Death

this morning didn't really sleep .. since the first thing i heard after awaking around 4 was that ... my biggest uncle have died .. at 3+ am .. well ... work comes first ... after i reach home around9 ... i on my com .. yet dun feel like using it .. hence .. i went to do something ... which is to wash my mum's van ...it took me 2hrs ++ to finish washing ... well ... feel so ..good ....i go back home 11 liao ... took a bath ..ate my lunch ... and off i drove with my mum to my uncle place ........ the funeral thingy is set up liao ... just that body is not there ... so we waited .. for the family member to *invite* him down ..... next moment i realise ... there he was lying in that wooden container ... took a few glance at him .. he look so peace ... and well ... emotional thingy sure thats place ... but in my heart this time .. i hold them back for a reason i dun know ...finally ... sealing up ... i offered joss sticks... and off i go back home ... its raining ... so heavily ... soo sooo heavily .... haiz... i think i go sleep liao ..............