aiya today ... so sianed ... reach home 6 am .. slack abit prepare liao .. then set off to sch le .... took 74 ... so long ~~40+ mins to go ... end dup i over slept in bus .. for like 3 to 4 stops ... aiyo sianed lor ..... faster come down cross over and take back -_- ....... reach sch liao soooo bloody hungry ...eat first lor ~~~ then drag abit go class...... sained .. do my 3rd project .. and the plans for finaly project .... head pain ... lol spend whole day doing my 3rd project and finished it XD ....... but so sianed. .. rushed home in time .. to eat lol .. change and off to help mum work again .. i really dun like this kind of life ... 10 years down my life .. i worked for my mum .. but none of the years i really did enjoy working for her ... i work for the sake of working for her ... haiz ....
today while i was collect newspaper money ... one of the *customer* was angry at the record of the papaer her order as if like it overcharged him ... and wat to do .. i dun know about it ? i work 10 years in this job .. but i'm nv into the detail ... how i know ? haiz ... i got so moody after that house and went to the staircase and stoned for 10+ mins... then i got so moodless after that... but still ... then i press the bell of the next house .. that *smile* still have to hang on my face ... so manys years(7-10).. i've seen so many type of people ..those u can really call the good ones... and those who can reallly call the Fuck ones ..... y is this world so unbalance ....
yesterday when i reading grandma(fiona) blog .. i can understand the feeling of those F up customer ....... just their face is enough to make me wan to wrack them lol ... but wat to do ?as long as u are in the service like .. wether is fake or real smile .... u always have to smile .....i was doing it for years in work .. and i hated it for years too ...... the smile in front comes with a cursing behind ... the chinese says knife hidden in laughter .... yes i realy agree ..... :D
i wan to break free one day.. and go crazy ..... rampage around and DESTORY!!!!!!!!!
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