its 2008 the second day? make it third....
suddenly its love i'm thinking lol nv experience it before.. till my 19 year old... nv knew how warm it felt like for hug and kisses lol see my mother(real) so not loving one XD lol nv even hug me before lor lol i've drag my life up till now ? a new change i aimed for in 2007 and some change did meet my target but how much more is there that i aim ? i forgotten about it ..my biggest chagne of my life is experiences and friends i met .. u all changed my life i feel so happy more warm more emotional? lol but still once in awhile i like to stay in my bush of clouds.. enjoy being confuse and lost...
many things to be kept many things to be understand ,many things to be many ... so many ...maybe its just part of the growing up that more things flows into the brain ...more memories fly into the pass ... the age increase... the thinking.. the stress the problem .... and the love i guess lol everything became complicated ..more and mroe. ...
when i was a child i wished i were 18 ... when i was 18 i wished i were 21 .. but now i'm 19 .. i wished i can go back to child ..so innocent so peaceful .so happy .... looking at them makes me envy and happy lol ... thats them XD .... how i used to be like .... i lost it since i grew up ... yet running away from reality is my choice. ...kiddish maybe hehe its less stress being like that ... i dun wanna go crazy one day like my uncle did .. i will hate myself if i ended up like that hehe ....its a quiet nite.. cold too lol nite to slp .... haiz .. later got bloodly cca meeting !! eat my beautiful holidays sia :(
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