng got jaric and boon kiat there lol
yeserday went bugis with jaric and chun siong ... OUCH ......spent 100+ lol ... end up still owe chun siong $$$ .... tml sure pay him back ..when i get my pay hehehe
yesterday .. was a tired day ... slept at 430 am .... wake up 11 .. go meet them bugis ... haizz. ... shouldnt have ate supper for 4 HOURs ..... lol ...with my childhood friend heheh ...
thusday ...
went swiming wit chun siong and jaric heheh ... damn tired ... and that nite had a quarrel with my mum ... i was SOOOOO bloody pissed off ... but end up i sleep liao wake up ..totally forgot about it lol .... OLD liao ... one sleep i can forget many things .... must sleep less liao heheheh

Yesteday was a fun day.. out whole day ... spent alot $$ ... walk alot .. see alot .. eat alot lol ... and even visited fiona and eat with her lol ...END

sianed day ...

since monday ...i woke up .. went to work .. moving house ? nah ... moving shop ...... and i am mr driver for that day .. all the way to 3 am ... hell ... tiring .. but lucky got jaric and boon kiat to motivate me hahaha ... end up 3+ reach home go help mum work .... reach home 6 am ... took a bath ... then sleep le ...... tilll afternoon ..2+++ wake uup ... go down continue hahaha ... stil alot left to move ... till 12 midnight -_- .... reach home 1++ go eat supper hehe then go home 2+ ... sleep 1 hr .. and off i go to help mum .. T_T half way delivering the newspaper i wan and bang wall .. sudenly become awake LOL but stilll sleepy lol .... today 6 reach home sleep till 3+ much better .. sia ... tml .... GO SWIMING weee lol with jaric and boonkiat. .. the maybe go buy clothes after that heheheh and lastly ... something i learnt ..... ( _l_ -_- _l_ )

children day ....

well .. saturday nite went to my cousin wedding dinner ... quite ok since the whole thigny starts late and early lol because we got there late hehe .... then reach home 11+ pm ... so boring sia ... hence i called chunsiong at 12 midnite to sing him HAPPY BDAY lol then well since he was with adrain at the amk mac ... i went down to meet him ahaha ... we chatted ...till.....hmmm 3+ lol.... end ...
haiz ....yesterday my niece sick .. she was sick since sat .. well my bro too .. so is me .. my sis ..and my father ... my mum .. i should say whole family ..sick lol thx to the weather ar ...
my life cannot be planned .. everything comes when it wants to ... always not according to plan .. so ..wat for plan .. just let it happen hehe see how the clash XD