stage..

today ..when i woke up .. i felt so lazy .. but eventually i have nothing to do .. hence .. watch anime lor ... then while using my com .. i decide to try installing counter strike again ... really missed that game since the last time my com have error and i have no choice but to stop playing ... well i was so happy ... but that mood had a 180 degree change ... as my father was out for since 5 pm .. and the reason was that ... he went to fetch my 6th aunt .. to see my biggest uncle ... my uncle .. was sent home by the hospital to ... wait for his death arrival.. and was predict that he won't live pass monday .... and well ... wat can i say ? hmmmm he suffered the same sickness as my 2nd uncle ... and now .. he's ending soon...
life is like a stage .. once i was brought upon it .. wat ever u see on it ... its just acting ... nth much in my life felt real .. where does truth lies ? ... days passes .. my age grew .. and more death is wat i see one by one they are dying off ... their stage life ended .. but the ending .. is always unpredictable ... when will be the time my show end ? its not something i can plan to or predict ... well ... i'm kind of .. numb about funeral liao .. will my tears flow ? its something i dunno ... but as long as i;m still alife .. my stories goes on....
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